"yeah you're all i've ever wanted!"

"BECCA WAIT!"

i was halfway around the xfinity center when preston had finally caught up to me, and i stopped right in my place.

i had ditched my boots somewhere near the busses so i was barefoot and it felt nice.

i was still so angry at everything, and everyone for the situation right now.

"preston when i tell you to leave me alone right now, i mean it. i'm going to explode."i took in a deep breath, and preston sighed.

"fine, but at least take these."preston handed me a pair of sneakers and i thanked him before he left.

i slipped the sneakers on, before continuing my walk finding the whole entire center empty.

this whole situation was so frustrating and had made me so angry that it felt like i was going to punch someone or something if they try to talk to me about anything.

i was a ticking time bomb.

i found out who my father was, i found out that uncle chris knew for sixteen fucking years and he didn't tell me.

and my father was brantley.

listening in on that conversation made everything click together. he hadn't seen mama in sixteen years and i was sixteen.

but did that mean jack shit? probably but they were together up until the day that she left so it meant something.

i had blasted maren my whole entire walk, hoping it'd help me calm down a little and it did, but not enough.

when i got back, i saw nana, mama becky and uncle chris talking probably about the situation.

"feeling any better?"preston asked, and i shrugged, "not really."

he wrapped me in a hug before taking my hand and talking me towards the back of the bus.

he started playing a song on his phone which i quickly recognized as wanted by hunter hayes making me smile.

"dance with me."he pleaded, and i nodded, wrapping my arms around his neck while his hands went around my waist.

we danced around in the parking lot, and he ended up spinning me at one point which made me laugh.

when the song ended, preston dipped me, kissing my lips gently.

in that moment, all of my anger and frustration washed away, and for the first time since we had come to massachusetts, i felt calm and relaxed.

"did that made you feel better?"he mumbled after pulling his lips apart from mine and i nodded grinning, "yes sir it did."

we walked back to where everyone was, and they were eying up with ben grinning, "preston got laid!"

all of the guys started laughing - except brantley and uncle chris who looked like they were gonna shoot preston - while nana and mama b looked at ben with shock.

"ben are you trying to get him killed?!"i yelled, making the guys laugh even more.

"i took her to the back to dance dumbass! you should try it sometime when you get a girlfriend."preston snapped at him, and brantley pointed a finger at preston.

"better have been dancin' boy."brantley growled, and i felt my temper rising.

i grabbed two empty water bottles, before chucking it at brantley and uncle cj while their backs were turned.

"rebecca kay!"uncle chris turned towards me, and i crossed my arms.

"that is not my name christopher and you know that."i sent him a glare, and everyone was watching us, "second off you two stop acting like overprotective brothers- dads, whatever!"

uncle chris held a glare to me, and i stood there with my own, and my arms crossed.

"are you trying to run away my boyfriend? because if you are it's not going to work."i growled, and his mouth dropped, "boyfriend?!"

my face fell, knowing that we hadn't told anyone about that including his mama.

"oops..."

i ran off dragging preston hoping to avoid a conversation about how they had guns and they'd make a promise that if he broke my heart that he would be shot in two.

"becca kay get back here!"