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His

First, there's the seed. Once it falls into rich soil, it starts growing. By consuming the nutrients from the ground and drinking its water, it follows the light of the sun and stretches outwards; growing upwards. And, finally, flowering at the eyes of the sky, all thanks to it being tended to, every day.

That's love.

Love is the seed and the heart is the ground it is planted in. If the ground is rich with beautiful nutrients, if the heart is made with nothing but goodness, that will depend on the flower's growth. And it must be watered every single day for it to grow; first downwards, taking root, and then... up.

As Jungkook laid on Taehyung's bed, naked in all his glory, looking up at all that his lover was, it was like the rays of a gently warm sun were caressing the petals of this newly bloomed flower of love.

There was nothing else here but him.

He couldn't think of the Darkness for his light hovered over him right between his open legs. He couldn't hear the lightning nor the rain, only his lover's heartbeat which reverberated against his own chest. His own breathing became a mild thought in the back of his mind as he felt his right against his neck. And his own hands touched him eagerly, passionately, as if he was touching him for the first time and didn't want to stop.

After Taehyung's beautiful statement and spoken thankfulness, the pair had been able to do nothing more than use their lips to kiss each other as if in a slow frenzy. But that had to stop now that Jungkook's blood had reached its boiling point.

He wanted him now.

- Tae... - He heaved once the latter had let go of his lips to kiss his neck again. Taehyung hummed and rested his lips right in the middle of his neck, giving a long and soft kiss before finally letting go.

Taehyung looked down at him and gave him half a grin before finally sitting up and sliding off the bed to go to the nightstand. All the while, Jungkook couldn't help but look up at the tall ceiling and try to suppress a huge smile.

He was so excited, so happy, so nervous, so curious, and too aroused to be able to think properly. But he wasn't scared or shy about what they were going to do, and that was the most wonderful thing.

Taehyung returned with the little box at hand, sliding right back in between his legs and getting even closer, making sure Jungkook's under-thighs rested on top of his folded legs as he knelt there. Jungkook looked up at him, biting his lip inside his mouth and nearly grinning. But he saw something in the way Taehyung was looking at that box as he tried to take off the seal: He was nervous.

The wine had worn off completely and that had been the only thing he believed would assure a perfect performance on his part. Taehyung was feeling insecure about his own abilities to make sure his actions will be completely flawless.

Jungkook folded his ankles behind him and used that to pull himself into a sitting position. Once there, he took Taehyung's hands on his own and waited a second. After three had passed, Taehyung finally looked up at him. And before Jungkook could say anything, he was already defending himself.

- I'm not having second thoughts, I promise. I just- I can't see right where the seal is because it's dark, just--

- Tae. - Jungkook reached up a hand and held his face gently, smiling softly up at him. The latter saw this and took a deep breath, sighing deeply. - There's only you and me, and you don't have to prove anything to me. I know that you love me, and I know that you know I love you, so what's there to be frightened of? -

Taehyung leaned down a bit and connected their foreheads, speaking from his mangled heart.

- I'm afraid that your first time might not be as perfect as it should be; as you deserve it to be. Because of me. I have absolutely no experience, I don't know what or how... I only have an idea and I don't want to hurt you in any way. I... -

Jungkook smiled a bit more and brushed the tips of their noses together, sweetly.

- I don't care about the act being perfect, I care about it being with you. -

While Taehyung had the little box in his hands, Jungkook reached and took off the seal, opening it and taking out one condom. Then he took the box from Taehyung's hands, closed it, and put it to the side. For a moment, with their heads still together, he looked down at the little bag in his hands.

- Do you know how to put it on? - Jungkook asked, innocently, since he genuinely didn't know how to. And felt Taehyung frowning a bit.

- Yes. Don't you? -

- Should I? -

- Well... you're a male, I guessed they would have talked about this in biology or something. - He said with a hidden chuckle as he reached up and rested his forearms on Jungkook's shoulders to brush the hair at the back of his head.

Jungkook chuckled with him.

- Yes, we did talk about condoms. But we didn't actually talk about how to put it on and off, you know? - Of course, they wouldn't talk about that. If anything, it had already been too much information the female doctor told the boys.

