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Kang Hyuna

↳ How could I forget?

My belly was big now. The mirror caught my attention every time. Why did it grow? It's annoying.

Your room, it's probably dusty. I had to clean it up because mom wouldn't. She locked the door and hid the key but I found it under the carpet. I guess she was as dumb as me.

It was dusty like I expected but everything was still at place. It was a long clean up and my back hurts, not to mention the kicks in my belly.

I looked into your closet. Your clothes were still there. I wore it and it didn't fit my frame. Have you always been bigger than me? I guess you were. I was searching the pockets when I found a picture. It was an ultrasound picture. A baby?

"Our sunshine! Beats the light and devours the darkness."

I couldn't stop my tears. I cried for the first time after months and months. How could I forget you? My precious one. The kicks were from you. You were there with me through the pain. You never complained when I whined or cried. You were silently hearing me and feeling me.

My belly looked beautiful now because it was you in there. I wasn't alone. You were always with me.

Our child, our sunshine, our Hyuna.

Promise was meant to be broken. I won't promise you, but mommy will stay strong for you. Daddy will be proud, don't you think so?