graduation passed, but i couldn't focus on the ceremony. couldn't think of anything, anyone, but harlow. caysie was worried, but i couldn't even find it in myself to feel guilty.

wasn't fair, wasn't fair, wasn't fair.

harlow didn't congratulate me afterward. he ran to heather and grabbed her in her arms, and they spun, laughing ; beautiful, so goddamned beautiful.

i could see it in his blue, blue eyes, in the way he looked at her ; he was mesmerized – she had him mesmerized. and why not – why not ? she was everything.

wasn't fair, wasn't fair, wasn't fair.