Joseph

Wednesday, December 23, 2002

Night

My eyes squinted open, and the moonlight poured in. Stretching , I got off the floor. The house was quiet, and the feelings from earlier, surfaced. Unlocking the door. I walked into the hallway. Peeking over the balcony, he laid on the couch, sleeping. I made my way downstairs, and the covers he had were now on the floor. Even though I was upset, I still picked them up and placed them over his clearly cold body. His sleeping face was adorable, and I planted a kiss on his head, walking away to the kitchen.

My heart still hurt from everything that happened, but at this point, it seemed like nobody wanted to be with me, at least not in the way I wanted. I opened the fridge, staring at the rows of food. "Baby?" From behind me, a sleepy voice muttered.

"Yes?"

His arms wrapped around me, and he kissed my neck. "Baby, I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking. I still want our wedding to happen sooner."

"We can wait."

"Baby. I'm sorry..."

I moved out of his arms. "You were going to push back our wedding because of him."

"I know, and that was dumb of me. I was just upset..."

"The first time you accused me of cheating and now this?" "You really don't trust me, do you?"

"Joseph, I'm-"

"You're sorry. I know Lance. Maybe we don't need to be married yet..."

"Baby... No! I do trust you! I'm just scared of losing you..."

"Why? Because I'm a cheater? Is that why?" every emotion and action I did just piled up. "I didn't mean to. He wouldn't marry me, and then Alex came and... I just wanted to be happy! After we kissed, I broke it off with him immediately cause I knew what I did was wrong!"

"Joseph, I get it.."

"No, you don't! You think I'm some cheater who just sleeps around?" "Everything before that kiss we had in my room doesn't matter to me! YOU matter to me."

"Joseph-" he stuttered, but it didn't matter. My feet stormed away to the gym. It was like every major decision in my life hit me over again. Maybe that's what I deserved because I cheated on Sebastian. This is my punishment. I took my blazer off, then my shirt laying on the bench. Taking a breath, I picked up the bar, bringing it slowly down to my chest, breathing out then pushing it back up. I did this repeatedly, taking deep breaths. It took the stress off me, but the only thing I was missing was the looney-tunes.

The garage door opened, and I glanced to my side, seeing Lance. I took an even deeper breath, pushing it back up before going back down. He sat there staring at me, and it only irked my nerves more.

"What Lance?"

"I love you, that's what."

I just kept lifting the weight, ignoring him. Sweat fell down my face and he got closer, running his hand on my thigh. "I love you... can you say it back?" Just keep lifting... his hand slid to my crotch, and I focused on the ceiling above. "Joseph I love you." My silence only annoyed him and he took the bar from my hands, putting it on the floor. I tried getting up, but he pushed me back down, sitting on my lap. "We're gonna get over this argument and get married. So if you think this silent treatment is going to last long. It's not."

I sat up, staring at his handsome face. He hadn't shaved, and a furry beard grew. It was sexy, and so was the position we were in. "Joseph, it wasn't because of the stuff you said! I just can't lose you again. You have been my crush for so long, and you make me so happy..." he put his hand on my sweaty chest. "He pisses me off every time he brings up the fact you two were together! Then that note and the things he said on the phone just got to me! But I do trust you, I promise, and I shouldn't have even considered pushing our wedding back."

Staring at him became something fun. He was just so cute. His words meant a lot to me, but at the moment I just enjoyed looking at him.

"Joseph, can you just speak to me?"

The disappointment in his eyes as I pushed him off almost made me laugh. Walking out of the garage, he followed behind, stopping me as I got to the living room.

"Joseph, please! I wanna talk to my husband."

Using the stuff I said back at the hotel, he's so adorable. My feet stomped up the stairs and to our bedroom, him of course following behind. I opened the door going straight for the bathroom. He sat at the doorway watching me take off my pants, then my underwear. "Joseph." I went to the tub, turning the faucet on. "BABY!" He screamed, startling me. "Talk to me!"

There was some bubble stuff on the sides of the tub and I poured some of it in there, causing an influx of bubbles to form. The water was semi-hot, and I stepped in, sitting in the large tub that seemed more like a small pool. I motioned for him to join me and he quickly took off all his clothes. Stepping into the warm water. He sat in the middle of my legs and my hand traveled down his stomach, resting right above his dick.

