42 | Tell Me What I Need To Do
*Now playing - Matilda
by Harry Styles*
"Oh my god," Felix squeals loudly, making me cover my ears. "We're both engaged"
I laugh and nod "I was really shocked and kind of still a bit tipsy, thanks to you"
Felix smiles "That's actually very genuine"
I shrug "It's very Jisung" I continue to write down the flowers I need ordered. "I don't think I would've wanted it any other way"
"You are a very lowkey guy Minho" Felix bumps my shoulder "I'm happy for us" I smile but don't continue the conversation.
I look up and look to Dev who worked quietly, frowning as I notice how upset she seemed. "Can you continue this for me?"
Felix nods "Of course"
Felix starts to write down on the paper and gets busy as I follow Dev to the back. "What's wrong?" I ask.
Devany turns to me and sighs "Nothing"
I give her a look that says 'Stop bullshitting me'
"He hit my mom" My eyes widen.
"He did?" I walk to her and she nods "When?"
"Last night" Her voice was low and her eyes watered. "I-I tried to stop him"
"Did he hurt you?"
"Did who hurt you?" Felix walks in, confused but also worried for the girl now crying. Dev looks at him and back to me.
"Let us help you Devany," I tell her, hoping she will.
She looked so afraid and I felt for her. Felix goes to her side "What is happening Dev?" and so she tells him, everything. Felix didn't blame her for keeping it from him as he also always told her he was there for her.
One thing I did know was I needed to help her, but I also knew she wouldn't leave her mom. She loved her mom but her mom didn't try for her and that's what pissed me off.
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I couldn't sleep, even with Jisung here I couldn't get myself to grow tired as I thought about the safety Dev needed and if she was safe now.
She worried me constantly and I always tried to help her the best I could but only with what she let me help with.
I slowly get up, trying not to wake Jisung as I escape from his hold. I sit up and rub my face, a raging headache made my eyes hurt.
I didn't know how I could help her. She quickly told Felix and me that she would be fine but we both knew she would never be fine if there wasn't some sort of change.
I notice Jisung start to move, I don't know how long I was sitting here just thinking about ways I could help her that she would allow.
"Minho?" Jisung's voice was hoarse from the sleep he had woken up from. I look over my shoulder and see Jisung sit up and gently kiss my bare shoulder "Have you slept?"
I look ahead and shake my head "No"
"What's wrong darling?" He asks, more concerned now.
I sigh lowly, "Devany, she has a really hard time at home and I've always been aware because she tells me about it but today she told me something that doesn't sit right with me" My voice was low.
"You want to help her, don't you?"
"The first day I met her, I always felt like I had to protect her, to help her" My eyes fill with tears, "But she only allows little help from me, and now Felix"
Jisung looks at me and notices my tears, frowning and wiping them away as he says "Don't cry, my love"
"She is such a great kid and she doesn't deserve that life"
Jisung gently grabs my chin and makes me look at him "You have such a big heart, Darling, one I always admired" I frown and cry more at his words, I turn to him and get onto his lap. Wrapping my arms around his neck as I hold him close to me "I love you"
He holds me tightly "Tell me what I need to do to help this girl, I don't like to see you hurt like this"
I pull away and look at him "She doesn't want help"
Jisung shakes his head "Everyone wants help" He tells me, "What keeps her there?"
I furrow my brows and sigh "Her mom" I say, "Her moms an alcoholic and she has this boyfriend who hits her"
Jisung inhaled sharply before nodding "Okay" He said lightly, "So you tell the girl that we will get her mom help and in the meantime, she can stay at my moms—she wouldn't mind at all"
I shake my head "She wouldn't feel comfortable and she wouldn't want to leave her mom"
Jisung thinks for a moment, "I'll get us a place, she can stay with us while her mom gets help" He suggests, "She's comfortable with you"
I stare at him for a moment and I never knew I could love this man more than I already did but right now, I really fucking do. Every day with him, I love him more.
"I really fucking love you"
Jisungs serious face turned into a smile "And I really fucking love you as well"
*Now playing - Matilda
by Harry Styles*
Dear Darling Jisung >>>> Darling Jisung
Anyways, the next chapter will kind of wrap up the questions that needed to be answered still (you all probably have far more questions outside of the book but I mean the ones I have place in the book, if that makes sense)
But this book is coming to an end and i'm still debating on something i've been planning after this story ends but not sure yet and will let you all know when that time comes.
Love Love Love All
- Sierra <3
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