ִ ࣪ 𖤐 MEMORIES . . .
{ ⓒ hzbrid 2024 }

. . . A MATT STURNIOLO FANFIC !

MEMORIES
conan gray

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❛ i can't be your friend, can't be your lover
can't be the reason we hold back each other
from falling in love
with somebody other than me
i wish that you would stay in my memories
but you show up today, just to ruin things ❜

━━━ ( 🌹 ) IN WHICH,
amara's family has held an extreme
grudge against matt for a decade over
something that happened in the third
grade. amara thinks it's absolutely
bullshit and always has, but either way,
she must stay away from the boy. little
does her family know, amara contained
her friendship with the boy all these
years and even finds herself developing
unusual feelings for him along the way.
she thought he felt mutual feelings, but
it's not when matt gets a new girlfriend
that amara realizes she's too late.

OR . . .

━━━ ( 🥀 ) IN WHICH,
matt regrets not living up to amara's
brother's standards, because now he must
sneak around with her in secret. he never
minded when he was younger because he
loved her and wanted to continue talking
to her no matter what, but all of a sudden
it's different. he still loves her, of course,
but he might love her too much which is devastating, considering the chances of
them getting together. he grows annoyed
when they mustn't speak to each other in
public and when she has to lie to her dad
so she could simply come over. without
realizing, he finally gives up just when
she's finally ready to risk it.

BASICALLY ; he loved her too early
and she loved him too late.

( 🪷 )
CAST !

౨ৎ 𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐀 𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐒
portrayed by serena page

┌── •✧• ──┐        ❝ you're really going to
│ nineteen │      stop talking to me because
│ sagittarius│      you have a girlfriend now?
│ straight │    and to think you were worthy
└── •✧• ──┘     enough for me to go against
                                       my family, matt. ❞

౨ৎ 𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐒
portrayed by jude bellingham

┌── •✧• ──┐ ❝ don't tell me you've been
│twenty-one│              fucking around with
│ leo │ sturniolo after me and dad
│ straight │        specifically told you not to. ❞
└── •✧• ──┘                        

౨ৎ TATUM CAMPBELL
portrayed by leah kateb

┌── •✧• ──┐ ❝ you just now realized
│ nineteen │ you're in love with him?
│ capricorn │ ma'am, i thought you knew that
│ bisexual │ the moment you went against
└── •✧• ──┘ your literal father for him. ❞

౨ৎ MATT STURNIOLO
portrayed by himself

┌── •✧• ──┐          ❝ did you expect me to
│ nineteen │ wait for your dad and brother
│ leo │ to finally come to their senses?
│ straight │         im sick of fucking waiting
└── •✧• ──┘               for you, amara. ❞

౨ৎ CHRIS STURNIOLO
portrayed by himself

┌── •✧• ──┐ ❝ amara's family is
│ nineteen │ insanely insane,
│ leo │ are you seriously waiting
│ straight │      for her to make the move? ❞
└── •✧• ──┘      

౨ৎ NICK STURNIOLO
portrayed by himself

┌── •✧• ──┐         ❝ what a downgrade,
│ nineteen │ matt. how do you
│ leo │         go from someone who
│ gay       │ you're willing to risk
└── •✧• ──┘ your life over to someone
who doesn't remotely compare? ❞

MATT & AMARA's
( PLAYLIST )

౨ৎ MEMORIES
conan gray

❝ i can't be your friend, can't be your lover
can't be the reason we hold back each other
from falling in love
with somebody other than me
i wish that you would stay in my memories
but you show up today, just to ruin things ❞

౨ৎ YOU ARE IN LOVE
taylor swift

❝ one night he wakes
strange look on his face
pauses, then says
you're my best friend
and you knew what it was
he is in love ❞

౨ৎ INFRUNAMI
steve lacy

❝ girl, you're the one i want
you're the one i need
i'm beggin' you, please
can you come back to me?
'cause i was blind to see
that you were right in front of me ❞

౨ৎ I WANNA BE YOURS
arctic monkeys

❝ secrets i have held in my heart
are harder to hide than i thought
maybe i just wanna be yours
i wanna be yours, i wanna be yours ❞

౨ৎ AFRAID
the neighbourhood

❝ when i wake up, i'm afraid
somebody else might take my place
when i wake up, i'm afraid
somebody else might end up being me ❞

౨ৎ IDFC
blackbear

❝ 'cause i have hella feelings for you
i act like i don't fucking care
like they ain't even there
'cause i have hella feelings for you
i act like i don't fucking care
'cause i'm so fucking scared ❞