"I forgive you."

He put his hand over mine, and my other hand went to his hair.
"So, does that mean we can get married early?"

A small giggle left my mouth, and I kissed the side of his face. "Yes, we can."

"Jose?"

"Hmm?"

He messed with some bubbles staring at the water filling the tub. "What sounds better? Joseph Carter or Lance Ramirez?"

"What do you think?"

My wet hand went through his hair. It was so soft. "Lance Ramirez?"

I snorted, chuckling to myself. "Really? Thought you were daddy..."

He smiled, taking a breath. "I am, but I know with the number of men I work with. You're gonna get jealous."

"Oh, really?"

"Yeah, just like when we were younger."

"And you're not?"

"Only if you talk to Martin, but other than that, I'll be okay."

He's so bad at lying... "You almost canceled our wedding over an ex."

"Fine, you take my name then..."

"No, if you want my name, you can have it."

The water got to my chest, and he reached over to the knob, turning it off. His ass was shiny and had soap all bubbles all over it. He looked back, following my eyes, and a smirk grew on his face. "You enjoying the view, baby?" I looked down, trying to hide my smile, and he laughed. "You're so sexy when you're nervous."

"Lance, just sit."

He grabbed my hand, forcing it on his ass. "You demanding me? or telling me?"

"Demanding." He turned around, sitting on my lap. My hands found their way to his hips, staring down his toned body. Just looking at him made me happy to be his husband. There was something hard poking my chest, and I looked down to see his hard dick through the water.

He reached for a remote and tapped something, turning the lights in the bathroom red. "That's a thing?"

"Yeah, husband..." he laughed, pressing his lips against mine. His hands cupped my face, and he only got more aggressive, moaning at every breath he took. My hands found their way down his hip then to his ass, making him tense up. Our tongues fought each other, and I sat up on my knees, keeping him still with my hands around his ass. Our dicks rubbed against each other as he got closer. I felt his hand wrap around mine, jerking me off slowly. "You wanna fuck me?"

I pressed my finger against his hole, and he grunted, moving his lips from mine. "Joseph!"

"What?" I giggled.

"Be gentle..." he whispered, connecting his lips with mine. With the way his lips felt, I could tell he was smiling. "Go slow..."

Doing what he said, I slowly slid my finger inside him, and a loud whine interrupted our kiss. "Baby!" The sound of his voice was a lot higher and he opened his eyes, blushing in embarrassment.

Getting closer to his ear, I moved my finger from Inside him. Laying my hands on his wet, soapy ass cheeks that I knew would be sore after tonight.

"You're still Daddy."

Looking behind him, he placed his hand over mine, guiding it to his hole that was tighter then before. Imagining how it would feel wrapped around my dick was making it even harder to control myself. Slowly pushing my finger inside him, he whined again, biting his lip. "I want you to fuck, Daddy." Water drenched down my body, as I stood up, looking down at his desperate eyes. Moving his attention to the hard dick in his face. He licked the shaft, before planting a small kiss on my tip.

"Get up." I growled, causing him to stand up and god was he tall; it surprised me every time. I slapped his wet ass, and he quickly moved into our room, getting on the bed. He laid on his back, with his legs open. Exposing his hard wet cock. My dick was harder than ever, and I slapped it against his hole as he stroked his dick, staring at me. I positioned myself to his hole, rubbing my tip against it.

"Baby, go slow... You're my first."

I pulled his head closer, kissing his wet lips. During this, I slowly pushed my tip inside him, making him whine. "Baby..." the only way to make this easier for him was to shove my tongue down throat, while I slowly entered. "Baby..." he huffed, pressing his hand against my chest. "Slow..."

"Just relax..." I cooed, pressing my lips against his again. His hard dick rubbed against my chest and I could feel the pre-cum as I got half the tip in.

"Jose, fuck ..." he seethed, digging his nails in my back. "Oh fuck! Can you slow down?"

"Lance, you have to relax..."

"Baby, I'm trying, but you're not fucking small..." he whined as I went in and out. Letting him get used to the tip. "Baby slow..." he whined again.

