(No one's pov)

"Just watching some lives."

"Sorry for snapping earlier." Jin apologized, "You know I hate when you do that, he is a member too, and you have been a dick to his mental and physical state lately."

"It's fine, can I alone right now?"

Jin pecked Taehyung's cheek softly and stood up. "Of course. Remember, don't do anything I wouldn't do!"

He went back to watching the lives, paying the most attention to how Jungkook acted around him. Taehyung started feeling so much regret over what he did, since the day he started getting angry at Jungkook for little things or the one day he hit Jungkook. He had a soft spot for lives, they made him think about a lot of what he does.

He paid close attention to Jungkook's every movement, during the lives was the only time they would talk without Taehyung belittling him. He noticed that the younger would flinch everytime Taehyung would call his name or come close to him, but he still kept up his act.

"You are an idoit at times Koo...but it's also cute.."

"What the hell are you doing with my computer."

Jungkook covered his mouth instantly after talking. He forgot how Taehyung was for a second and regretted saying that in a stern-ish tone. If he messes up Taehyung might hurt him again..

Taehyung jumped and looked at the younger male. He was shaken and didn't know what to say so he got up and walked towards Jungkook, who tensed up when he got near.

"I-I'm sorry, can I have my computer back?"

"Sure Koo, here you go."

He handed it to a confused but trembling Jungkook who took it and left instantly. He tried and tried to keep up his act but it was failing, he wouldn't let Taehyung see how pathetic he felt for loving someone who doesn't even care for his existence.

"Why did you call me that Hyung? It's been months since you did...so why now...don't make me think stupid things..."

The youngest sat down on his bed contemplating why Taehyung called him by the nickname he hasn't used in months. He went into the bathroom and silently broke down in front of the mirror, hating who he has become.

He cried for a long time before considering using the razor one final time, well what should be one final time. He took off his shirt and brought the razor twords it.

"Jungkook, what are you doing?"

Jungkook looked up at Taehyung, who saw his red, puffy eyes. Seeing the older there was frightening to Jungkook, he instantly put the razor down, hiding it.

Jungkook was literally shaking at this point. The insults were bound to come if Taehyung figured out what happened.

"I-I'm sorry h-hyung."

"Koo calm down. Why are you sorry?"

Jungkook stumbled back until he hit the wall, with Taehyung still coming closer. Once Jungkook figured out he can't go further he closed his eyes, and brought his arms up, in a way to act like a shield.

"Kook, calm down I am not going to hurt you."

Taehyung rubbed his hand on the younger's shoulder with a soft smile on his face.

"I need to say something....."

They both look up at eachother, and stayed in that gaze for a few minutes, giving Taehyung enough time to look at Jungkook's features. He came to the conclusion that Jungkook was beautiful. Taehyung started leaning forward but stopped when he heard Jungkook clear his throat.

"I am giving up on you..." Jungkook said coldly, "I realized that we weren't realistic and that you and Jin are happy together. So I will step back, we no longer have to be friends, and you no longer have to acknowledge my existence."

Shivers were sent down Taehyung's spine, and he looked directly at Jungkook, who was trying not to break down in front of him. Without thinking Taehyung pulled the younger into a tight hug. Jungkook tensed up, but relaxed a little bit.

He shed a tear, the last one he hoped to cry for Taehyung. They stayed like this for a while, both not wanting to say anything.

"Jungkook!"

Jungkook came back to his senses and pushed Taehyung off before running out of the room. The older sat back in shock, he mumbled over and over again how sorry he was.

"The rest of us are going to leave you and Taehyung here for 4 hours, and you too will sit down and talk everything out."

"But hyung, he has already made it quite clear he doesn't care about me. Just give it up."

Jungkook walked to the living room, and turned on the TV.

Namjoon sighed and turned to Taehyung. He was staring at Jungkook with a hurt expression, Namjoon walked closer making Taehyung look at him.

"You know that all of this happened because you never told him and just moved on."

"I know, I will see you guys later. Tell Jin Hyung I love him."

Hoseok suddenly spoke up. "About that, Jin said he wanted to take a break until you stop acting like an ass."

The rest of the group leave them alone, Taehyung upset over what Jin did, and silence fills the house. Jungkook refused to talk to Taehyung, he didn't trust his brains reaction.

"You don't have to say anything, I know why you did this. We can just pretend to have a good friendship around them, it's not like we haven't done that before."

"That's not what I want our friendship to be Koo.."

"It's not like our "friendship" even exists anymore hyung. You made that perfectly clear when you started hating me."

"It does, it's still there Kookie. I know you still want it to exist. Let's work twords getting it back to the way it was."

Taehyung looked at Jungkook with hopeful eyes.

"I know you are only doing this to win your boyfriend back. I will think about it."

He got up and started walking away, that was until Taehyung pulled Jungkook back by his wrist, making the younger fall on his lap.

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