౨ৎ HEARTBEAT
childish gambino

❝ i come around when you least expect me
i'm sittin' at the bar when your glass is empty
you thinkin' that this song's comin' on to tempt me
i need to be alone like the way you left me ❞

౨ৎ ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?
tyler, the creator

❝ don't get green skin (green skin), keep contact (keep contact)
don't say, "goodbye, smell you later" (bye, later)
nah, i can't
i don't want to end this season on a bad
episode ❞

౨ৎ BAD IDEA RIGHT?
olivia rodrigo

❝ seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?
seein' you tonight, fuck it, it's fine
yes, i know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect?
' i only see him as a friend,'  the biggest lie i
ever said ❞

౨ৎ CARDIGAN
taylor swift

❝ you drew stars around my scars
but now i'm bleedin' ❞

౨ৎ DADDY ISSUES
the neighbourhood

❝ you ask me what i'm thinking about
i tell you that i'm thinking about
whatever you're thinking about
tell me something that i'll forget
and you might have to tell me again
it's crazy what you'll do for a friend
go ahead and cry, little girl
nobody does it like you do
i know how much it matters to you
i know that you got daddy issues
and if you were my little girl
i'd do whatever i could do
i'd run away and hide with you
i know that you got daddy issues ❞

౨ৎ THEY DON'T KNOW ABOUT US
one direction

❝ 'cause this love is only gettin' stronger
so, i don't wanna wait any longer
i just wanna tell the world that you're mine,
girl, oh
they don't know about the things we do
they don't know about the i-love-yous ❞

౨ৎ DEJA VU
olivia rodrigo

❝ so when you gonna tell her
that we did that, too?
she thinks it's special
but it's all reused
that was our place, i found it first
i made the jokes you tell to her when she's with you
do you get deja vu when she's with you? ❞

౨ৎ LES
childish gambino

❝ i hope nobody catch us
but i kinda hope they catch us, anyway
ooh, girl, i wanna know
are you ready to cry? 'cause i'm no good, no
good ❞

౨ৎ LOOK AFTER YOU
the fray

❝ it's always have and never hold
you've begun to feel like home yeah
what's mine is yours to leave or take
what's mine is yours to make your own ❞

౨ৎ THAT WAY
tate mcrae

❝ we say we're friends, but i'm catching you across the room
it makes no sense 'cause we're fighting over what we do
and there's no way that i'll end up being with you
but friends don't look at friends that way ❞

౨ৎ FADE INTO YOU
mazzy star

❝ i look to you, and i see nothing
i look to you to see the truth ❞

౨ৎ SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW
keane

❝ oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
i'm getting old, and i need something to rely on
so, tell me when you're gonna let me in
i'm getting tired, and i need somewhere to
begin ❞

౨ৎ THE OTHER WOMAN
lana del ray

❝ the other woman will always cry herself to sleep
the other woman will never have his love to keep
and as the years go by, the other woman will spend her life alone ❞

౨ৎ ALL I WANTED
paramore

❝ i could follow you to the beginning
just to relive the start
and maybe then, we'd remember to slow down
at all of our favorite parts ❞

. . .AND MORE ON THIS SPOTIFY PLAYLIST!

memories ✶
- mina ִ ࣪ 𖤐

ᯓ★ disclaimers

𝟎𝟎𝟏. if this inspires anyone, please give me credit instead of simply stealing :)

𝟎𝟎𝟐. this is fanFICTION, meaning a made up story and not reality.

𝟎𝟎𝟑. if any of the oc's feel uncomfortable with this story, i'll take it down.

𝟎𝟎𝟒. dts

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edit: sorry for taking this down and republishing it, i needed to change the fc to someone with more photos of themself ! i'm back on my wp grind tho so trust pinky promise and memories will be getting a lot more updates !!
and maybe some new books 🫣❓

i know i said i wouldn't publish a story or update 'pinky promise' until i'm fully done with 'the way i loved you' but i literally have no motivation to write in that book because there's no more angst 😓😓

wasn't gonna publish this until sooner but it's a leap year and i'm feeling quite mischievous 😈😈🙏

background info . . .
1) amara & kai's parents are divorced and they live with their dad
2) amara, the triplets, and tatum all graduated already, so they aren't in school anymore
3) amara's dad & kai like tatum, so she's allowed over and stuff

IF U HAVE ANY SONG SUGGESTIONS FOR THE PLAYLIST, PLSS TELL ME 🙏

OK BYE HOPE U GUYS ENJOY I LOVE U SM THANK YOU FOR GIVING THIS A SHOT 💕💕 SO BEYOND GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF YOU

- mina