I went slower, letting his nails claw into my back, every time my dick pressed against his tight hole. "Jose..." He moaned out, as my tip pushed a little deeper. "Go slow..." he whined in that familiar high voice. I kissed his tender lips, moving my hips slowly. Our tongues danced in each other's mouths as I slowly got deeper and deeper, fitting my whole tip in. His kissing got more aggressive as I gently thrusted into him. "Baby slow!" He grunted, making me harder. "You like this, don't you? That's why you're so rough?"

I slowly went deeper, and he held my chest with his palm, moaning. "Joseph!"

"I'm going slow..."

My thrust was soft and slow. The loud grunts leaving his mouth only turned me on more. "Fuck daddy..." he moaned out, scratching my back, kissing my lips with as much energy as he could. I picked up speed, slamming into him consistently and the breath left his mouth. Everytime his body tensed up, he got tighter, making the feeling better. The soap and heat of his body mixed with the whines and grunts made for the most exhilarating sex I'd ever had.

His eyes looked down at my dick inside him, then back at me. "I'm tight, aren't I?"

"Yeah, baby..." I groaned, lightly thrusting into him. The way his wet hole tightened around my dick just made my adrenaline rise. His hand found its way to his dick, and he closed his eyes, stroking lightly

"You like the way my dick feels?" I murmured, getting half my size inside him.

He nodded in desperation, opening his eyes. Looking down at my dick again, he moving his cock up to his chest, letting me get in every inch of him I could. "Joseph..." I slammed into him harder and a whine left his mouth. "Baby, not so rough..."

I kept slamming into him, making him whine and grunt. "Jose, you're gonna make me sore..." He moaned out, putting his hand on my chest. I thrusted into him even harder, staring at his completely satisfied face. The way he bit his lip every time I slammed inside him just made me increase my speed.

His hand started stroking faster, and I fit my whole length in, making him gasp in pleasure. "Joseph, oh FUCK..." he seethed, pulling me to his lips. Pounding into him, he dug his nails in my back, pulling away from my lips. Laying his head on my shoulder.

"Fuck me, Baby. Just like that..." he urged

The sound of my dick slamming into him was loud, and he bit my shoulder, digging his nails into my back. "Oh fuck... You're gonna make me cum Jose..." I  moved from his grip quickly holding his dick, so he couldn't cum. "Baby... Please... I wanna cum..." he whined moaning at every thrust into him.

"You cum when I do." I demanded sliding my dick out of him. Pre-cum leaked from his gaping hole, and he felt it, smiling.

"Baby, keep going..." he stressed. I teased him, sliding the whole thing in before taking it out. "I wanna feel your cum inside me Jose..."

I put both his legs over my shoulders, sitting my dick against his hole. "How badly do you want it?"

"Bad. So badly..." he whimpered. "Just fuck me..." I slowly slid it inside him and his eyes went to the back of his head. In this position, I could go balls deep like I wanted, and i did slamming into a specific spot. His low moan came out more like a scream and I knew I'd found his spot. With a prideful smirk, I thrusted into that spot repeatedly, watching his face scrunched of in pure pleasure.

"Joseph, I'm gonna fucking cum!" He shouted, pulling me closer. Our lips collided, and I slammed into that spot, causing a hot liquid to squirt all over my chest. My body stiffened at the contact and a loud gasp left his mouth as I cummed inside him. Our breathing was labored and we both looked at eachother in joy.

"Baby, you are so amazing, you know that?" he panted, trying to catch his breath.

I just pecked his lips, letting him find his voice. We sat there for a few minutes with my dick still inside of him. His whole body was warm, and he dropped his legs from my shoulders, looking down at my semi hard cock inside of him. "Baby, I'm sore..."

"Good, means I did my job..." I murmured, pulling out of him. My feet went back into the bathroom, looking in the mirror. There was a smug grin on my face and it wouldn't go away. I took some tissue wiping the cum off my chest and he got off the bed, The way he walked was a bit funny and it only made laugh.

"Jose, get out!" He spat out.

"When you're done pushing my cum out, come to bed." I closed the door, and all I felt was happiness in my body. The smile on my face wouldn't go away as I climbed onto our huge bed. My head hit the pillow and my eyes closed.

"You better not be asleep!" He shouted from the bathroom, flushing the toilet.

"Why are you so upset all of a sudden?"