But Taehyung was even more surprised now.

- Really? - This was quite a nice and necessary talk. Jungkook could feel him less nervous again.

- Why? Were you taught that when you were at school? -{

- Of course. The teacher even gave us condoms so we could practice on a sample tube. -

Jungkook pushed himself back, laughing. Taehyung chuckled, looking lovingly at him. But even if Jungkook was genuinely astonished to hear that, he was kind of grateful that at least one of them knew about it. So, he handed the little bag to him.

- Go ahead, you're the expert. -

However, Taehyung bit his lip and leaned forwards until his mouth was right against his ear.

- I would prefer it if you did it. - A tremor ran down Jungkook's spine and his eyes went half-close. - I'll guide you. First, carefully open it, making sure to not rip what's on the inside. - Jungkook grinned. And he made sure to rip open the little bag over Taehyung's dick so if any lube spills... Yes, there it is, a line of clear lube fell right on him, making Taehyung hiss a bit. - Quite cold. - Jungkook grinned wider. - Alright, now, take it out. - Jungkook did and threw the little bag to who knows where. - Good. Now, hold the tip of it with two fingers... place it over the head... and while holding that little bit at the end, you're gonna slide down--... O-oh, god... -

Jungkook smiled while a flow of pleasure ran through him at the sound of Taehyung's breathless mutters against his ear, and, gently but surely, he finished unfolding the condom on him. It was far slimmer than he thought and he had no idea it would unfold like that so it made it a bit fun. But now that is done, it'll be far more fun.

He reached up, took Taehyung's face, and kissed him in earnest before muttering with a grin,

- Just do what you feel like doing, seriously. - He promised, breathlessly, and laid back down with a chuckle.

Jungkook could swear his arousal was at the level of enjoying anything Taehyung would find pleasurable. He trusted him wholeheartedly, so what was there to fear?

Taehyung grinned too and leaned down closer to him again, hovering over him as he kissed his collarbones. But, as Jungkook sighed with delight, he could see Taehyung's arm stretching to one side of the bed, right where the lube had been left behind. So he closed his eyes to stop his expectations from mounting.

As gently as Taehyung kissed the skin of his neck, Jungkook brushed his hair and made sure he was calm and collected while he heard the little pop when Taehyung opened the lid of the small bottle. Once he heard the click of it being shut again, he felt the latter stopping his kiss to look down at his own work while pressing his forehead against his chest. Jungkook felt the mildly cold liquid being poured from Taehyung's hand down to his balls and felt it dripping lower on its own until his entrance was completely soaked. He bit his lip, feeling his face getting a little hot with arousal at the unstoppable anticipation, and... once he felt Taehyung's fingers meeting his sensitive, wet skin, Jungkook shuddered.

Taehyung looked up at him while his fingers made their way down and Jungkook met his eyes right until the former started massaging that sensitive entrance of his, only then did his eyes begin to close on their own at the pleasure flowing up towards his whole body. Taehyung leaned closer and kissed him on the cheek gently, then left his lips gently caressing his skin, and finally pushed one finger inside.

Jungkook took a sharp breath and nearly chuckled at how uncharacteristically extra gentle Taehyung was being right now. Perhaps it could be his own eagerness or maybe that his arousal was beyond his peak, but he couldn't feel any pain in that intrusion, nor discomfort, only pleasure.

- More... - He sighed.

Taehyung looked up at him again, or so Jungkook thought since his eyes couldn't be opened at the moment; and then pushed that finger all the way in, curling it at the end.

Jungkook's spine did a small spasm and he moaned in surprise, opening his eyes. That pleasure had felt like lightning through his body. Consequently, lightning hit the ground outside, and he felt like chuckling. But then, when he looked at Taehyung's waiting eyes, he gave a small nod, and his lover complied. He pushed his finger out, rubbed his hand with a bit more of the lube on Jungkook's groin, and then, gently, pushed two fingers in.

