Heartbreak.

Heartbreak - a strong word, yet it was exactly what Yoongi felt.

Yoongi didn't even know how many days it was ago that the whole thing happened with Chaeyoung, yet there were still tears flowing down his pale cheeks.

His throat was so tight that he had problems to gulp or to speak, his eyes eyes so swollen and red, his body just too exhausted from all the crying.

Yoongi never cried, he hated crying. Crying made him feel so wreak, so helpless. He hated the salty tears on his tongue and how sticky his face felt after crying or how tired it made him.

He hates everything of this situation but what he hated the most was how much he missed Jimin.

It was insane how all the color in his face would vanish when he would start reading old texts, how unstoppable tears would drip down his cheeks, how his legs became all weak and how his hands started to shake like crazy.

He never expected this to be so insane. But how could it not, he'd practically just lost one of the most important things in his life.

But he couldn't blame Jimin, not at all. But instead, he blamed himself. He blamed himself for starting all of this, for falling for him although he knew that the feelings would never be mutual.

He was so frustrated and angry at himself for being so dumb, for not stopping all of this earlier.

He always kept it professional on the shootings but, oh hell, would Jimin only know how fast his heart started beating or how his stomach always twisted when Jimin would laugh.

If Jimin only knew how happy he made Yoongi, if Jimin only would know how much he meant to Yoongi.

If Jimin would only knew how much Yoongi missed him, if Jimin only knew how much Yoongi loved him, because he truly did.

But would something change if Jimin knew all these things?

Would they have a happy ending?

Would Yoongi feel better?

The answer is no. And why?

Because Jimin was still the homophobic asshole who would never tolerate Yoongi's feelings.

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If you're already heartbroken then just wait till Jimin finds out that D is Yoongi🤠

SkyeWriters asked for Angst y'all better talk to her🤷‍♀️
[dis was a joke pls don't attack her i did already plan the whole angst, she's a cute lil baby send her some love💕]