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tears in her eyes and palm pressed against her mouth, aera sits in her bathroom, staring at the tiled wall in the front, praying for this to be any sort of dream, a nightmare particularly for there's no way she would accept it to be real. the two small lines that made her happy when it was her brother's wife, churning her guts when it's hers.

she's pregnant for sure. five kits continuously telling positive, missing period for over a month and nauseous mornings weren't false alarms now that she ponders over them. she heard from haewon how she felt like vomiting half the time in the beginning of her pregnancy with both the kids, even sana said that jungkook had to be extra alert with her mood swings and morning sicknesses.

"fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck..." aera mutters, nibbling on her lower lip as a tear slips down from her cheek, "that asshole!" she grinds her teeth, one smirk plastered in her memory and unfortunately she was drunk and sad enough to let him take the lead just to start regretting it as soon as she woke up in the bed alone, her clothes on the chair nearby and nothing else. not a note, not a message, no number for contact, not even the name of the man.

she had agreed on no-strings-attached policy with him, wanting just a distraction from the stressful time, carelessly sleeping with a man whom she didn't know and certainly won't meet ever again. she didn't tell him her name either, nothing about her in fact for she never wanted to see him again and forget the night as soon as the sunlight strikes. who knew that night would cost so much in just a month?

aera curses at herself for being so reckless to end up with a baby developing inside her, for letting emotions and alcohol take over more than the rational part of her brain, and for not even asking the man's name and number that night. sitting inside her bathroom, helpless and scared of the pregnancy she didn't want, not right now when she divorced kevin on the grounds of cheating and underlying pressure of pregnancy on her by him and his parents. it's just been three months to the divorce, five to the day when she heard bout him cheating, but it's still too early for her to end up pregnant by some random man!

she shakes her head, standing up from the toilet and presses the flush a few times together, hoping to flush the pregnancy test kits as well, yet she manages to just throw them in the trash can which she majorly uses on period days. she splashes the cold water from the sink faucet on her face, staring at her crying face in the reflection that only makes her cry more, groaning in fear and frustration, her hand clutches on the edges tightly, trying her best not to think that she'll be giving birth to a baby in a few months if she doesn't go for abortion. no. she will go for an abortion. she has to go for an abortion! she's not ready to be a mother!

sobbing to herself, aera makes it out of the bathroom alive, not even glancing at the razor that she would love to use to end her life right now. she finds her phone as soon as gets in the room, dialling jimin's number hastily with her lower lip caught between her teeth, holding the cries she desperately wants to let out and scream. the call is never answered, making her groan as she stomps on the carpet on the floor, heading outside without a second thought, grabbing the keys of her car on the way.

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"what's 2 plus 2?" jiwon asks, getting a sigh from the father as he shakes his head, glancing at the two-year-old daughter then again at the son.

"she's two, buddy. she doesn't know all that yet,"

"but it's easy," jiwon giggles, leaning on the table in front of his sister, "say four, jieun,"

"jieun," she repeats, clapping her hands and jimin laughs at that, "daddy jieun baby...!"

"right," jimin kisses her cheek before letting her down, which makes her whine and tug on his sweatpants for him to take her on his lap again, "yes, baby? you don't wanna play with oppa?"

"yeah, let's go and play, jieun. i've been waiting to play with you since i came from school," jiwon says, poking her chubby cheek with his index finger, "let's go, please,"

"go with oppa," jimin says, patting her head and smiles at the kids as he looks at jiwon, "see that she doesn't put anything in her mouth okay?"

"okay," jiwon nods, "jieun's the most hungry baby in the world. she eats everything, whether it's meant for eating or not,"

jimin laughs at his words, shaking his head and goes inside to his shared bedroom with his wife, where she's sitting with a pout, staring at the screen of her phone, "hey, what are you doing there?" he joins her on the bed, peeking at the screen and clicks his tongue, shaking his head at her, "damn baby, how many more times are you gonna watch this series?"

"a hundred more times until i hate it. but till then, i'll keep watching it," she replies, snuggling to his chest so that he can watch as well, "where are the kids? did you feed them?"

"yeah, and now jiwon wanted to play. so they're in the living room, or in the jieun's nursery i guess?"

"hm, great. you know jiwon has started calling her princess," haewon chuckles, keeping the phone aside and faces her husband, "because you call her that. and he calls himself a prince,"

"i don't see a lie there," jimin smiles, leaning closer to kiss haewon, "you are the one, my queen which makes them a prince and princess,"

"i'm not up for making this a kingdom, mr jeon," haewon pulls back, placing her hand on his chest, smiling all the way as jimin removes her hands and kisses her anyway until she laughs under him. right then the doorbell goes off, and jimin scrunches his face probably about the complain about the ridiculous timing of whoever it was.

"daddy!" jiwon runs into the room with a worried look, "it's noona... she's crying..."

"what?" the parents frown, following the boy out and see aera in the most disheveled state they could've possibly seen in the last few months. dressed barely in anything other than her night shorts and a thin t-shirt which she probably wears to bed as well, hair messed up and eyes and lips swollen from excessive crying. jimin doesn't get the chance to ask anything as aera's faster in coming forward, wrapping her arms around his waist tightly, crying in his chest like there's no tomorrow.

