this is actually the state of my brain right now it feels like everything is going up in flames

I literally feel like I'm drowning and I don't know how to fix it

here's the things I'm doing right now

- A SIXTEEN PAGE RESEARCH PAPER. SIXTEEN PAGES. WHAT THE FUCK

- another paper critiquing theories

- AND ANOTHER PAPER

- taylor tickets

I'm not even kidding I think the taylor tickets are the cause of my anxiety. like I'm pretty sure if I end up scoring them everything else will be fine. there's three dates for metlife and I find out tomorrow if I get a presale code but I just I can't I HAVE to see her

but right now I feel like I'm FLOATING and I can't bring myself down to earth anymore