𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐁𝐎𝐌𝐁𝐒.
폭탄보다 더 크게.
the expressions you sent towards me
weren't what you meant.

within this chapter, truths take flight,
KAIRA'S story comes to light. her past, her dreams, her favorite hue, a world of her essence unveiled to you.

KARA SRISAI! - the trivia!
❝she didn't just exist; she thrived, a pisces swimming through dreams, weaving them into reality.❞

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ ONE: kaira had always felt like an outsider, a puzzle piece that didn't quite fit. in her childhood, the whispers were louder than any words spoken to her face. to some, her thai roots made her "too different"-her almond-shaped eyes and the unfamiliar scents of her lunchbox sparking quiet ridicule in the cafeteria. others deemed her "not thai enough," as if her faltering grasp of the language was a betrayal to her heritage. she learned early on how to wear a smile like armor, but no one ever stopped to see the cracks forming beneath it.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWO: when kaira stepped into the music industry, the noise only got louder. joining bts brought a tidal wave of criticism that no one could prepare for. articles ripped apart her existence, questioning her talent, her looks, and even her right to be there. social media was no better-hashtags like #kairaout trended worldwide, weaponized by people who hadn't even seen her perform. every glance, every smile, every falter on stage was dissected as if her presence was a flaw in an otherwise perfect picture. she wanted to fight back, but how could one voice stand against millions?

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ THREE: those early days were a blur of fear and doubt. kaira felt suffocated under the weight of expectations, like she was trying to breathe underwater. every stumble, no matter how human, felt like confirmation to the world that she didn't belong. her own reflection became her harshest critic, and the voice in her head kept asking, what if they're right? yet, she pushed forward, clawing her way through the darkness to find the light. each small victory, like nailing a performance or earning a smile from a fan, became her lifeline.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ FOUR: through it all, kaira's friendship with soloist sasha wintour became an anchor. their shared experiences in the industry built an unshakable bond, one rooted in late-night talks over instant noodles and long silences that spoke louder than words. sasha, who had weathered her own storms of criticism and doubt, became the older sister kaira never had. together, they laughed, cried, and reminded each other that even in a world that tried to tear them down, they could still stand tall.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ FIVE: family had always been kaira's safe haven. whether it was her mom cheering her on from the crowd or her dad sending her daily reminders to stay grounded, their love was a constant. even when the world felt like it was against her, the warmth of their video calls or their surprise visits during her toughest weeks reminded her of who she was. to them, she wasn't "kaira from bts"-she was their daughter, their sister, the girl who still loved mango sticky rice and old karaoke nights.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ SIX: despite the scrutiny, kaira is adored by many in the industry. idols like itzy's yeji often praise her kindness and sincerity, marveling at her ability to make everyone feel seen. kaira's charm isn't loud or performative-it is in the quiet moments: a thoughtful text, a shared snack, or a kind word to a staff member who felt invisible. in an industry where connections could feel transactional, her authenticity was a breath of fresh air.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ SEVEN: language barriers were one of kaira's biggest challenges. in the early days, she often found herself tongue-tied, struggling to express her thoughts in korean. it left her frustrated and embarrassed, but the members turned those moments into opportunities for bonding. they'd patiently help her practice, turning mispronunciations into inside jokes. over time, she not only grew more fluent but also learned the language of connection-smiles, laughter, and love.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ EIGHT: during flights, kaira is known for being the first to fall asleep, often curling up on taehyung's shoulder. it had become a quiet routine, one that offered her a sense of calm amidst the chaos of their schedules. the sight of her peacefully resting while taehyung sat patiently by her side melted the hearts of fans, who saw it as a testament to their unshakable bond.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ NINE: kaira is brutally honest about the challenges of being an idol. in interviews and live streams, she's never hesitated to pull back the curtain on the grueling reality of her profession. "it's not all glitz and glam," she admitted during a candid conversation with fans. "there are days when it feels like the weight of the world is on your shoulders." her openness has earned her respect, with fans appreciating her willingness to show the raw, unpolished side of her life.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TEN: kaira has been open about having undergone nose surgery for personal reasons. in a heartfelt interview, she shared her decision to go through with the procedure, emphasizing that it was something she did for herself, not for others. "i think everyone deserves to feel comfortable in their own skin," she said, her voice steady but soft. "it wasn't an easy decision, but it was the right one for me. and that's what matters."

