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ⁱᵐᵉˢˢᵃᵍᵉ !

✨ bitch pack friends ✨

[ participants ]
starlight🌟 ; stella
corey 🤠 ; cora
daisy may🌸 ; daisy
crabby🤢 ; sebastian

starlight🌟
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fukc
fucik
fdjucjk

corey 🤠
what now

starlight🌟
shit
it's over for me
fuck
this is not good

crabby🤢
what the hell happened

daisy may🌸
stella????

starlight🌟
i told him

corey 🤠
huh?

starlight🌟
fuck
i told louis i like him

daisy may🌸
EXCUSE ME WHAT?!?!?!!

crabby🤢
WHAT THE FUCK
WHEN HOW WHERE WHY

corey 🤠
HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT

starlight🌟
i saw him with that girl last night in front of the apartment and he was laughing with her and i just got so jealous and sad and got drunk. not my best idea. but i tried to get home after but i was too drunk and i called him so he came to pick me up and then i literally blurted out "are you dating her" and he was so confused and then my dumbass just fcuking leaned forward and kissed the corner of his mouth and then, and yes i am dying of embarrassment right now, i said to him "why won't you like me back"
what the fucking hell is wrong with me.

corey 🤠
oh my god
fuck
stella are you serious

crabby🤢
oh shit

daisy may🌸
okay calm down babe
i'm sure it's fine, it's not as bad as you're making it out to be

starlight🌟
daisy i fucking kissed him

crabby🤢
you missed his lips, that's hardly a kiss

starlight🌟
thank god for that
but it was still a kiss and i feel fucking terrible
especially if that girl is actually his girlfriend
i'm such a dickhead oh my god

corey 🤠
ok no shut up right now
you're not a dickhead, you're a teenage girl
we can't control who we have feelings for and i'm sure he'll understand if you just talk to him and explain the situation

crabby🤢
exactly. louis isn't the type to hold grudges or anything like that
if anything he probably feels bad bc like the dense idiot he is, he didn't know you've been in love with him for the past decade

daisy may🌸
and you don't know if she's his girlfriend. they could just be friends
and even if they are, it's not like you did anything bad
i think you need to talk to louis and have an honest convo with him.
it's time to tell him how you feel, stels. this back and forth isn't good for you

starlight🌟
you're right.
fuck why are you guys always right

crabby🤢
bc we know you better than you know yourself

starlight🌟
ok i'm going to go talk to him
shit

corey 🤠
you got this girl!!!
you're a bad fucking bitch and if he doesn't want you i will GLADLY take you

daisy may🌸
let it all out! you deserve to get it all off your chest

crabby🤢
don't be scared just follow your gut and tell him how you feel

starlight🌟
thank you guys i love you so much

corey 🤠
we love you too
NOW GO TELL HIM

ⁱⁿ ʳᵉᵃˡ ˡⁱᶠᵉ !

STELLA bites her lip as she opens the door and leaves her room. voices sound from the kitchen, and she furrows her eyebrows, her footsteps quickening.

as she rounds the corner, she finds william sitting at the kitchen counter, a taylor swift coffee mug in his hands. right. she forgot he was coming back today.

louis is standing near the stove, making pancakes. she can tell from the smell.

they both turn to look at her when she enters the kitchen. william grins, getting up and wrapping his arms around her. he ruffles her hair.

"missed you, you little devil."

stella snorts, letting out a small smile. "i didn't miss you at all."

will rolls his eyes, pulling away and flicking her forehead before he goes back to sit at the counter. she follows his lead and sits beside him.

 louis avoids her eyes.

her heart drops.

she feels even worse than before, guilt gnawing at her chest.

"the flight was so fucking long," william says, not noticing the tension between his sister and best friend. "i'm exhausted."

"did you get back just now?" stella asks.

"yeah, few minutes ago. louis insisted on making his oh-so-famous pancakes."

stella manages a smile but doesn't laugh because she's scared of what louis thinks of her now. what if he hates her?

will gets up. subconsciously, stella panics.

"i'm gonna go take a shower. i'll eat when i come back."

louis nods. "alright, i'll keep them warm."

will smiles, ruffling stella's hair once more before he disappears into his bathroom, leaving stella and louis alone.

there is an awkward silence between them. louis focuses on making the pancakes while stella fidgets with her fingers in her lap and tries to think of what to say. louis puts a pancake into a plate and places it in front of her.

she stares down at it, unseeing. she looks back up at louis who meets her eyes for a second before he looks away.

having had enough of the tension, she finally blurts out, "i'm sorry."

 he turns to look at her.

she looks down, unable to meet his eyes. "i'm so, so sorry, louis. i was drunk last night, and i know that's no excuse, but i shouldn't have said those things and i shouldn't have..."

she trails off and leaves him to fill in the blanks on his own.

i shouldn't have kissed you.

he just stares at her for a second. she looks up, biting her lip in anxiety.

"did you mean it?" he says finally.

she wants to play dumb and act like she doesn't know what he's talking about, but that wouldn't be fair to him.

so she quietly says, "yes."

his breath catches in his throat, and she can hear it. he looks down at the floor as if in thought.

quickly, she says, "but i don't want that to change things between us. can we please just forget that happened?"

she can't gauge his expression, but he nods and says, "okay."

she lets out a sigh of relief and nods. she offers him a small smile which he returns. needing a minute to compose herself, she gets up.

"i'm just going to get my phone."

it's in her pocket, but he doesn't know that.

she turns, but then his words stop her.

"i'm not dating her."

she pauses. her body turns back around slowly.

"what?" she asks slowly, softly, hesitantly.

he stares at her with an unreadable look on his face.

"celeste mckay. i'm not dating her. we did a photoshoot together once and became friends, but that's it. besides, she has a girlfriend."

stella can't say or do anything. she is frozen in place, unable to move.

"oh," she says dumbly and then curses herself for it.

a ghost of a smile touches his lips and then he nods, as if to himself. he turns and leaves the kitchen, leaving stella rooted to her spot alone with her thoughts.

𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿'𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲 !

look at me actually updating for once. im on a roll (don't jink yourself idiot)

anyway everyone manifest another ferrari win this weekend i can feel the championship guys like it's our fucking year

literally sobbing at what carlos said after his win last week though about how it's bittersweet that ferrari is winning now that he only has a few races left with them 😭 he deserves better like ferrari actually made a mistake letting him go. i get the appeal of a 7 time world champion but like carlos has been there for the team for the past 4 years and is such a team player like you just can't overlook that.

ALSO ONLY 4 RACES LEFT OF CHARLOS?!?!!? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME IM NOT READY FOR THE END OF THAT ERA