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NUMBNESS THAT WAS all I could feel I felt like I couldn't even breathe like the oxygen in my lungs didn't wanna come out and all I can hear was Kwon screams replaying in my head like a broken record my heart felt heavy like it had some sort of weight on it

I honestly felt broken. I felt like everything around me didn't feel real and all I can think about was of Kwon the blood, and the knife and his lifeless body laying there I felt like screaming into I couldn't anymore I felt like crying until I had no more tears

I felt like punching the walls until I couldn't feel my knuckles or even care about the blood dripping down my knuckles I felt like throwing everything around me and I felt broken

I went to Korea because Kim booked me a ticket which surprised me she said that her and the others were hosting a funeral for Kwon I honestly felt like I couldn't get out of bed to come but I did I was hiding behind a tree because I didn't wanna show myself especially of how much of disaster I look

I watched as they brought out a casket with a white gi and placed it in the middle and I watched as they all take their spots and I bite my lip as a tear rolls down my cheeks as I watched a elderly man come forward

You can come out Kayla." Kim called out and I sigh wondering how she even knew I was hiding and I take a deep breath before coming out from behind the tree and wipe the tear off my cheek and all the other Cobra Kai students turned to me

Come here." Kim told me softly for ones so I could stay next to her and kreese and I take a deep breath before walking forward and standing in between her and kreese." You deserve to be here too,." She told me and I feel my eyes water again, and a headache return again from how much I've been crying

I nod slightly and looked forward and the elderly man give one of the Cobra Kai students a nod and the cobra Kai student went up and grab a stick that had fire at the edge

I watch as the casket got lit up Along with the white gi and a tear roll down my cheek and I looked down feeling broken and weak and I feel someone grab my hand and I look and see it was Kim and another tear roll down my cheek and looked at her

My eyes, red and puffy from all the crying and there was also pain in them and I feel kreese grab my hand too making me feel more emotional and he gently pulled me. Close to him

I let my head fall to his shoulder as tears roll down my cheek, and I hold back a sob as I felt dead inside without Kwon he was someone I considered a home and without him it felt weird. It felt wrong. It just didn't feel right and I was now left. without him... 𝒻ℴ𝓇ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇.

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IT WAS THE next day and I was at the airport to go back home already as kreese is standing next to me as I stay quiet not really having anything to say

You really did love him, didn't you." Kreese asked and I nod." Yeah I did and even though he's dead I still do." I told him honestly leaning my head against the wall." he didn't have a family, you know." He told me and I looked at him

He didn't." I asked feeling myself break a little more as a tear rolled and I wiped it as i listen to him." Kim and the others have been his family." He told me and I nod slightly

I'm sorry." He told me and I shake my head slightly." Will I'm sorry too." I told him softly my voice, a little sore still." Here I have something for you." He told me and I lean my head off the wall and looked at him as my flight number for back home gets called

I watched as he reached into his bag and taking out a black Cobra Kai gi." This was Kwon." He told me and he hand it to me softly and I grab it running my finger softly over the logo Cobra Kai and I bite my lip

keep it it's yours now. He would've wanted you to have it." He told me and I feel my heartbreak and I take a deep breath trying not to cry as I feel to emotional and I put it on my bag as the number for my flight back home gets called again and I looked back at him

Thank you." I told him and he nod." of course. Just let me know if you need anything. Kayla and it's ok to cry all you want and be all emotional all you want you did lose the boy you love no one can blame you for crying for however long you want." He told me and I nod a tear rolling down my cheeks

See you around kreese." I told him softly and I give him a small smile about to walk away before turning back to him and hugging him I feel him freeze slightly before hugging me back and I pull back giving him one last smile before walking away and to my flight number once I settled in, I sit down and lean my head against the window as they prepare for takeoff my mind goes to Kwon and I close my eyes tightly and I feel the plane lift up into the air. As I wish I actually came here to see Kwon alive and a little vacation visit I had everything planned out for us.

That once everything was over of the
Sekai Taikai we would go on mini vacations around the world and whatever the hell we feel like to feel free but it all went to shit. Just cause he wanted to prove that he was stronger then axle I feel a tear down my cheek.

I open my eyes, looking out the plain window, and I wipe the tear off my cheek gently and lean my head back before looking at my bag that I have next to me on the empty seat the bag is open a little so it's showing the Cobra Kai logo of Kwon gi and I gently run my fingers over it and smile slightly.

OH MY POOR GIRL

All right first rewrite chapter of act two is finished to me writing this. the first time I did cry a little as it was a little emotional to me, but I do have a surprise at the end of the book which I think some of you might guess or some of you may know from when I first wrote this story

But anyway I hope you guys enjoy this chapter just as much as I rewrote it please do remember to vote and comment

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