Chapter four,

head is going to explode

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    Digging her sharp nails into her own upper arm, a tendency of harming herself at given points. She didn't know where she'd get this feeling from, or temptation from to even hurt herself. She always had this tendency to hurt herself, or those around her but she keeps repressing all those thoughts.

   Anika was simply right behind her after noticing her cousins behavior, "Davina, where are you going?" She jogged behind her cousin, all while Chad was right behind them.

  The three were simply ignoring the commotion of the other sisters who were arguing.

   Davina immediately turned towards her cousin, cheeks stained with her salty tears as new ones were dripping down, "Where none of you people are at. . . I - I need to think." Her head felt like it was simply going to explode with all of these thoughts, she assumed that the drinking was supposed to help her, but the damn argument with Sofia had triggered her anger in her.

   Anika's eyes wandered and immediately noticed the redness on her upper arm, she had sighed, "You're hurting yourself, again. Davina what's going on?" She had gently approached her cousin, and just intertwining their hands together.

Chad had simply remained quiet listening into the conversation. He wanted to comfort her, but hearing this spill out of Anika's mouth made his heart immediately hurt because there must be other things possibly going on in her head, and that only Anika Kayoko understands.

Davina's lips quivered, she was still tipsy from her drinking tonight, words spilling out of her mouth, "I just - I don't know why I have all of these horrible thoughts in my head. . ." She exclaimed, running her free hand onto her own hair continuing, "I was doing perfectly fine all day today, the thoughts weren't even there and then I had began to drink like a tons, and Sofia happened and all of these horrible thoughts came rushing into my head. I don't want to think like this." She had instantly shook her head, and attempting to relax herself but it was nearly impossible to calm herself down.

   She was just getting afraid of herself, again, and that was genuinely terrifying her. She doesn't want to be afraid of herself, again. She wants these bad thoughts gone.

Anika had just instantly pulled her cousin into a hug who just began to sob softly against her shoulder, Anika had softly spoken to her cousin, "You're going to be okay, Vina. Deep breathes, Vina. Why were you even drinking so much tonight?" She worriedly asked her.

Davina gently raised her head, her eyes glanced at Chad who had swallowed down his saliva. Guilt rushing in his features.

   She was drinking this much tonight because of him and all of his damn lies, he should've been honest with her to begin. He shouldn't of instigated this damn fake relationship with her, if only things went differently and he just told her the damn truth.

   That he's only interested in her, and it's always been her. He should've been truthful.

   Davina had just pulled away from the hug, and needing a breather from everything going on, "Can I just have a moment alone, Ani?" She practically needed to catch a break.

Anika nodded her head, and had gently pressed a very soft kiss onto the side of her head.

Chad gently approached Davina, He had gently placed his hand onto her shoulder that startled her, she had averted her very own eyes from him, "Vina?" He had softly called out her name.

   She instantly shook her very own head not wanting to speak to him. Embarrassment was in her body after he witnessed her outburst at the party. She never wanted him to see her this violent before.

   "Not right now," She had walked right past him, and leaving the cold air of the night to just hit his entire figure, a sigh just escapes his lips as he followed right behind her and was just listening into on what was left of the carpenter sisters argument. 

   "Fucking brat," Davina's arms that were crossed, a glare she was giving Tara Carpenter on how inconsiderate she was of Sam who was protecting her tonight after the events, Chad had to refrain himself from chuckling at her outburst, "It's my decision, bleh." She mocked the girls response, she had a tendency of doing this when she's still tipsy.

Davina had just about practically yawned, again when Tara spoke, "I – I know you are," Her attitude was calming itself down before she had continued on, eyes were just remaining focused on her sister, "You, can't do it for the rest of my life though, you have to let me go." She had a stern look written all over her face.

Sam sighed in defeat. Carefully about to respond back only to be interrupted by the pair of unfamiliar voices, "Hey!" None had time to even register, that they hadn't seen the coke in the girls hand until it was splashed onto Sam.

   Davina who had venomously spat, eyes fuming in anger at the girl who was in the blue dress, "What the fuck, you bitch?" Her voice has boomed loudly.

   The girl in the blue dress had practically ignored Davina's response, her eyes were just focused onto Sam, "Murderer!" She called out, all while her friends hysterically laughed and filming this on camera.

   Sam clenched her jaw, and attempting to head straight towards the girl only for Chad to scramble towards his friend and holding her back from beginning something that could catch her in trouble, "What the fuck is wrong with you, bitch? You got a problem with me?" She pointed to herself, eyes practically fuming in anger.

   A girl in recording got too close to Davina, and too close for her liking so she smacked the girls phone and had instantly stomped onto it with her shoes, "I really hate being recorded without my consent, it's you know? Pretty fucking rude." She shoved the girl aggressively away from her, and had landed onto the ground, her eyes were widened at the strength of the girl.

   The girl in blue panicked picking up her friend, eyes practically glaring at Davina, "You fucking psychotic damn bitch. . ." She had sneered with her voice booming louder than before, "You guys should all stay away from her, she knows what she did. Who knows this is probably her accomplice." Her eyes had thrown dagger at Davina.

Davina laughed, "Like if I got the time to commit murder." She mumbled to herself, and also thinking if she were to pull a stunt like this she would've done it alone.

Accomplices always betray.

Sam aggressively shook her own head, and speaking aggressively, "I didn't do anything!" She defended herself, guilt set into her features because Davina was being accused of being an accomplice for defending her. She didn't want her friend getting accused for anything.

The girl in blue stumbling back with her friends, shouting back, "Oh, sure!" She given a sarcastic smile.

The friend group had simply gone silent afterwards until Tara had spoken up for the very first time after the argument, "I'm going to head back into the apartment, uhm you all going with?" She softly told them.

All had nodded their heads.

Davina had just let the cold breeze hit her figure, the wind hitting her face and moving her hair back, all while Chad had just remained standing by her side, intertwining their hands together, "I just love when the weather is like this it's so peaceful, and the wind. It's not too hot or cold." She rambled to him both were already walking towards the apartment with the few friends who were ahead of them , she was just swinging their hands back and forth that made her giggle until he had twirled her around and was just bringing her closer to his warm body.

She wishes that it could always be them forever. A world where he chooses her first.

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𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬, hope you liked
this chapter.

Dropping hints
everywhere. :))

Hope this wasn't messy.
Lol. Davina is so chaotic,
I'm trying my best to have
her match some of her
dads energy.