A tingling sensation from that ring of muscles flowed all the way up Jungkook's body, making him arch his back a tiny bit and moan as he bit his lip. The intrusion felt so good, it was more than welcomed. Jungkook felt those fingers go in, as far as they could, and then curl. He loved it, he loved that spot being pressed, he loved the absolute pleasure that made him open his legs wider and moan higher, he loved it.

- You like it? - Taehyung's deep, raspy voice asked right against his ear and Jungkook got slightly startled. So immersed he was in this overflowing sensation that he hadn't noticed Taehyung leaning down once more. But his mild surprise was short-lived when he felt those fingers curling even tighter.

His back arched a bit more as he moaned and then, with those fingers still pressing tightly, he connected the side of his forehead with Taehyung's to whine right against his ear,

- I love it. - He really did. But he knew what he wanted most of all. - Tae, please... -

The latter moaned right against his ear at the begging he just uttered and gently pushed his fingers out. Jungkook could feel his insides wet and ready for him as he looked down for the first time.

Taehyung had placed his forehead against the side of his neck and they were both looking down at their midst, right where he was holding his hard cock against his entrance. Jungkook took in a deep breath, knowing this was a far larger object than two fingers, and, for the first time, braced himself. Taehyung seemed to think the same thing as he took a deep breath and held it. Jungkook felt as he placed the tip against him. Another lightning struck down outside, far closer than the rest, making their already racing hearts go even faster at the startling sound. Jungkook reached up and gently held Taehyung's shoulders in a soft embrace before kissing his temple and saying,

- Do it. -

The air, rain, thunder, and time seemed to have slowed around them. And Taehyung gently made his way inside.

BOOM, another thunder. But Jungkook couldn't care less.

His hold on Taehyung grew tighter as he held his breathing tightly in his chest, his mouth opened in an unuttered little scream, and he closed his eyes.

- Stop. -

Taehyung stopped altogether, right there, with only the head on his dick inside. He let go of the breath he was holding through tight teeth and a shuddering moan.

- Are you ok? - Taehyung asked, breathlessly worried, right against his ear from where he hadn't looked up yet.

- Yes, yes. - Jungkook promised him and took another tight breath. - It just hurts a bit, that's all. Give me a second. - He had been so sure that it wouldn't hurt him that this came as a shock. But, as much as it hurt physically and it felt like his skin might be ripped open, he wasn't hurt emotionally. It was the fact that Taehyung had stopped himself even when it felt good, that made his heart melt.

Taehyung was taking deep breaths beside him, trying to be as still as humanly possible. The pain, Jungkook could notice, wasn't because of lack of moisture but the restraint from his own body, so, he also breathed deeply and tried to calm down; gently relaxing his tight hold on Taehyung and therefore relaxing his whole body and every muscle in it. Once that was done, he assessed the feeling again and realized that the sharpness had reduced to it being only on one spot. So, he told him,

- Go on. -

Taehyung kissed him on the shoulder and then reached downwards with one hand so he could hold himself while, once again, pushing inside. Unstoppably, he let out a little, high, shuddering moan, and, just as unstoppably, Jungkook's hold on him tightened again.

- Nnn--Stop. - He greeted his teeth and closed his eyes tightly, holding him and trying to breathe deeply to calm down again. Jungkook couldn't see right now, but he guessed Taehyung was halfway in now. He tried to concentrate on him instead of the sensations on his own body and found that his deep breathing had gone a bit shakier; he heard him swallow and felt him pressing his forehead closer to the side of his against the pillow. He was feeling good. Jungkook smiled a little at that, feeling pleased with himself.

This intrusion to his body was making a ballistically loud alarm go off in his brain. Since it hurts, then it was only obvious that his body would try to reject the action, but Jungkook knew better than to simply push back from this. This pain was unavoidable; if his state of pure arousal and excessive use of lube hadn't been able to stop it, then it was unavoidable. So, he will accept it, because he knew the pain wouldn't last but the love will stay forever.

He took deep breaths, relaxed his body, and once again felt the pain concentrating on one point only instead of the whole.

- Ok... - He sighed. Taehyung heard him and once again kissed him, this time on the yaw, before pushing in again, softly.

