72 | mommy
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I slept and woke you on the wrong side of the bed (couch), Like I woke up extremely vexed and I tried calming down but things weren't going my way and menstrual cramps also made its way to the party which made me even more angry so I'm sorry for what I would be writing in advance,
W R A Y A
The beige man had been gone for over a month and the only thing I could was hope he was alive and well. Nothing really changed aside from Neel and Reality moving into the penthouse while the beige man's apartment was kept locked.
"...but I want to stay with Wraya," Reality whined as she refused to follow Neel back to the apartment, "No, Sweetheart you have school tomorrow and moreover, you know this place is not suitable for you. Your daddy won't be happy if he knows I bring you to the club," I said, knowing she would be convinced if I mentioned the beige man.
Ever since he left, Reality only showed how much she respected her father by doing everything we asked as soon as the beige man's name gets mentioned. "Okay," She agreed and waved goodbye at me.
The girls and I headed into the building and towards my very exquisite dressing room to get me ready for the night.
Another month passed and the beige man still hadn't returned but it had only been two months so there wasn't any reason to think he was dead yet because I knew it would take a while to infiltrate a terrorists group.
I had gotten my driver's licence and was able to drive Reality to school myself without having to bother the girls or Neel but the stubborn boy wouldn't budged and still followed me to Reality's school despite me not wanting him to.
"Oh, Reality's mom, I've been meaning to ask you about Reality's dad. I haven't seen him around in a while, I hope you guys are okay?" Dabin's mom, I was sure she hoped we weren't okay and looking at her, I felt like landing a tight slap on her face and tell her to mind her business.
"Who are you and why are you speaking to Boss's Mrs like that? Move back, please," Neel moved right in front of me and said sternly, making Dabin's mom step back in fear of who he was. I hadn't expected him to look that scary as he spoke when all he ever did was smiling. It really surprised me.
Another month passed by in a blink of an eye and I was starting to get worried for the beige man but I tried to keep an open mind and forced myself to believe it was just taking him a little while to kill the terrorists.
I was living on pain relievers as I felt my physical and mental health deteriorating thinking about the beige man and the mission. I also lost my appetite to eat but I was gaining weight, I didn't even know that was possible but I guessed anything was possible when one is worried about someone special.
On a much better note, I had gotten over two million followers on Moongram and became the brand ambassador for SYK motors. I had also quitted working at the club as a stripper and used all my money to buy the penthouse from the club. Officially becoming an influencer; although I was broke, I hired Nova as my manager and Raven as my assistant.
I was officially a public figure and a lot of little girls looked up to me so I couldn't be seen as a stripper. I would also do whatever I could to keep the past a secret, even if it meant killing Kiss who made multiple anti-fan accounts to bash me and tell the world I was a stripper.
Immediately I figured Kiss was behind the rumours of me being a prostitute, I had Neel get rid of her permanently and the rumours vanished in thin air, just like Kiss.
Three months passed by and I had accumulated over five million followers on Moongram, a Porsche, and a Mercedes from SYK, along with the beige man's Jeep. Reality had turned 9 years old and I had recovered from being totally broke by taking deals from different clothing and makeup brands.
At that point, I was losing hope that the beige man was alive but I was still forcing myself to believe he was fine and the mission was just taking longer than I thought.
"My daddy is dead, isn't he?" Reality asked as I walked into the game room I had re-designed and turned into her room. I found her sitting on her fluffy pink rug with her head down and arms wrapped around her knees, "No, don't say that," I cautioned.
"No, he is dead. If he's not, he would've been back by now. I don't have a daddy, I don't have a mommy. I'M ALL ALONE!" She stood up, facing me and giving me the view of her red swollen eyes, and wet face from tears before turning to the door and ran down the stairs.
"Reality!!" I called, running after her but the little girl was so fast that she elevator had closed before I could enter.
It took another month and a Legal adoption for Reality to recover from mourning her dad and I thought I didn't need to mourn because he was probably alive until I saw his shirt and Calvin Klein boxers I had worn to my apartment. I clutched the shirt to my chest and fell to my knees, letting out a gut-wrenching wail in my closet.
