*Now playing - Nobody's Business by Rihanna (ft. Chris Brown)*

One Year Later (Jisung's POV)
I was so utterly in love with him. I have always found myself looking at him, especially in these moments. His big brown eyes look around—occasionally giving strangers small smiles as we walk.

The cold makes his nose and cheeks a deep shape of pink and his eyes sparkle, pulling me closer to a food truck that catches his eyes "I want a pretzel" He drags me along and I go willingly with a chuckle.

My thumb grazes the ring on his finger and I smile, Minho looks at me with furrowed brows as we wait in line "What?"

I shake my head "I love you"

Minho looks away shyly "I love you too"

I let his hand go and sling my arm around his shoulder, pulling him into me and leaning closer to his ear "I can't wait to marry you"

Minho pulls away with a giggle "If it was up to you we would just go elope"

I shrug "Sounds good to me"

Minho sighs "Baby..." He whines and I smile, taking his cold hand in mine again.

"I'm kidding, I know how much you've been planning. It will be perfect" I give his temple a small peck and he leans his head on my shoulder.

"A late spring—early summer wedding is the best time" Minho expressed. Minho was so happy at Changbin's and Felix's wedding, the light in his eyes the whole night was bright and I knew he was mentally impatient for his own.

The cold surrounded us and it hadn't fully kicked in that in a few months we would be married. Minho and I had a full life of pushing and pulling. One step forward, three steps back but finally know we walked at the same pace and with our hands intertwined.

Minho stumbles a bit "Guys, Guys, Guys" Devany's voice fills our ears. She was excitedly shoving a stuffed panda in Minho's face "Look what I won"

I chuckle and look towards her mom who walks up to us. Her mom got released two months ago and we invited her to stay with us until she found her own place. I offered to help and she refused but soon gave in because it wasn't the easiest to find places and luckily the family down the block recently moved out. I was a giver, I realize that a lot now. I liked to help people who needed it because there was a time when I needed it.

Dev has officially moved out of our house a few weeks ago and the house felt quiet. The cats were naturally quiet unlike having a dog so that's that. Dev made it so much more warm and... family-like.

I have always refused having kids and it wasn't because I didn't want them. Who doesn't want a family of their own? I wanted them. I wanted to be a dad but damn was that such a scary fucking thing. The fear of failing them was something I couldn't escape. It was a terrifying thought that ate at me constantly, more now when I noticed how Minho also felt the same about Devany and her mom moving out.

He wanted a family and I know he would settle for not having one if it meant being with me but that made me guilty. I would watch Minho smile at the mere sight of a happy family or kid in general. He wanted that and so did I, I wanted a family with him. I wanted to have the house filled with little ones but I was scared. If it wasn't one thing I was scared of it was another.

We have a kid and then I get the fear of losing them just like I'm so fucking scared of losing Minho. Of them possibly knowing what I used to do for a living and the blood on my hands and looking at me like I was a monster. The thought sent chills down my spine.

"Not even Jisung could win one of these suckers" Dev hugs the panda and I glare playfully at her.

"After Minho gets his pretzel, I'm winning you in all the games kid"

Minho laughs and she scoffs "As if"

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Four Months Later (Minho's POV)
It was perfect. He was perfect. My life felt perfect.

Jisung gazed into my eyes and I smiled at him as we danced slowly. We were fucking married. Surrounded by the people we love and I can't even begin to tell you how many times I've cried. I just kept crying because it all felt surreal.

He was mine. I mean, he was always mine but this time our future wasn't undetermined. I didn't have a fear in me that he would leave or find someone better.

I pull him closer and he does the same, my head in his neck. I place a small kiss on his there "I'll love you forever baby"

"Forever isn't long enough" I pull away and look at him. His eyes were full of emotions and I remember the other night before Felix and Changbin said we had to spend a night apart. Jisung opened up to me like never before.

He was afraid. That's the thing about Jisung, he was always afraid. Afraid of the unknown and that made him only walk towards the destination he was sure about and knew the outcome of.

"I want you beside me in every life we live. I want you to be the one I love life after life, for eternity"

My eyes water again and I let out a sad chuckle, "It will always be us because nobody can change destiny baby" I kiss him softly. We were destined for each other.

"Darling" I hum, "I want to experience everything life has to offer with you"

I smile at him lovingly, "Isn't what we're doing?"

Jisung sighs and nods with a smile "Of course"

I kiss his cheek "Then looks like we're on the right path"

"I mean everything" I chuckle and Jisung remained serious "Like having a family"

I stop slowly moving to the music and he does the same. My mouth dries as I stare at him "Huh?"

Jisung laughs and pulls me to him again, "Have a family with me?" I swallow harshly, I must be dreaming. "Or not—"

I kiss him, wrap my arms around his neck and he laughs a bit into the kiss. Must be because of my reaction. Pulling away I look into his eyes "Yes" I said "Yes, oh my fucking god, yes"

He places a soft kiss on my cheek "Yes?"