Jungkook felt the pain building up, felt his body trying to tighten his muscles, felt the plea for him to stop again on his tongue, but he said and did nothing. Instead, he tried to keep breathing deeply and be mindful of keeping his body loose while concentrating instead on Taehyung's lost breaths and shudders.

- Mh! - Jungkook's sudden moan startled the pair of them. Taehyung stopped at once and lifted his head to look up at him, and Jungkook did the same, looking straight at his eyes with a bit of surprise. He looked down at their midst and saw a sight that made his mouth water. When he thought Taehyung had been halfway in, he had been wrong, only now he was halfway in. But there was something there, something his dick had pressed on its way in that had made him momentarily forget about the pain. Could it be the spot he touched whenever he would use his fingers? Jungkook looked up at him once more and said tentatively. - Do it again. -

Taehyung wasn't entirely sure, but he complied. With redder cheeks and a turned-on expression, he looked intently at him while gently pushing his hips...

- Ah! - Jungkook jolted this time, actually jolted. With wide eyes, he looked up at his stilled companion and chuckled a bit. Taehyung saw this and smiled, leaning down to kiss him softly. - Go ooon... - Jungkook whined with a little chuckle against his lips before kissing him tightly again. Taehyung chuckled against him too and happily complied.

Jungkook had been afraid the pain wouldn't go away for far longer than this, but now that he was sure Taehyung would naturally hit that spot every time, the excitement came back in full force. It wasn't that Taehyung would hit the spot every time with the head of his dick, no, the spot was not at the end, it was on the way. So, whether Taehyung moved or not, he's always pressing against it.

But it was when he moved that Jungkook could feel the pleasure of the heavens going through his whole body.

Taehyung kept going in, as slowly as he could, while they kissed. Or at least, tried to kiss. Jungkook would sometimes tense over at the pain and relax again, and when that happened, Taehyung would stop and move once more. However, it wasn't until Taehyung's hips pressed tightly against him that Jungkook disconnected their lips.

Slowly, a type of daze washed over him. The silence around them felt different somehow; before, it had been a focused sort of silence, but now it was... an intimate one. As if there really was nothing more than him. This wasn't like before when Jungkook could only concentrate on Taehyung, this was... like, even if he tried, he couldn't hear anything else. It was physical, not mental or emotional, he couldn't hear or look at anything else that wasn't him. His eyes couldn't drift away, his ears couldn't catch any other sound, it really and truly was just him and himself as one.

Taehyung was breathing deeply against his chin with his eyes closed before slowly blinking them open. They looked at each other... and felt each other... Jungkook looked at him and felt him not only pressing against him tightly but also in him. He could feel him as if they were puzzle pieces, perfectly fitting with one another. There was no pain or discomfort, just a huge sense of belonging and relief. He could feel his heart beating exactly at the rhythm of his own and suddenly his whole being could think of only one crucial thing: "I'm his".

And there was and will be nothing in this world that will make him feel as fulfilled as he was right now.

He looked into Taehyung's eyes and saw the exact same feeling reflected in them, but there was such a light in his eyes. Like many other times, it was as if another version of Taehyung was looking at him (a surer version, more confident and strong) but Jungkook knew that he would love him the same in any type of magical version that he had within. He leaned up a little, and they kissed once more, as Taehyung slowly made his way out a bit, and thrust in just as gently.

In rhythmic movements that matched those of their heartbeats, Taehyung moved in and out gently; filling up their silent bubble with their heat and breathless shivers of moaning pleas. Jungkook held him around his back with his arms and around his hips with his legs while Taehyung easily slipped his hands under him to hug him tightly around the waist before letting go of his lips and kissing his way down to his neck as he moaned. But then, he couldn't hold his head anymore and it fell beside Jungkook's, on the pillow. His high moans right beside the latter's ear.

- Talk to me, Tae. - Jungkook asked, breathlessly. He was barely able to keep his eyes open to look at the side of his head since the in and out motions stroked over and over against that spot, making him nearly unable to feel his legs with all the tingling pleasure flowing through them.