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ ELEVEN: kaira unintentionally created the viral phrase "do it for the plot" during a memorable v-live. one evening, as she read through fan comments, a question popped up: "what should ido if my crush likes me, but we're total opposites?" without missing a beat, kaira let out a laugh that lit up the room, her playful nature shining through. "you should do it for the plot!" she exclaimed, her voice brimming with excitement. her offhand remark caught fire, resonating with fans who saw it as more than just a joke-it became a rallying cry to embrace life's twists and turns. within hours, the phrase took over social media, transforming into a motto for taking bold steps and living a life full of unforgettable stories.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWELVE: in school, kaira was a standout member of the debate team. whether it was a heated discussion on social issues or an abstract topic no one had thought to explore, she had a way of captivating her audience. her arguments were razor-sharp, delivered with a conviction that left even the toughest opponents struggling to keep up. the experience didn't just teach her how to speak; it gave her the confidence to use her voice, a skill she carries with her to this day.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ THIRTEEN: kaira has exclusively written songs for artists under hybe, a choice rooted in both comfort and loyalty. rejection from the "big three" companies had once left her feeling like an outsider in the industry, but hybe gave her the chance to prove herself. writing for hybe artists feels like coming home; it's a space where she can let her creativity flow without fear of being misunderstood. "it's more than just a job," she once said during an interview. "it's my way of giving back to the family that believed in me when no one else did." the thought of writing for artists outside that circle unsettled her, as though it would strip away the authenticity she holds so dear.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ FOURTEEN: sm entertainment's rejection of kaira is now considered one of the biggest missed opportunities in k-pop history. though she doesn't dwell on the past, kaira has occasionally alluded to the experience, describing it as a turning point in her journey. "it hurt, i won't lie," she admitted during a documentary. "but looking back, i think it was a blessing in disguise. it pushed me to work harder and find my true path."

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ FIFTEEN: kaira is famous for her signature winged eyeliner, a look she's perfected over the years. her sharp, dramatic wings have become as iconic as her voice, inspiring countless fans to recreate her style. after years of requests, she finally uploaded a step-by-step tutorial, walking viewers through her process with patience and charm. the video became an instant hit, solidifying her status as a beauty icon.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ SIXTEEN: kaira is known for her lack of cooking skills, often joking about her "kitchen disasters." whether it's burning eggs or accidentally setting off the smoke alarm, her attempts at cooking never fail to entertain her fellow members. "cooking is not my thing," she said during a variety show, throwing her hands up in defeat. "but hey, i make up for it with takeout skills."

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ SEVENTEEN: kaira is widely regarded as one of the best dancers in the industry. her performances are a masterclass in precision and passion, each move executed with a grace that seems almost otherworldly. choreographers often sing her praises, marveling at her ability to bring life and emotion to even the most complex routines. "she's in a league of her own," one professional said during a reaction video, capturing the sentiment shared by many.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ EIGHTEEN: kaira is not shy about showing affection for her husband, taehyung, in public or online. whether it's sneaking a playful kiss on the cheek during a red carpet event or holding his hand during interviews, kaira's love for taehyung is as evident as the sun in the sky. fans often gush over their interactions, calling them a "power couple" who manage to make even the simplest gestures feel romantic. "i love love," kaira once said in an interview, her face lighting up as she spoke. "and i'm lucky to have someone who loves me just as fiercely in return."

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ NINETEEN: kaira has a strong aversion to laziness and unproductivity. for her, every moment is an opportunity to create, plan, or grow. even on her rare days off, she finds it hard to sit still, often diving into brainstorming sessions for new songs or sketching designs for her next fashion project. "i don't know how to rest," she admitted with a sheepish smile during a fan Q&A. "but honestly, i wouldn't have it any other way."