I hug him and nod "A million times, yes"

-

⚠️SEXUAL CONTENT⚠️

One Month Later
My body jolts as I feel his hand connect to my ass harshly. "Fuck!" My hands grip the headboard, wasn't like they could go anywhere else because I was handcuffed to it.

My head falls and I let out a loud heavy sigh, dick throbbing and I feel Jisung place a small soft kiss up my spine "You wanted this?" I nod and his ran rank into my hair, pulling at his to force my head up and expose my neck, making me moan as he licked up my ear "Words, darling"

"Fuck, yes" I was out of breath because we just had the most vanilla sex anyone can have before I told him I wanted him to handcuff me to the bed and fuck me like the world was ending tomorrow. "I want this so bad" I did, I liked to test our boundaries... mostly his.

He pulls at my earlobe with his teeth, I gasp as he spread my ass and his dick teasingly goes between them.

Jisung pulled away from my neck and hummed like I was a dessert he was ready to devour. He was acting like we didn't just fuck a few minutes ago like I had deprived him for months.

"This sight is all mine" He messages my ass "Lucky me"

I wiggle my ass and he grips my hips "I'm giving you a show" I pout.

"No, you're testing me Darling" I chuckle and bite my bottom lip, I was and he knew me well. "You shouldn't even be this needy when I just fucked you"

"Blandly" I bite back a smile when Jisung didn't respond.

I knew that word pierced his brain and made his jaw clenched. He did fuck me so well a few minutes ago and I loved every second of it, I just liked to play.

I felt him get off the bed and I whined "Baby, I'm just playing" I looked over my shoulder but Jisung was no longer there and I frowned.

Before I knew it he walked out of the closet and smiled at me "I never want you to think our sex is bland" I swallowed harshly and I couldn't tell what he held in his hand. "Wouldn't want that at all"

I look at him and watch his hand smooth over my ass again before meeting my eyes "I was fucking around"

"I was going to fuck you Minho" I swallow harshly, so he wasn't going to fuck me? "So so good"

"And?"

Jisung shrugs and lands a hard slap on my ass again, I groan and my head falls again at the sting. My hands yanked at the cuffs and I knew I shouldn't do that or I would get marks but how couldn't I?

"You've been bad all day Darling" Jisung tells me, kissing the place he previously slapped. "All goddamn day have you been testing me and I still gave you what you wanted, to be fucked and again I was going to fuck you like you want"

"Please"

"No" Chills on my body as he denies my needs. "It's getting late, I should get some work done"

I snap my head at him "What? You can't leave me here like this Jisung"

"I won't leave you here like this, alone and hard" He looked down and that's when I felt it. The thick object enters me, I moan at the cold feeling. I wanted him, not this.

"Jisung, I don't want this. I want you" I look over at him again.

jisung leans over and kisses me and I respond with urgency. He pushes it more in and I moan, "Then take this as a lesson" I furrow my brows as he pulls away, and before I can question him he grabs something else and my body jolts again from the sudden feeling.

He put a fucking vibrating butt plug in me that fucking—I moan and I felt the sweat start to form on me as he hums and pressed the remote thing again and my eyes widen. This fucking bitch increased it and I was practically falling apart.

Jisung gets up and off the bed, satisfied as he whistled some fucking songs. Putting on some boxers as my brain fogs from the pleasure but not the amount of pleasure that will make me cum. It was painful, so fucking painful that I knew I will be on the edge of my release but not being able to get to that point without his warm thick dick in me. I wanted him.

"Ji, baby"

He looks at me before walking out "Sorry got loads of work but I'll be back later. Be down stairs if you need me—Wait" He holds back a laugh and I groan.

I couldn't count the times I've begged or pleaded in the last thirty minutes. I just know that I will fucking kill him. I will chop his fucking dick off and sell it on the dark web.

"Aw, look at you" I didn't even lift my head. I didn't even want to see his face. His hands run down my back and I flinch slightly. "What do you want darling?" I ignored him but he didn't like that idea as he placed a soft loving kiss on my back "Tell me and I'll do it" He knew I was weak to him.

Soon it was off. The vibrating that made me feel numb now and removed from me, "I want you" I whined, "I don't want that ever again" Tears fell from my eyes and I felt the handcuffs come undone and my hands fell to the bed.

I was flipped over in an instant and Jisung looks at me, brush the hair from my face and I knew damn well I couldn't be upset. Did the vibrator feel good, yeah but he felt better.

I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him to me. Smashing my lips to his and it was heated in an instant. Like he still wanted me just as much but he also needed to teach me that he was the only one that could pleasure me. Not even a fucking toy can do what he does to my body.

His lips on my neck "You sounded so sexy" I was already close and whiny as his lips were all over my neck and collarbone, "You don't know how much I held myself back from giving you what you wanted"

My hand ran down his naked chest—past the scar and slipping past his waistband, grabbing onto his hard dick. "I made you like this?"