Taehyung tried to take in a breath to speak, but it was cut short by a shiver.

- M-mhhh... It feels... so good, I can't... I... can't think... There's only you, you, you, Jungkook, Jungkook--Ah... - His pace speeded up a little. Enough to make Jungkook's eyes roll until they finally shut. - Tell me... Tell me if it feels good... - He pleaded.

- It feels good. It feels really good. - Breathlessly, he answered; their voices only higher than whispers against each other's ears.

- You're so good to me, my Love... - His arms tightened around him and he breathed faster against his ear. The heat drowned them, making their skin shine under the moonlight. - You're so good... You're perfect, perfect... -

Jungkook's mind was so stimulated by everything, and hearing him say those words was like a cherry on top.

He shivered and held him even tighter down to him, moaning high and jolting every time Taehyung moved in a certain way.

- Taehyung... - That's all he could think about. - Taehyung... -

- Oh, God... Say it again... - He pleaded.

- Taehyung... -

He shivered.

- M-mhh... Can I... Can I go faster, please? -

- Yes, yes, do it... -

Taehyung pressed his forehead against the side of his neck and Jungkook could feel his shallow breathing against his collarbone when the pace changed once more. Going faster but still, without being rough, Taehyung hugged him around the waist as tight as he could while Jungkook's legs unfolded from around him. He just couldn't feel them anymore, the pleasure was too much. His mouth opened as he moaned and whined at how unbearably good it was, and one of his hands reached up to grab a fist full of Taehyung's hair.

- Say it again... - Taehyung pleaded once more before sucking on the skin of his shoulder.

Jungkook was dizzy, disorientated, completely drowning in mounting pleasure, but he could understand him completely.

- Taehyung... - This time, it was a little louder, a little higher, a little needier; and Taehyung suddenly thrust deeply and stayed right there. - Ah!... - Jungkook's head hit back once the punch had run all the way up his spine.

- Mmhhh... - Taehyung shook and moaned with greeted teeth.

Once Jungkook was able to realize Taehyung was slowly pulling back, his panting halted in his throat. And then... Slap.

- Ahh! - Jungkook shivered as much as he could in his tight hold; arching his back forcefully so the massiveness of the pleasure could somehow be cooled down. But, since he was being tightly hugged by Taehyung, the reverberations couldn't be ebbed away. He was truly in a pleasure cage. - Tae... Tae... - He whined and moaned, unknowing that he was bearing his nails against the latter's back.

- Jungkook... - He nearly whined with pleasure.

Then, he pulled back slowly... and Jungkook shivered, bracing himself, trying to-- Slap.

- Ah-a! Mh! Fuck... - His breathing fastened, his limbs felt tingly and weak, the corners of his eyes felt prickly; the roughness of it was his downfall. He couldn't take this pleasure anymore, he needed to cum, he wanted to cum, his body was going to explode if he didn't cum now. - Please, please, faster, please... - Saying that he was begging would be an understatement.

And saying that Taehyung seemed to like it, was too.

- Oh, my Angel... - It seems like, as much as his thrusts were Jungkook's doom, it was Jungkook's pleasure that was Taehyung's own demise. - My beautiful Angel... - Slowly, he pulled back again. And Jungkook sobbed. - Does it feel that good, my Angel? Ahhh.... I can feel you shiver against me... I can feel you... getting tighter around my cock... - Jungkook hissed and rolled his eyes at the mental stimulation while he waited for that same cock to rail him once more. - Mhh... You want me to go faster? - Jungkook nodded. Taehyung bit the tip of his ear and then... - Well... what my Angel asks... he shall receive... -

Slap. Over and over and over, the same force was used to hit Jungkook deep inside over and over and over again. Tremors ran up his spine over and over, he shook over and over, and he moaned over and over. When he had asked Taehyung to go faster, he hadn't thought that he would keep the same roughness as before, so now... his mind and body felt like they might rip apart. Every time Taehyung thrust, he would use his hold on him to bring him down, hardening the slam, and, every time he slammed, he would hit his balls, making indescribable sensations hit the whole length of his dick and, therefore, the whole length of him.