My body trembled as tears rushed down my eyes like a water tap was opened. I had tried to tell myself, multiply times, that he was alive but who was I kidding, I would never see the beige man again.
"Wraya, what happened? Why are you crying?" Nova came from nowhere and wrapped her arms around me, "I never got to tell him I loved him," I let out as I continued to cry into the beige shirt that no longer had his scent. Maybe it was because I had my face pressed to his shirt but slowly, breathing became hard.
I pulled the shirt away from my face as I tried to regulate my breathing but it only got harder to breath, "Calm down. Wraya, Calm down," and that was the last thing I heard before losing consciousness.
When I opened eyes, the bright lights of the room I was almost blinded me, making me wince in the sudden pain and squinted my eyes until it was able to open widely. Identifying that I was in an hospital because of the cursed smell of disinfectant, I spotted Raven, Nova, and Neel standing around my bed.
"Wraya!!!" Raven called as soon as she saw my eyes open. "How are you feeling?" Nova asked.
"Get me discharged, I hate wearing hospital gown," I stated as I tried to get up but was instantly stopped by the three of them in unison, making things suspicious. "What?" I asked.
"J-just be careful," Neel stuttered as Nova set pillows to the
side of my stomach.
"Wraya, We have big news," Nova said as she finished placing the pillows. "So while you were unconscious, we had the doctor run a few tests on you to find out why you suddenly had a panic attack and passed out but he figured out that the you have..." Raven trailed off, exchanging looks with Nova and Neel but I was well aware what the look translated to. 'Should we tell her?' That was the meaning.
"I have what?" I asked, low-key scared of what they would say I had. Cancer?
"You have a baby in your tummy. You're pregnant,"
That had to be the most absurd thing I'd ever heard. Pregnant? Me? Wraya Kelvin? Pregnant? Impossible! There was no way I could be pregnant when the last time I had any sexual activity was over seven months ago.
"Can you hear yourself? Can you understand the words that you allow to leave your mouth? How could I be pregnant? The beige man has been gone for seven months so how could I suddenly be pregnant?" I asked sarcastically.
"Yeah, we were shocked to when the doctor told us but that's not even the shocking part, the doctor said you're seven months pregnant which doesn't make any sense because you don't have a baby bump but he said some people don't know they are pregnant until they start having contractions. He also said you must have seen some signs but you probably didn't think much of them because your tummy wasn't getting bigger," Nova explained.
I was having irregular periods, nausea, a little bit of weight gain and body aches but I just overlooked everything thinking it was because I was worried about the beige man not knowing I was carrying his baby.
"The doctor said we should visit a OB/GYN to get full information about your health and your baby's health and also find out the gender," Neel said.
I sniffed as I tried to hold in my tears, keeping in mind that crying was not good for the baby who was probably unhealthy from not getting adequately taken care of like it should have.
"Nova, book an appointment with an OB/GYN for a full checkup of my baby and get me out of this hospital as soon as possible, I want to go home," I stated.
A month had passed and I was already eight months in with a little bump showing on my stomach. It was the middle of the night and I was curled on the beige man's bed, in his clothes and crying under his blanket.
The doctor had warned me that I needed nothing but rest and relaxation because my baby wasn't as healthy as an eight month old pregnancy should be and I should be focusing on getting my baby healthy but whenever I think about the baby, the beige man automatically pops into my head and I wouldn't be able to help but cry myself to sleep.
Ever since I found out I was pregnant, I hadn't once slept in my room. Every night, I would go to the beige man's
apartment and cry myself to sleep.
"Mommy?" I heard Reality called. The little girl was adamant on calling me 'mommy' ever since the adoption and she had grown happier when she found out that I was pregnant with her little brother and had been watching me like a hawk for the past month.
"Are you crying because of daddy? Don't cry, you're carrying mini-daddy in your stomach so you should be happy instead of sad," She let out, smoothing my hair with her hand.
"Come here, Sweetheart," I let out, and pulled Reality into a hug while tears continued falling uncontrollably. I wiped the tears off but quickly replaced by another as I pulled away.
"How about you skip school tomorrow to hang out with mommy and your baby brother?"
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MENSTRUAL CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME!!!!!
Anyways, this is the semi-final chapter and I'm sorry if the time skips are confusing.
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