Third Person's POV

"Mom, what does it mean to love someone?" a four year old Y/n asked his mother who's reading him a bedtime story

His mother stopped and closed the book and placed it down the bedside table

"Why do you ask?" She asked smiling

"I just want to know." he pouted

"Do you love someone in class? Who is it?" his mother teased, Y/n groaned in annoyance as his mother laughed at his reaction

"Well.. Its really hard to explain but when the time comes where you'll find the right person for you, you'll understand how it feels" His mother said as she slowly play with Y/n's hair

"Will I love Someone too?" he asked

"Of course, one day you'll find someone who'll take care of you and will love you, just like how mommy loves you" She said

Y/n have been stirring in his bed he couldn't sleep

He kept thinking of Sumihiko, his body felt like it was on fire

He shouldn't have stayed too long in the bathtub, he's shivering badly, he tried calling for his mom but he realized that she's out having a dinner date with kagaya

He curled up into a ball as he covered himself with thick layers of blankets, while shaking he could feel his lungs starts to burn

"N-not.. Now" he groaned as he started to cough

He forced himself up and limped towards the bathroom to look for his medicines

He cough furiously, his throat felt like someone was clawing in it, while lungs was being set on fire

It hurts so much that his eyes began to tear up, blood began to drip from his lips as he continued to cough

Each day his situation have been getting worse than before.

He opened all the cabinets and finally found the yellow bottle, he opened it up and took two pills and swallowed it

He grabbed a glass of water and drink it, his throat felt dry like a desert

He slowly sat down on the ground as she shivered in cold, the spin from his lungs subsided down

He felt something sticking out of his throat so he pulled it out and saw another petal but this time..

It has veins in it.

He threw it away as he crawled his way back toward his bed and covered himself once again with layers of blankets

He closed his eyes and tried his best to fall asleep but he couldn't.

He heard the door opened up and the sound of keys rustling, he heard his mother speak to someone

He ignored it until he heard foosteps coming towards his door

Someone knocked three times which annoyed him since he's trying to get some rest

"What do you want?" his voice were very hoarsely

When the person didn't answered he groaned in annoyance as he was forced to stand up to open the door

He was so ready to snap when his eyes widened at the person right in front of him

"Sumihiko? What are you doing here?" Y/n asked completely confused

Sumihiko couldn't looked at Y/n in the eyes, he still feel guilty

"T-the president a-ask me to.. Hand this over" he said as he hand a stack of papers towards Sumihiko

"It's the script... For our stage play.."

Y/n placed the paper aside and pulled Sumihiko inside his room which startled the male, he closed the door and locked it

"Y-Y/n..?" Sumihiko asked

"Why.. Are you ignoring me?" He asked

Sumihiko's eyes began to tear up as he bit the inside of his mouth

"Did.. I do something wrong?" Y/n asked

"NO.. You didn't do anything. It's me." He said

Y/n walked closer toward him, he cupped Sumihiko's face and made him look at him

Sumihiko's eyes immediately locked with Y/n's hues, he couldn't look away not matter how hard he try to

"You didn't do anything wrong.." Y/n muttered as he stare at Sumihiko's eyes

Sumihiko held Y/n's wrist as he try to pull away from him, he could feel his heart beating rapidly

He stepped back until he felt the door behind him, his eyes widened when he saw how close their face was

Y/n figured out that Aoi wasn't the one since he didn't feel anything like how He feel when he's with Sumihiko

He need to figure something out and that's today, after all those days of figuring out on who's he's Inlove to

He starts to connect everything until he realized something

He was sure as hell that he's Inlove with Sumihiko, he just figured it out today, the way his heart would beat whenever he's around, the feeling of being hurt when he got ignored

The feeling of being scared to lose him.

'But.. What if he doesn't feel the same way?.. What if.. What if he starts to hate me after this?'

"Sumihiko.. After this I want your honest answer okay?" he whispered, Sumihiko was conused but nodded otherwise that is until he felt a pair of lips connecting to his lips

The kissed didn't last long as Y/n pulled away, he looked down for a minute too scared to look at Sumihiko in the eyes

"Sumihiko.. I.. I know its too early.. But I.. I think...no scrath that.." Y/n trailed as he looked at Sumihiko straight in the eyes

His eyes were red and a bit teary, he bit his lower lip before continuing his sentence

"Sumihiko.. I love yo-" He was stopped when Sumihiko covered his lips with the palm of his hand and then shakes his head while tears pour down his cheeks

"Don't.. I'm sorry" Sumihiko said before pushing Y/n back a bit and heading out of the room

Y/n was left standing, his heart felt like it's been crushed into pieces, he fell down on his knees as he began to hyperventilate

His mother who happened to be passing by his room saw him on the floor, her eyes windened as she immediately went to his side

"Y/n?.. Y/n! Oh my god!, kagaya!.. Help!" Shee screamed, Kagaya ran up the stairs and his eyes widened upon seeing Y/n who's on his mother's arm

He lifted him up and immediately went towards the car, his mother followed and went to the back seat placing his head down to her lap as she cried

"But mom.. What If the person you love doesn't love you back?" the four year old ask as he looked up to his mother

"It doesn't matter if the person you love doesn't love you back, as long as they're worth loving." She answered as She looked at her son who's sleeping peacefully

She smiled and kissed his forehead before leaving his room and muttering a sweet

"Goodnight and I love you, always"

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