- Faster... - He must be delirious at this point for having asked this. But Taehyung was the same.

The latter moaned high and shakily, right against his neck, and then went completely off. If Jungkook thought the pleasure couldn't get any more unbearable, he had been wrong. It'll be a miracle if he ever regained the feeling in his legs by this point.

One of Taehyung's hands trailed up his back and he didn't notice until he took hold of his other shoulder and then used both the hold there and on his waist to slam him even harder against his own thrusts.

R.I.P Jungkook's balls.

- Fuck... Fuck... Ahhh... - Was he sobbing? Was he wailing? His mind was so gone that he wasn't even sure if he had his eyes open or not.

- Oh my... Jungkook... - Taehyung's moans and whines and whimpers, right against his ear, were making him even crazier.

Up, up, up his pleasure went, along with the pitch in his voice and he knew he was going over the edge. At last, he knew it and he was so desperate, he had been on that edge for so long that all he wanted to do was to finally... finally...

His nails dragged down Taehyung's back and he bit him right on the crook of his neck when BOOM, he cummed hard. It happened so suddenly that he hadn't been able to process it. His teeth let go of Taehyung's skin as he shivered with his mouth open and then he jolted, arching his back and pushing his head hard against the pillow. Waves upon waves of relief washed over him, making him unable to breathe or think. Taehyung's pounding, he noticed, was also slowing down by a fraction while he shivered against him, but other than that, Jungkook was an utter mess of little whines and sensitive skin.

Taehyung stopped right after burying deep inside of him, and they laid there, still and tangled, shivering and panting for breath. Jungkook was finally able to open his eyes correctly and... he felt so dizzy... he wasn't even sure where he was. All he could think about was how the feeling of relief had stayed right up there even though his orgasm was over. It was as if he was still up on that high. And, suddenly, his limbs gave weight and he let go of Taehyung altogether, falling limply on the bed.

What was this...? It felt so good... Jungkook was still trying to process the feeling on his whole body. It felt even better than a hard day at the gym and even better than any other intimate time he'd have with Taehyung. He felt... happy, contented, relieved, at peace... he couldn't even describe it, all he wanted to do was to feel that relaxation on his whole body and sleep in the comfort of his lover's body.

Though, it seemed as if Taehyung was feeling just the same thing he was. Slowly and tiredly, he tried to let go of his hold on Jungkook to then hold himself up on his elbows. He looked down at him. Jungkook looked up at him. They stared... and softly, they smiled. Gently, he leaned down and left a soft, tired kiss on his lips before moving to kiss his temple to whisper,

- Just to make sure you're aware... I love you. - He chuckled and Jungkook laughed tiredly.

- Good to know that after being railed, thank you. - He joked back and Taehyung chuckled a bit more shyly.

- Did I go too hard? -

- Whaaat? Noooo... -

Taehyung leaned back and looked directly at him. There was worry in his eyebrows but humor in the corner of his mouth.

Jungkook laughed at last.

- I just can't feel my legs, that's all. -

Taehyung opened his mouth in sudden astonishment and then closed it, averting his eyes; smiling shyly before finally hiding in Jungkook's neck.

Jungkook chuckled softly before reaching up his weak arms and hugging him.

- I really liked it, Tae. - Aside from the fact that being so immersed in pleasure that he got disorientated was a bit alarming, it had been his first time, so, for it to have felt that good from the get-go was truly something he was thankful for. And for it to have been with Taehyung...

He smiled, feeling his heart racing with love.

- I really liked it too. - Taehyung whispered before leaving a kiss on his neck and leaning back up to smile at him. - Though, it might be because I like you a little too much. -

Jungkook chuckled.

- Good. I think I like you a little too much as well. -

As Taehyung chuckled, he leaned down again and kissed him so gently... It was pure love.

BOOM, lightning hit the ground and, at once, Jungkook tried to forget about it all once more. He can worry later, right now he doesn't want to regret anything.