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWENTY: kaira's anxiety is severe enough that she requires medication to manage it. the pressures of fame, public scrutiny, and her own high expectations weighed heavily on her shoulders, leaving her feeling as though the world was spinning out of her control. on some days, she could barely breathe, the walls of her mind closing in, forcing her to confront the fears she tried to keep buried. medication was something she resisted at first, worried it might be seen as a weakness. but with time-and with the gentle encouragement of her loved ones-she came to understand the importance of prioritizing her well-being. these days, she no longer hides the struggles she faces, often reminding her fans that it's okay to seek help and take care of oneself.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWENTY-ONE: kaira has an uncanny ability to turn anything she touches into a must-have item. during a casual bts live stream, she wore a hoodie with an abstract design she had personally picked out. the garment, simple yet striking, instantly became the talk of the fandom. within moments of the stream ending, fans flooded online stores, causing the hoodie to sell out globally. what had started as a spur-of-the-moment fashion choice turned into a viral phenomenon, proving once again the magnetic power of her influence.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWENTY-TWO: kaira is deeply committed to giving back, regularly donating to charity and supporting causes close to her heart. she didn't just sign checks; she actively partnered with organizations to create lasting change. her campaigns often encouraged army to join her, proving that even the smallest gestures could make a difference. "kindness is a ripple," she said during one fundraiser, her voice filled with passion. "it starts with one person, but it can reach so many."

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWENTY-THREE: kaira's love for the latest iphone is well-known, despite her official partnership with samsung. fans first caught wind of her secret during a v-live, when she accidentally flashed her iphone on screen. the moment quickly went viral, sparking playful debates online. unfazed by the buzz, kaira later addressed the incident with her trademark humor, posting a video holding both phones. "what can i say? i like options," she laughed, earning even more adoration from her followers. samsung, always game for a good laugh, retweeted her response, cementing the incident as one of her most memorable social media moments.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWENTY-FOUR: kaira is known for her fiery attitude when handling haters on social media, especially twitter. one night, after a troll criticized her vocal abilities, claiming she wasn't up to par with other idols, kaira decided to clap back in her signature style. with a smirk, she typed out a response that sent the internet into a frenzy: "i guess you missed the part where i'm living my dream and you're stuck behind a screen. but thanks for the feedback, it's cute." the tweet went viral, cementing her reputation as someone who wouldn't let negativity dim her light.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWENTY-FIVE: kaira is known for her ever-changing hair color, often experimenting with bold shades and styles. whether she's sporting a fiery red bob or long, flowing strands of pastel pink, kaira's hair transformations never fail to make headlines. each new look seemed to reflect a different chapter of her story, a visual representation of her fearless personality. but while fans loved the dramatic changes, kaira often joked about the toll it took on her hair. "at this rate, i'll be bald by the time i'm 40," she quipped during a v-live, earning a chorus of laughter from viewers. despite the challenges, she takes her hair care seriously, pampering it with the finest treatments to keep it looking flawless.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWENTY-SIX: kaira wasn't afraid to speak out about mental health, even in an industry that often shied away from the topic. in interviews, she openly discussed her battles with anxiety and the steps she took to protect her well-being. it was risky-some warned her that vulnerability could be seen as weakness-but she didn't care. if sharing her story could help even one person feel less alone, it was worth it.

━━ ₊🐥★.˚ TWENTY-SEVEN: her nurturing side often surfaced around the bts members, especially jungkook. she had an almost motherly instinct, making sure he ate properly during long rehearsals or slipping him his favorite banana milk when she noticed he looked tired. the group affectionately teased her as the "mom" of bts, but there was no denying the love behind their words. they knew she'd do anything for them, just as they would for her.

☆ 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒,
this took me WAYYY longer
than it should have. but nonetheless,
i hope you all enjoyed the chapter xx