"oppa..." she manages to speak, holding his hand with hers, keeping unoccupied on her abdomen, clutching the fabric of her top tightly.

"yes? are you hurting anywhere?" jimin asks worriedly, checking her from head to toe and leads her inside, where the kids won't watch and makes her sit, while haewon gets a glass of water. "drink this and please calm down. i'm right here," he assures her, helping her take a sip and strokes her back, "relax, alright?"

aera pushes the glass away from her lips, feeling a wave of nausea churning her stomach such that her eyes widen, covering her mouth quickly and pulls away from the brother. "oh my god, come here!" haewon reacts in a blink, taking her to the bathroom, holding aera's hair from the side while she throws up.

"god," jimin mutters, staring at the sister with worry written on his features, "i'll call a doctor, don't worry," he says, searching for his phone, which he doesn't find in the room, but haewon's voice interrupts him.

"wait jimin, she's saying something," the wife says, holding aera who's now rinsing her mouth and breathes out deeply a few times, rubbing her eyes afterwards as she looks up, tears never letting her see clearer.

"hm? what happened to you?" jimin approaches quickly, making her sit on the bed and takes the space beside her, "look at yourself, how did you get so ill? did you eat something bad? is it food poisoning?"

"no..." aera lets out in a shaky voice, gulping down forcefully as she looks down, "i'm... i'm pregnant... oppa, unnie, i'm pregnent..."

"you... what? pregnant?" jimin repeats dumbfounded, staring at aera with a shocked face, "no you're not. let's go see a doctor. it must be food poisoning. you're just-"

"i am pregnant," she repeats, looking at haewon too as she rubs her eyes, "why do i do? i'm pregnant- i- i don't know anything. what am i gonna do?"

"shh, calm down first," haewon holds her hand, just as shocked as jimin but she reacts differently, sitting on the empty side of the girl and wipes her tears, helping her stop crying, "good, now tell us everything. how do you- i mean... pregnant...?"

aera nods slowly, "i didn't get my period last month... i thought it was late but it never came. it's gonna be two months soon, and i realised that i might be pregnant. so i got those kits- pregnancy testing kits and tried that... it was positive... i was having this nauseous feeling every now and then but i kept ignoring it... i- i don't know what do to do, this is so scary, unnie. what should i do? do i- like, go for uh abortion? that would be fine right? i should for an abortion, i can't-"

"wait, wait, aera. those kits aren't hundred percent accurate. there's a chance it's nothing-"

"i got five of them... all of them were positive..."

"who is the guy?" jimin asks, expression hardening with his tone of voice and aera looks down, unable to deny his anger for she too feels like hitting herself for being so careless and that jerk for not paying mind while she was drunk and stupid. "look at me and answer. who is the guy? kevin?"

"no..." aera shakes her head.

"then who?"

"jimin don't-"

"quiet," jimin says firmly, glaring at the sister, "don't make me say it again, aera,"

"i don't know..." she closes her eyes, crying silently.

"you don't know? what does that mean? you don't know who's child is this?!"

"don't yell at her," haewon gives her husband a look, hugging aera from the side which although makes no difference for the two.

"quiet i said! are you crazy, aera?! seriously, you come here crying, telling me that you're pregnant and also have the audacity to say that you don't know the man who- come on!"

"i really don't know," aera cries, "we met in the club. it was just supposed to be a one time thing... i was drunk and just went with him... but-"

"right, that's how you end up pregnant?" jimin rakes a hand through his hair, voice coming heavy with anger and disbelief, "i swear to god that man! what was his name? number? literally anything?"

"no, i don't know... i'm sorry," she looks down, crying silently and haewon gestures jimin not to say anything for now as she makes aera look at her.

"you don't know his name? then how..."

"i was- i was stupid," aera sobs, holding her head as she closes her eyes, letting the tears flow, "i was alone, just drinking and he showed up. he was... talking to me and he was alone too. he said he wanted to buy me a drink and i just didn't refuse because he was insisting so much... i don't remember much after that, just bits of what happened that night. he asked me something like if i wanted to get out with him-"

jimin inhales deeply, massaging his temples as he stands up, turning to his wife with an angry look, "and you tell me not to get mad? hear her, do you?!" he yells in frustration, pointing at the sister while haewon just sighs, looking at him.

"i know what she did was wrong. but it's already done, jimin. think about it with a cool mind, yelling at her and scolding and blaming her won't help," she speaks softly, holding her husband's hand, stroking the knuckles gently with her thumb, "please, let's just listen to her and try to think of a real solution?"

