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Next morning

Jimin entered the dining room, finding you sitting on the table, a book in your left hand, while your right hand was holding a fork, a bowel of meat balls and figs infront of you; your craved for food.

How in the fuck she can eat that?

Jimin thought for the 100th time now, with a disgusted expression on his face. Who can say a shit, you wanted that, and got it.

He glanced at the food one last before looking away, preventing himself from throwing up, and looked at you. "You're up early today, lovely."

You looked up at him and smiled. "Ah yes... I had cramps I couldn't fall a sleep again, and I was so hungry, so..."
You shrugged.

"You had cramps? Again?" He asked you as he sat down across from you.

You nodded, still smiling at him. "That will continue till I give birth."

"Who said that? My babies aren't bad, they will stop being brats." He said, and laughed along with you. "I'm sorry that you're going through that pain, and sorry for not being able to help..."

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Where are you? Where are you? Where the fuck are you?!!

Where did he put it?!!

Damnit!

You were internally screaming while searching for Jimin's car keys as quitely as possible, in the dark room. You were trying your best to be fast, but being a huge watermelon didn't help at all. You were praying non stop for Jimin not to wake up.

It's 1 in the morning, and you out of nowhere started craving first noodles; your previous enemy of life.

The strict rule from Park Jimin was "No driving." That's why you were sweating to death to not wake him up while searching for his car keys. He was sleeping peacefully, while hugging pillows wich he assumed it was you. You had no heart to wake him up, so in the result you decided to go to grocery store to buy it yourself.

You did a small victory when you found the keys, and you grabbed your purse then wore a shawl, dashed out of the room.

Outside was as dark as inside. You spotted his car, parked beautifully waiting for you to drive.

Coming baby boy.

You grabbed the handle of the door. You opened it and-

"Can i help you Miss Y/N?"

"DAMN YOU TO THE HELL AND BACK!" You squealed as you turned around to face the guard who scared the shit out of you, your hand on your chest.

"I'm sorry, Miss. I don't mean to scare you. But do you know what time it is? Most importantly, do you know about the rule Mr Park has put it in you?" The guard asked you politely.

Your eyes widened when you relized that the guard knows too. "Y-you do know about that to?"

"Every guard who's in the charge of the security of this house, Mr Park, and you, knows that you can't drive Miss Y/N."

You looked away as you stroked your forehead while releasing a big sigh. "Okay, but this is emergency, I should go and will be back so soon. Don't tell Jimin." You calmly said.

"My apologies Miss. Mr Park doesn't let you drive, leave alone the night." He bowed.

"But i said it's emergency!"

"I can't let you drive until I inform Mr Park-"

"Do you have thoes damned ears called ears?! I said it's a fucking em.er.gn.cy!" Anger took over your senses, but that does not stop the guard from his stubbornness. His goal was keeping you safe, and he'll do it.

"Sorry Miss, I still can't let you go. Wait till I call Mr Park." The guard calmly answered.

Okay.

Perfect.

Everything is fucked up.

You crossed your arms over your chest and water with an angry expression. The guard called Jimin, he waited, and the luck wasn't on her side when Jimin picked it up.

"Mr Park, I'm sorry for waking you up, but Miss Y/N wants to go out and-"

"Okay, I'll tell her." The guard finished the call and looked at you before looking down at the ground. "He wants you in his room now, Miss."

"You'd pee yourself if you let me go, right?"

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You took, maybe 10 minutes all the way to your room. You entered and the lights were turned on. The first thing wich caught your expression was Jimin's eyes already staring at you with flames of fire, as he was standing, facing the door you just entered through.

He was the scariest when he was angry or mad, you had to admit. His eyes were narrowed as he looked at you. They appeared in half as the other halfs were hidden under his upper eyelids. His jaws were clenched making a sharp line, as if he was ready to kill you.

You gulped, but didn't show the you were scared, damn near to shit yourself. Your un even breathes forced you to walk to the bed and sit down. He placed his hands inside of the pockets of his sweat pants, as his eyes moved with every steps of yours.

When you sat down, he walked towards the small table wich had a glass of water placed on it. He brought it earlier tonight, because you had a behavior of waking up and drinking water.

He took it with one hand, the other still in his pocket, and walked towards you. He held it for you till you took it. You looked up at him, and he still was glaring at you as if you were a murderer. You looked away.

He waited until your breathes went normal. "Better now?" He asked, his voice angry and husky from sleep. Without looking up, you nodded your head.

The hand wich gave you a glass of water, came in to your view again. "The car keys." He said as he held the hand for you. You put them in his hand as your heart beat fastened.

"Why did you want to go out?" He asked. Before you even could speak he continued, "Look at me when I speak." He harshly said.

Wait, wait.

Who the heck is he for me to be scared of?

You stood up with new found confidence, "I wanted to go to the grocery shop and buy noodles." You said.

You made eye contact with him, not ready to break it. "Noodles?! What the fuck? I thought you hated-"

"I out of nowhere liked it." You shrugged.

"You could easily come and wake me up!! Wasn't it clear enough for you to understand?! You. Are. Not. Allowed. To. Use. A. Car!" He shouted.

"Don't shout at me, Park Jimin." You calmly requested.

"Really?! Well, I'll keep shouting at your face till you admit that you were wrong!"

"I fucking said don't shout at me!"

"Y/N YOU THINK I'M LIKE THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE CARING MY BABIES?! HELL NO! I'M PROTECTIVE OR WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL BECAUSE I AM FUCKING WORRIES ABOUT YOU AS WELL! I DON'T WANT ANY DAMNED THING HAPPEN TO YOU! STOP BEING A SHIT AND SAY DoN't sHoUt aT mE---" He roared. I repeat, he roared.

You froze, tears burning in your red eyes. Your lip trembled, but you held back your tears.

Stop being a shit.

A shit.

Shit.

You knew that he cares about you as much as he cares about his unborn children, but calling you a shit? Shouting- or more suitable to say, roaring at you?

He shouted at me.

"Stop it! Just fucking stop it!" You broke down as you screamed from the top of your lungs. "Just stop it Jimin!" Tears falling non stop as of they have found thier waterfalls "Stop..... Don't shout at me..."

Shouting. Something -like I had mentioned before- that you didn't like. Something that hurted you so much. You just hated it so much. Were scared of it so much.

Noticing your situation and his mistake, panic washed over him. He quickly engulfed you in his embrace, saying sorry non stop.

Big Park Jimin fucked everything up.

You cried and cried. In his arms. Showing him how he had hurted you, making him regret everything thing. Every word he blurted out. When you finally calmed down, you broke the hug and turned around, your back facing him.

"I'm so sorry Y/N, I was just so worried that I got cared away..."

"Okay, but I wanna be alone." Your cold voice said. And without saying, he went of the room, even though her was dying to be with you.

I will kick you out of your own room like that Park JM.

It was like 15 minutes later when a knock on the door freaked you out. With a big sigh, you climbed out of the bed you were laying on and walked towards the door. You opened it bot to see no one.

You popped your head out and looked at right and left but there was no one.

Is he trying to play with me to make up for his mistake?

With shaking your head you backed away and was Rady to close the door when something on the ground caught your attention. It was a tray, full of cups of noodles. You bent down as much as your belly let you and picked the tray up.

It held any type of noodles. You name it and there was one on the tray. You smiled.

Crazy right?

Yeah, right. When it came to you, he was a total crazy.

You noticed a small sticky note and you took it after placing the tray down on the bedside table. It read:

Forgive your innocent JM, lovely girl.

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End of chapter nineteen.