After their sweet kiss and still, with their eyes closed, Taehyung finally pulled out. Jungkook jolted a little and immediately felt the loss quite uncomfortable while Taehyung whimpered at his own sensitive skin being stroked one more time. After that, Jungkook paid attention to the private class Taehyung was giving him and saw how he disposed of the condom in a secure way by tying the end of it before throwing it away in the little trash beneath the study table. It was something that made Jungkook giggle quite a lot.

Taehyung then helped him stand up from the bed, and then helped him again after his legs failed him and he fell. In chuckles and wobbly knees, they walked towards the bathroom holding each other, and once the light was turned on, Jungkook saw their reflection and hid in Taehyung's neck; feeling a bit self-conscious and needing to be comforted a bit more than usual. But Taehyung was right there and held him, hugged him, and laughed with him.

- I'm scared to see the state of your back. - Jungkook admitted, a bit embarrassed, holding onto his shoulders while the latter held his waist.

- I'm actually excited to see your new work of art. - Taehyung chuckled. But there was indeed excitement in his voice, so Jungkook took a deep breath and took a step back.

Immediately he noticed something he hadn't before.

- I don't remember this one. - He giggled as he looked at a scratch mark, clearly made with nails, going down the length of Taehyung's abs.

- Oh, believe me, I do. - The latter grinned down at him, a bit predatory. Jungkook averted his eyes.

It seems his previous confidence felt a bit emotional at the moment.

Jungkook looked at him a bit more and at the other marks he left. Wait... he bit him? Oh gosh. Did he leave a hickey on his pelvis? Jesus. Such a wild beast, he should be put down.

Taehyung laughed at the expression on Jungkook's face, making him even shyer before finally turning around so he himself could look at the reflection of his own back.

...Jungkook slapped his hands over his face to hide his embarrassment. Even if Taehyung exclaimed excitedly and smiled wide and bright, Jungkook couldn't feel anything but pain. He hurt him, for Christ's sake, he clawed at his back, he nearly tore through the skin, that's not lovely, that's brutal.

- Hey. - Taehyung whispered close to his ear. Jungkook had been pressing his hands so close to his eyes that he hadn't noticed him getting closer. Gently, he felt him holding his wrists as he talked. - Kookie, come on, I love it. - He whined a little.

- How can you love it? I literally--

- Cause I made you feel so good that you couldn't hold yourself back and marked me as your own. - His voice was low, but oh so filled with honesty that it filled Jungkook with warmth. - Believe me, I truly love it. I'm not saying it to make you feel better, I do love it. - ...ok then, maybe he didn't do so wrong in the end if... he felt good while doing it and Taehyung feels good while having it... maybe he himself liked it as well; the idea of marking Taehyung as his own. Just maybe. Jungkook finally lowered his hands from his face and looked up at his lover's gentle smile. - Let me ask you something. How do you feel about the marks I always leave on you, whether intentionally or not? -

Jungkook smiled a little.

- Good. -

- See? - Taehyung chuckled with him but then looked behind Jungkook towards the mirror and held his waist gently. - For example... I had no idea how hard I was holding you, my love. If you don't like this mark, I'll apologize. -

- You don't have to. - Jungkook promised and then kissed him on the cheek. Even if both of them knew he hadn't seen it to judge whether he liked it or not, they both neared an understanding and agreement that both liked the idea and feeling of a mark made by their lover. The visual reminder of the rush and immense love was exciting to them.

- Alright then. - Taehyung grinned back down at him and kissed his lips once. - Let's go. -

Usually, when they showered after a "good time", there's always a bit of sexual tension mixed with the hot air that made the fog on the glass walls seem like some sort of invitation for another round. However, this time, while Taehyung helped him clean away the lube, the invitation was not in the fog, but on Jungkook's lips.

It was quite amazing for Jungkook to know that they had both orgasmed twice already, and still were completely up for another. And it was also astonishing to feel his weak legs suddenly twice as strong as he stood against the shower wall while Taehyung knelt before him.

In the back of his mind, he couldn't help thinking that, if he had known how good sex would feel, he knew, in the sorry state of life he had lived before, that he would slip into any VIP parties it took to feel this tiny bit of pleasure. But this thought was always eclipsed by the knowledge that no one else would make him want to moan as Taehyung did; because no one else would look as sexy as he did while he looked up, all wet and dripping and swallowing his cock.