The sound of the door opening caught my attention and he climbed onto the bed, laying his head on my chest. "Cause. I might have liked that more than I thought and I'm sore." I pecked his head, slapping his bare ass. "Joseph!" He winced in that high pitch voice.

"My husband, my ass."

"You think you run this relationship now?"

"After you almost pushed our wedding back, yes, I do."

He cuddled into my chest, and I laid the covers over us. "I'm sorry about today."

"It's fine, Lance."

"Baby, I hurt you. That day we got together, I promised you I'd never do that." "I'm such a shit husband..."

"No, you're not!" I blurted out, kissing his head. "You are everything I've wanted and more. Yes, you said something, but it was out of love."

"Joseph, just cause it's out of love doesn't make it right. I saw it in your face how hurt you were. You think that's how I'm supposed to treat you?"

All of this started to piss me off. "Why are you trying to make it seem like you're a bad partner? Lance, he got under your skin like he wanted to! That's the reason for that argument." "Yes, we could work on trust, but don't let his manipulation think you're a shit husband cause you're not!"

"Baby, you tremble when you're passionate about something."

"That's your response to all that?" I chuckled, running my hand through his hair.

"Well, it just showed me how protective you are over me and I don't think you're a cheater at all."

"Why is that?"

"Cause the universe put us through bad people just to bring us back together. Think about it, Baby. If you hadn't had problems, we would have never reunited again." A sigh left his mouth. "I screwed up the first chance they gave me, letting you leave with him, but the universe exposed his actions to you, and that brought you right back to me."

Thinking about it oddly made sense in a funny way. "That's your theory, conspiracy theorist?"

"Yeah, how do you feel about it?"

I smiled, kissing his head. "It's now fact that we were meant to be Lance Ramirez." "Wait, how is your mom gonna feel about you taking my name?"

"She just wants us together." He grabbed my hand, laying it on his hip. "You know every girlfriend I had she didn't like?"

"Really?"

"Yeah, she always compared them to you. It was hard to be confident in some of them, when I'd think about the way you treated me..." he lifted his head from my chest looking at me. "Joseph, I know this is cheesy, but I am in love with you and I don't see myself with anyone but you."

Every word that left his mouth made me emotional. It really did feel like the universe brought us together for a reason. I pulled his head a little closer, kissing his soft lips. It lasted a few seconds before I felt his dick against my thigh. "You're not getting a round four Lance..."

"Why!" He whined, laying his head back on my chest. "I Just confessed my love for you and that's how you're gonna treat me?"

"You confessed your love for me on the balcony, and many other times after that..." I giggled, rubbing his hip. "But we just had sex, so why?"

"Cause sex with you is fun," he chirped. "My husband, my body."

"You always gonna use what I say against me?"

"So your body isn't mine?" He asked.

"It is, but it's like an electric car. It has to recharge..."

He snorted, looking up at me. "Did you just compare your body to a car?"

"Well, you have any better examples, sex addict?"

"I'm only a sex addict for you and I'd compare your body more to a..." he trailed, tapping his fingers on my chest. "A solar panel. You're powered by me, and I use that power for my personal needs."

"So you're the sun and you power me? While also using me?" I felt his hand slide to my balls and then his finger inside me. "Lance..." I moaned out, moving his hand. "You're not gonna get your way all the time."

"Why?"

"Cause I said so." I snapped, closing my eyes. "Now go to sleep."

He huffed, pecking at my lips. "Fine." His head laid on my chest, and there was a long silence. I started dozing off before his hand laid on my cock.

"Lance-"

"I'm just touching, nothing more."

My lips connected with his head again, and I closed my eyes, thinking about our wedding. "Lance, when's our wedding?"

"In two days."

"How can you just change dates like that?"

"Baby, when it comes to you, anything is possible. You want to get married early, right?"

"Yeah..."

"Then it's gonna happen and if things don't go your way. I'll fired everyone and just hire a new wedding planner. Anything for you."

"I love you Lance."

"I love you more now go to sleep."

A smile cracked on my face. "Okay, Daddy."

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I apologize for the long wait... Got a boyfriend and been dealing with a lot BUT I'm back! And the story is only about to get more interesting next chapter.

Hope you enjoyed the Chapter!

Sincerely, R.J