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hurts so good
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『PLEASE. | ANGST/FLUFF』
william x fem!reader
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i rlly forgot how to write
im sorry :(

warning: mention of death, pain
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"Do you love me?"

The winds grew by their side. A pause as the heed of tears tarnished down her cheeks. Silent tears of betrayal aching in her mind. Her throat dry and croaked, but she stood back and held it all back. "Tell me."

The male blinked, holding his breath. He wished to speak the truth, yet nothing was meant to be said. His mask shone by the dark moonlight. Trickles of rain begin to fall by their shoulders.

"(y/n)..." He held his hands out, going over to her side in hopes to calm her down. "We need to talk this through..."

She shook her head, heartbroken. "I don't know what to feel..." She held her breath, her voice cracking. Her cape begins to soak up by the fallen streaks of crying angels from the sky. "You should know this, William... I'm empty..."

William's eyes glistened, wishing to assure her and hug her at that moment. Withal, he kept and held back his supposed words in fault. "Don't do this. Please, I beg of you, dear--"

"Don't say that!" She screamed.

As he begins to approach her, she falls back away from him to avoid the direct touch that might emit more cause of harm than good.

"Stay back. I said stay back!" The particles of ice crashed to the front. Separating the two of them as it forged into spikes at his way. "I'm exhausted... These people have played my feelings way too long..."

William held his breath, tears began to fall right as the heavens cried. "(y-y/n)..."

"I was never good enough for people's eyes. I am nothing but a side character to this world... If I did die, no one would realize anyways..." She clenched where her heart was located, biting her lips as the tears fell to the ice she created, freezing along.

"You knew how I felt right, William? Right?!"

The pain as her voice croaked in much hurtful essence cracked his own heart. He kept silent, knowing answering would be a huge loss of the truth. He couldn't say it, but he knew it was his fault indeed. He gulped his saliva down. "..."

As she received no response, she fell to the floor, wrapping her arms around herself for warmth. The crackling thunder hindered by the sky; winds blowing violently as if the lord heard her pain. "Then why did you... Why did you leave me that night...?"

Choking out her pained screams that yielded and needed help. Cries and piercing loneliness shattered past her heart. "You were there, William. You were there!"

"I needed your help..."

William held his emotions. His amethyst eyes gloomy as the sky, violently screaming to wish to speak the truth. Heaving his regrets and guilt up his throat as he choked out her name with the tears falling along with the rained sky. "(y/n)..."

"They played me like a doll. A fool! I was screaming and crying until my voice disappeared..." She held her head in pain. Her emotions unstable and hurt never had she wished to receive such memory. She wanted everything to be disposed of.

It all hurts. All the memories were clear as day. This shattered piece of glass could not be mended back to the start. She remembered how their hands wandered around her, edging the pain.

William held the sharded ice, gently and avoiding its painfully sharp tip. "I had no choice. Please, we need to talk this through." He begged.

He reached out to her, not wanting any damage to fall by them once more, "No, please, leave me alone. I'm so tired of this!"

The cliff by her side hinged low and fell deep in the depths of darkness. William became frantic, finding it nearly too late. "Don't do this, please. I plead! Don't waste your life and end it that way! I love you, (y/n)!!"

"Farewell..., Captain."

With that, she falls and falls, reigning her death as his trees were simply too late to save her. The ice shattered in an instant as he ran to the edge of the cliff. "No... NO!" He saw no end. It was all dark and dead...

"(Y/N)!!!"
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"PFFFT!" [not the bee :( ]

The tissue flushed as his nose lets out a huge snot. The male's eyes cried endlessly, feeling overwhelmed and over to the top impressed. "Oh, my gosh. Pete's sakes, my heart became millions of pieces." Finral sobbed once more, leaning to the boozing lady, Vanessa, for mental support who cried along.

Asta, faced his captain with an audible long tears of sadness and emotional. It was all crocodile as he held his red nose from tears. "My tears can't stop falling, Captain Yami!"

The silver-white haired royalty, held her puffy red cheeks, acting strong. "I-I'm not crying! Not at all!" Charmy who ate right by her side offered the cupcakes towards Noelle. She gladly took it and munched it with a full discrete heartache.

Over to the different level of place to sit, stays two men who were both crying in deadly tears. "Fuh-hah! As the King's personal guard, I have gotten the best spot to see this show. But this is so sad!"

"Sekke, bring me my cups of wine. I need to get wasted." The slummy king cried, relieving his snots over to the tissues near him. Sekke cried along with the king, all gleaned and griefed. "Yes, sir."

The scruffed man in black hummed with his hand on his palm, leaning to the armrest. "Damn, didn't know birdy was good at acting." He watched with full-on impressed but poker as he usually does.