Third round over and bodies finally clean, they dressed in a daze with the clothes they had tossed to the floor beside the bed and Jungkook had to lay down to finish pulling up his underwear and pants because: his legs? Dead. Those needed a little break. And he had to remind Taehyung that they both needed a break because the latter tried to initiate a round four.

Finally dressed and with their needs cooled down, they tossed the used covers to the floor and lay down for a moment, hugging tightly.

As Jungkook lay with his head resting on Taehyung's chest, he looked at the windows and saw how... the rain's strength was subsiding by small increments.

Maybe he felt a bit guilty; because he had made a promise and broke it without a second thought. But whenever such thoughts came to him, his mind would always counterattack with: "It was inevitable", "We're in love", "The temperature was too high to think clearly", "...I wanted him". Simply a rollercoaster and the different sensations on his body were also not helping much. He felt different as if he was changing somehow, both physically and emotionally.

Maybe that was why he felt so vulnerable.

Physically, he was... starting to feel sore, most of all on his groin. Yes, his ass felt like it was punched thru and yes, his balls were aching a bit; as well as his waist and back. However, the physical pain was not really much more than a discomfort, so it wasn't hurting him emotionally; it was the meaning behind the pain.

He had shared his body, shared his flesh, with someone else. He hadn't only let this person into his mind, making him think and dream about them, as well as letting him into his heart, making him trust and love them, but he had now also let this other person into his skin. Before, they had touched and kissed, licked and rubbed, and all of that had been out of love and enjoyment, but this act somehow... for Jungkook, it somehow marked a final line they hadn't crossed, and that, now, they had.

They had crossed that final line, their emotions and bodies had been in sync, their minds had been one, and their hearts were now one. There's no going back. They had been their most vulnerable selves and embraced the other tightly, that kind of memory and feeling will never leave them. This was way deeper than a tattoo, this had been embroidered into their very souls. Jungkook knew it. He could feel it. Feel the change; the part where their hearts had merged into one, he could feel it with the tip of his finger. He could feel the tenderness of this new change; the delicate state in which it was currently at. So he held onto Taehyung tighter. And, without a word, the latter did the same.

Somehow, everything they had dreamed about together and everything Jungkook had thought regarding their future, felt absolute now. It was so strange; because he had been sure that they would be together forever since they said it the first time, but it was as if those previous words were child's play compared to how he felt about it now.

That was the emotional change. Could he have matured because of the decision he made and what they'd done? Well... he had indeed chosen his one and only and that decision alone should be made maturely, so surely the fact that he had consented to this final stage with that person also meant the same.

Never before had he been able to feel and see how every decision he took helped him grow in one way or another, whether he liked it or not. As if, only now, he was able to notice when his tree of life grew a pinch more, every second.

Everything happening inside of him at the moment physically, mentally, and emotionally was so new and diverse that he felt a bit of uncertainty along with discomfort. But the only thing he was sure of at this very second, was that he wasn't alone; and, most of all, that he loved him truly.

As if on cue, Taehyung reached a hand from his waist and brushed his fingers gently through his hair.

- I love you, my Angel. - His soft breath caressed the top of his head.

And Jungkook smiled, tilting his head back to look up at him.

- And I love you, my Tae. -

Taehyung smiled until his eyes closed. That beautiful boxy smile was on full display, only for him. Jungkook reached a hand up and gently held his face.

He was so beautiful. No painting of his will ever do him justice, no color in this world could ever come close to the light in his eyes, and nothing will ever reach the deepest, most desolate part of his soul as Taehyung did. That boxy smile meant so much to Jungkook right at this very moment because it meant that... the child inside of him, the one who was forced to grow up and become stone-hearted, that child, was happy.

He had made him happy. He was his Love, his Angel, his dearest, his Jungkook.

He was his.

And he will always be.

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🌼Thank you for reading Chapter 58 <3<3<3

Your devoted writer,

Ela Shadow Rose 🥀

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