welp I've so much thing to write about my ex crush that i can't hold it anymore lol so I'm going to tell you a little cute moment between me and him

sooo my friends ask me if i want to join the selection for our school netball team. I was like sure, if that means i can skip class. (😂) so the teacher test us out with a couple of basics thing you should know if you want to play netball, that includes passing. passing is the main thing so if you aren't good at it, you're doom for. anyway, we're just going back and forth with some tricks and the teacher decide that she want to throw the ball herself. like all this time, we're the ones who was throwing ball to each other but like i wasn't complaining because...why would i?💀 so we take turn and when it's finally my turn and the teacher throw the balls at me, i wasn't able to catch it and instead it hits my face. REAL HARD. AND I WAS WEARING GLASSES AT THAT TIME SO YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN YOU BUMP INTO SOMETHING WHILE WEARING GLASSES. I WAS LITERALLY HOLDING BACK MY TEARS BECAUSE IT HURT SO DAMN MUCH

*clears throat* after that the teacher ask me to step aside so i did, and i sit down on the pavement floor while mourning over the fact that i might never get in the team. i was in the 'leg close to the chest' position and i placed my head ontop of my knee while looking down. to the outsiders, it'll look like i was crying so maybe that's why this crush of mine decide to came over and ask if i was fine. HE LITERALLY KNEEL BESIDE ME AND GOES "you okay/are you okay/kenapa ni" or something similar to those words. i was confused as to why he's there (then i remember that we're supposed to have PE) and i realise that all of our classmate was looking at our way so i just nod. after that i didn't really remember but maybe he smiles? HE'S JUST SO NICE WTF. AND I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE HIM YET AT THAT TIME.  HDIENDJEKSJRJ

so yeah that's how the story goes. (p/s i did get selected to be in the school team but didn't make it for the final line up) I've another stories but that's for another day