"god..." jimin breathes out, picking up the glass of water which haewon brought for aera and takes a long sip before nodding his head, "did you see a doctor?" he asks aera, "i still want to believe that it's just food poisoning or literally anything else than you being pregnant,"

"no, i just came here right away," aera says, standing up as she sniffles softly, hugging jimin and closes her eyes, "i'm sorry, oppa, but i really don't know what to do. i hate myself for letting this happen... it's so scary knowing that i'm- i'm pregnant... i don't want a baby- i divorced kevin, he cheated on me because i didn't agree to have a child...! what am i gonna do now? no no no, take me to the doctor and tell them to stop this... i'll get an abortion or maybe just kill myself i can't-"

"shh," jimin wraps his arms around her, stroking her hair as she keeps crying, "we'll see what to do, okay? i'll be with you all the time, your unnie's here, jungkook will be with you, aera. don't be scared. it's gonna be okay," he assures, pulling away gradually and wipes her tears, "now i want you to be very honest with me, alright?"

aera nods once, touching her head that's hurting and sits back down on the bed with jimin and haewon nearby, "when did you meet him?" jimin asks.

"last month... uh a few days after kook's wedding," aera answers, "i had just wrapped up a case, so around fourteenth, i think,"

"you didn't take any emergency pills if you weren't sure?" haewon says and aera shakes her head, cursing at herself. "you should. if you're ever doubtful about protection, you should just take a pill in the morning,"

"i'm sorry... i didn't think it that way- getting pregnant i mean. we were just supposed to get together that night then carry on with our lives without knowing each other or ever seeing each other. it was nothing more than a fling for either of us... for me. but yes, i should've thought about the consequences... can i not abort now?"

"you can," haewon sighs, "but i don't know if that's..."

"hm," jimin nods, "your careless attitude, which i know where it came from, isn't the baby's fault. if it was jungkook in your place, getting a girl pregnant then calling it a fling, i sure would've hit him hard to knock in some sense. and yet i would tell him not to abandon the girl and the baby... in your case, i just don't know what to say..."

"i can get an abortion, right?" aera asks again, more desperate each second as she nibbles on her lip, pleading, "i'll do whatever you guys say. i won't go anywhere, i won't talk to any guys and won't even think of drinking ever again, but for now please just take me to the doctor, i wanna get rid of this,"

jimin frowns at her, "you wanna get rid of this? do you even know how big of an asshole you sound saying that? talking about an unborn child- your own unborn child?! if you didn't want a child then it's you who has to be responsible for god's sake! it's nobody's fault but your own if you're here crying because you ended up pregnant, aera. get that in your head. i can't believe you said that, but yeah right, even jungkook has been so casual about his relationships, joking about it ever since you were little. y'know what? now call him and let him know what i meant when i told him to keep his girls out of the house, away from you,"

"jimin, please!" haewon raises her voice now, glaring at the husband, "try to-"

"unnie," aera stops her, shaking her head and rubs her eyes, "i deserve it... he's not wrong... i did act like a bitch- i always do and maybe that's why i'm like this,"

"don't think like that," haewon assures her, "your brother's just too mad right now, he doesn't mean all he said,"

jimin sighs at that, raking a hand through his hair as he nods, knowing too well that he will regret saying all the stuff he already said to aera. so he decides not to say anything further and heads out of the room, "i'll be waiting in the car, don't take too long,"

aera shuts her eyes as haewon gives her a warm hug, "it'll be fine, don't worry okay? don't stress out too much, it's gonna affect your health, and the baby's if you're actually pregnant,"

aera says nothing, holding the elder girl's hand tightly as she heads out of the room, finding the kids in the living room. haewon looks at them, not knowing if they should take them along or not. although both of them being too young to be left alone, haewon tells them to come, with the idea of leaving jiwon at his friend's house for a while, whereas jieun can stay with them.

jimin's waiting in the car just as he said, staring ahead with a firm gaze, his one hand strong holding the phone against his ear and the other strong on the steering wheel. haewon takes the front seat with jieun in her lap while aera sits at the back quietly, next to jiwon.

"yeah no, haewon's fine. it's actually aera, my uh, sister, we wanted an appointment for," he massages his temples, "yes, that would be fine... sure, thank you. we'll be there soon,"

jimin puts his phone down, not saying anything right away and just focusing on igniting the engine. he drives out of the parking lot of the building and haewon glances at him to speak, "let's stop by mr and mrs park's house? it would be better if jiwon could stay with his friend for the time being,"

jimin hums softly, heading to jiwon's friend's house first as the boy smiles widely, shifting forward in his seat, "i'm going to minjun's house?"

"yes, we have some work so you'll be with minjun and his family until we return," haewon answers.

"yes! thank you!" jiwon chirps, not getting his energy matched which makes him quiet down and spare a hesitant glance to his father and aera, "what happened daddy? why was noona crying?"

aera looks out of the window and jimin takes a deep breath, forcing a smile for his son, "nothing that you need to worry about. everything's okay," jiwon nods slowly to his dad's words, although for once he tries to look for confirmation from aera who doesn't react, spacing out with her own trail of thoughts.

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a/n- someone said "aera getting pregnant" huh? 😌✌️ well look at ne pals!!! 💅 it was actually an amazing idea and i loved writing it, the last part of this series isn't done yet. but i'll try soon. thank you so much to the person (sorry wattpad doesn't let ne tag you 😭) who gave me this idea ilysmmm ❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨ i hope you all enjoy this series full of emotions <33333

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