The green mantis scoffed, silently agreeing in his mind. "Keh-keh, my team's up next. My team will win for sure. You're going down, Bakayami."

The eldest male vermillion royal nodded with his eyes watering to the side as he patted it down elegantly. "(y/n)'s gifted as well. Though, it wasn't much of a surprise."

"Correct. I must say that the noble is gifted." The eldest white-silver haired royal nodded, acknowledging both of their abilities. He turned and saw the blonde beauty in blue nearby holding back her tears, feeling extremely emotional and crestfallen. She thought to herself, imagining definite unwanted emotions. 'Yami... Don't do that to me... Wait, I MEAN--!'

The azure noble captain nodded with tears cascading. "William-san and (y/n)-chan has the best act! I'm suddenly inspired to paint!"

"SHUSH!" Alecdora from the back of the show hushed. Not only were they disturbing the show, but they were also disturbing his crying moment at that moment.

Today was most likely the day where everyone impressed the king of their talents in drama. It was quite unneeded, and not all from each squad needed to join. A few representatives were all that was required. But The Golden Dawn somehow mainly cast on the two loved sweethearts of the Clover Kingdom. All well-known and popular, the William x (y/n) ship.

With Klaus as the narrator and some others who joined as the backstage players and the enemies. Most were for the special effects, which is mainly on Yuno and Langris' weird teamwork.

They all worked their best and Alecdora was their number one fan (secretly. Well, not really.). Though, William and (y/n) made up their script mostly on stage. William was portrayed as the bad and betraying person, whilst (y/n) was the heart-shattering and played doll of the act.

It went all flawlessly, just as expected.

"Thank you, everyone." The two bowed, joining in with the rest of the crew and narrator. Flowers and gifts of appreciation after experiencing the most heart-felt act they've seen.

The viewers cried and applauded as the two drama folks bowed with their uniforms still drenched by the made-up rain that the stage play provided flawlessly. "GOLDEN DAWN FOR THE WIN!"

"Kek-keh, I'm up. So long, dumb ass." Jack threw his middle finger up to the black-haired man who gave it back with clear annoyance. "No, my squad will win for sure."

In the backstage stood the cast members and the crew who joined and helped the act. Hollers of 'good job's and 'thank you's towards each other, getting ready and leaving as the Green Mantis' act was about to start.

The group went to the changings and cleaned themselves or fixed themselves, watching the next play. William walked by the stairs, smiling at the achievement and success. Until someone called his name with her most familiar and recognizable voice he knew.

"William~" She whined. Her arms open wide and welcoming, running up to him. He stops halfway from the steps, seeing her running towards him adds a smile down his face.

"(y/n). That went great." He raised her up, twirling her up by the top of the stair, laughing along with her in joy. Her eyes filled with excitement and hair still soaked by their made-up rain.

She wrapped her arms by his neck, kissing his cheeks. "It was great! You were amazing, Will! Good job!" She hummed by his cheeks, with him returning the same amount of hype.

He pecked her cheeks, pulling away to watch her eyes. "You were deeply rapturing, dear. Believe me, your idea of this drama was enthralling. I'm pleased, and I'm sure the others were, too."

"You really think so? I feel like it's too weird, don't you think?"

"It was perfect. You did well, dear."

He placed his lips by hers, brushing her cheeks with the blush as his breath fanned her cheeks as he pulled away. He held her form, wrapping her legs by his waist. He went over to the doors, sitting along with his other members in the show who watched how the Green Mantis' show went on.

It's great. A good show, a good accomplishment, and a good result. But mostly, a good memory and experience they all have made.

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Nozel turned and saw the youngest of his family weeping and trying her best to hold her emotions well and controlled. He whispered as in slightly scolding. "Noelle, you're royalty, don't cry just like that."

She wiped her nose and tears with the tissue nearby, clearly humiliated by being noticed in such away. "Sorry, Nozel-nii-sama..."

That wasn't what the eldest brother wanted as an answer. Going over to become a good brother, he sighed and opened his arms slightly. His braid swishing as he faced the side. His cheeks tinting in red by the darkroom. His rival just sat with no mind, smiling secretly as he listened to it all.

"Come here," Nozel called, which made the younger Silva blink and moved towards him. The empty seat by his side his hand awkwardly caressing her head which shocked the younger siblings. Noelle personally remembered the dream thing that Captain Dorothy has made once, making her blink in confusion yet relief (?).

"Cry as much as you want."

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❝ are we dancing like we're burning in paradise? ❞
—hurts so good, astrid s

26/1/21 ☁︎ please.
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requested.

i fr forgot how to write plz I PLEAD FOR FORGIVENESS

ey btw yall watch the netflix winx thing? cuz damn😭💀

sry for not updating much cuz i fr rlly like writing in this book :3
thank u for ur support and comments! theyre all nice ;-;

btw tonight is the night...