Barn, the old barn doors are open since my dad cut off the lock off the barn making people walk out everyone shooting gun shots gun shots that all i could here Beth is crying Jimmy is holding her ravel is in Lori arms face shocked,

I watch as my dad puts the last bullet into a man's head making him fall next to my dad's shoes making me frown people all dead, I look up seeing the barn door opens a bit more a small hand coming out followed by a foot then another foot the same shoes Sophia had on the day we lost her, can't be here it can't,

I watch as the person head looks up making my face drop tears streaming down my face as I run to her getting stopped by Andrea,

"Sophia!" I scream as I watch Rick put her down i look to Luke as he gets pulled into a hug by Lori,

My eyes are sting as we stand in silence I watch as Beth runs to a lady crying calling her mum and names making my heart break she lost her mum just like I lost mine I watch as she screams as a person grabs her hair making me close my eyes not wanting to see my other best friend die,

"I want you all off my farm now I want you all off now" Hershel shouts making more tears stream down my eyes I'm never gonna see Beth again,

"Fuck you dad" I shout hitting him as he just stands there making more tears stream down my face, how is he not fazed about this

"This is your fault dad your fault I wish you died not mum" I shout as I walk away from him not caring that i broken our rule of no hitting each other or swearing at each other do I care? No I don't he can drop dead,

"Mol I know your mad but come on you can't wish that your dad died" Carl says as we walk into the woods I get it bad idea two 12 year old going to the woods in an world full of the undead or something,

"I don't care why can't you just leave me alone" I say knowing I don't actually don't want to be alone

"Well I'm not gonna leave you then" the boy says making me pull a quick smile before frowning,

"I'm just tired of having a dad I wish I had a mum just one but no I killed her" I whisper as we sit against a tree tears falling from my eyes before quickly going as I wipe them away,

"Why you not talking" I whisper turning to him making him smile, before looking away from me making me frown,

"I killed Sophia" I whisper feeling more tears running down my face as I remembered how she came out the barn her hair all mattered her skin pale her necklace full off blood the girl I once new my. Right hand woman died in front of me,

The cold air warps around my body since I was only wearing a shirt with a flannel over the top and some washed out faded black jeans that had little rips in them,

"Mol remember when we first began school" Carl ask making me frown as I look up thanking him in my head for trying to cheer me up,

"I'm sorry" I whisper standing up and walking away hoping he won't follow me hoping nobody finds me mite be better for everyone if I go and never come back would make my dad happier right?

"Where you going" someone shouts making me stop walking I can't feel my chest something stopping me from breathing my eyes are watering as I put my hand on my chest hoping it will get the feeling back, that was the last thing I felt before my vision went black,

"Wake up please, please wake up" a voice shouts making me groan as I open my eyes looking up at the plane white ceiling making me frown Sophia, my dad turning psycho, Lori pregnant, what else could go wrong,

"What happened" i say almost as a whisper feeling a hug making me frown as I warp my arms around the body who's crying into my shoulder since that where there head is,

"Dad she wake" the person says making me frown more great more people why can I be alone for once why,

"Hey sweetheart how you doing" Rick says as i sit up frowning as I look at him my eyes watering as I look at him frowning,

"Could be better" I whisper feeling someone pulling me into a hug making me frown as they rub my back,

"let it all out sweet let it all out" he whispers making my tears fall into his green flannel he is wearing

I feel my eyes dry up making me frown as i lean away from the hug Rick wiping my tears that fell down my face smiling,

"I was like you once" he whispers making me look up at him frowning Rick was like me? But he so cool and I'm not how can he be like me?

"You was?" I ask tilting my head to the side

"I was" he say's making me smile maybe he's is like me,

"Mind if I sit?" He ask making me shake and move over for him to sit down on the bed next to me making me smile,

"I want you too know if you ever need too get way from your dad, or Carl just let me know or send me a sign and I'll take you away we can go to a place and break thing to get all the anger out" he says making me smile and nod as he puts his arm around me making me smile,

"So what will the sign be" he ask making me look down at my hands that are shaking,

"How about the sign be when I stab my knife into the ground" I ask looking up at him making him smile and nod,

"Carl you can come back in" rick shouts as he jumps off the bed making me smile as I see someone running to me smiling,