"You always make me like this"

I quickly pull them down "Don't ever put a fucking toy in me again" I curse at him and he chuckles, "I want you and only you inside of me" I grab his jaw and force him to stare at me in the eyes as my other hand pumps his cock, "You hear me. Don't pull that shit again"

Jisung smiles and leans down, biting my lip "You love my dick that much?"

"Yes," I tell him "Bland or not" Jisung groans and I laugh, "Kidding"

"Don't make me self-conscious"

I frown, "Baby if you didn't fuck me right I wouldn't have tracked you down after all those years" He looks at me and I run my hands down his biceps "Or shot and stabbed someone for you" I lean closer to his lips "Married you"

Jisung groans and kisses me "Promise me"

I smile "Babe, Look at me—feel me" I grab his hand and guide him to touch my hard leaking cock. "You make me so hard"

His lips smash onto mine and I wrap my legs around his body, pulling him down and his dick makes contact with mine. Making us both moan into the kiss and I grind onto him.

Jisung's hand grazes down my body and he takes my dick into his hands, pumping it slowly and I pull away from the kiss. His hot breath hits my neck as Jisung dives into it and kisses my shoulder.

Jisung gets up and grabs my legs, spreading them and I watch as he lines himself up. Fuck, it was my turn to feel like he's been depriving me of his warmth.

Pushing himself in and we both groan, Jisung slammed into me roughly and I reached for his hand. He grabs it and looks at my red wrist, kissing it before leaning back down to me. Fucking me at a perfect pace and our skin slapped "You hurt yourself darling" He tells me.

"I don't care" I shake my head, wrapping my arms around his body. His naked sweaty chest meets mine as we fuck. We fucked a lot and every time it mind-blowing. This was my life.

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Another Month Later
"A lot of planning," Jisung tells the others as he sits beside me.

One thing I've come to love is nights like these. It became a bit of a thing for all of us to get together for dinner at least once a month. We were getting older and much more busy. Changbin has been taking up the idea of opening up more clubs with Chan's help and on top of that Felix and he just got their little girl, Seungmin's Cafe has been doing the best it has but that means it was always busy, Hyunjin got a really good promotion, Jeongin has been taking the steps to become a detective.

It was all so much and getting together to catch up was always fun. Usually, we would do it at one of our houses but today we settled on the restaurant.

"It'll be worth it, it's a great idea," Jeongin tells him. He lived further away so it always was hard for him to make it but it is great to have him here today.

I saw how much Jisung was in his head at first, not knowing what he wanted to do with his life. He knew he wanted to do something and not just have all this free time. He worked for years, illegally but he kept busy. He didn't like free time especially while I was gone at work.

I had more talks with him and always reminded him it was okay to take his time and think about it. Do what he really wants for the first time.

His mind settled on one thing. Staying in business but legally this time, he was opening a business that helps kids who have lost their parents. He is partnering with multiple adoption centers and building a place where the kids can go and play, and meet others, and will have the resources there to talk to people who care and will listen and help them. Even when the kids age out of the system, they can go to them and they will help get their life on track and help guide them. Not even just kids that lost their parents but overall troubled kids and teens.

It fit Jisung a lot. I knew he was passionate about it when he spoke about it. It's a lot of work but Jisung was a hard worker and I love him for how much he cares.

"More wine?" I look up and meet the eyes of the waiter. The others continue the conversation on life and I nod.

"Yeah, thank you"

"We just got a new white wine in, it would pair perfectly with your dish" He suggests and I look at my now-filled red wine glass. There was a hint of something in his voice.

"I would love—" My words halt as I felt a hand snake onto my lap and grip my thigh harshly. I look at Jisung and he looks at the waiter.

"Look—" He looks to the waiter's name tag "Henry, my husband would love that white wine, you can put it on the owner's tab just like everything else on this table"

I look at the waiter and his face goes pale "Right, The Han's" He mumbles but it was loud enough for us to hear.

"That's us, please don't wear it out" The waiter nods and scurries away.

"You scared that poor boy," Felix says, Changbin and Chan laughs.

"People need to learn not to flirt with my husband in front of me," Jisung says, taking a drink of his whiskey.

"So flirt with him when you're not around?" Seungmin asks with a smirk.

Jisung shrugs "If they do I might just turn back to my old habits"

"And what's that?" He asks and the table goes quiet.

Jisung looks at him and smiles "Torture—"

"Okay," I said loudly, "We should get dessert"

*Now playing - Nobody's Business by Rihanna (ft. Chris Brown)*

There will be one more epilogue and that one is going to be SO CUTE. I'm excited to write it and for you all to read it.

I am sad to end this book though. These characters have been with me through everything. I've been building up these relationships and personality for over a year now and I'm attached.

I love them and this story but there is no more to be done after the next epilogue.