*Eyes angle of D*

I stared at the screen. No... no, no, NO! The same thing that happened to me when I was 15 years old cannot happen to me again.

'Hey, who called? ' RM called. I put my phone in my pocket and then took a deep drag on the tobacco and exhaled. I need to calm down... if I don't calm down, bigger things could happen. I have to think of all the possibilities.

'It was J-Hope.' I said simply. RM's eyebrows suddenly started to wag the sky. Well, I probably would have looked the same way if someone had said that to me in that situation.

'That's cool! Then you've got to see where they are? ' he looked at me in surprise.

'Yeah ' I said and then threw my cigarette away and stomped off. Are you serious?! Can't you see I'm a nervous wreck?

'And where? '

'Do you think I know?! ' I shouted at him and kicked my car. Fuck! FUCK YOU! I'll kill him! I'm gonna kill this motherfucker! If he touches Yana... but just one finger! I'll kill him.

'Who's the boss talking to? ' came a lot of people. RM told them everything I told him a while ago. So nothing...

Oh, my God! Seriously! How the hell did this happen?!

'So now what? '

'So Yana got taken by J-hope? '

'What's he gonna do with her? '

The questions came in a series of what was now oil on fire. I was boiling, like I'd never boiled before in my life. It had been a long time since I felt this immense rage and adrenaline filling my body.

'Everybody get back in the car! ' I instructed everyone, and they nodded and got in the car, and we headed back to the organization. 

I couldn't concentrate on anything. Every hour... every minute... EVERY FUCKING SECOND, Yana was in my head! Yana, you're still okay, aren't you? Don't try to leave me here! I swear, if you try or even think about it, I'll kill you!

Suddenly her innocent face appeared before my eyes. Sparkling eyes. Her full lips. Fuck! I'll find him. I'll find him for sure! I have to find him! I can't make a mistake. I can't lose her too, even though... I got myself into this. My mind is in darkness. Once again, it's my fault someone gets hurt or worse... dies.

I picked up my chair and threw it against the wall. The small object shattered into several pieces. I was too nervous. Everything frustrated me. Everything made me nervous. I had no clue. NOTHING! Not a fucking clue! Fucking hell!

I suddenly grabbed myself and headed down to the training area. I had to release my tension, because if I didn't... I'd do something I'd regret.

It had been days since Yana had been here. We've been searching the organization nonstop for clues. What if we don't find her alive? No D! Don't even think about it! I put two in the punching bag. Can I save her? Will I be able to save her? Can I? Can I save her? I've got a smile on my face. It's ridiculous what I'm thinking.

PD's words came to me out of nowhere. 

" ' The girl who will make you give up your life for her will come into your life," he said, stroking my head. I pushed away.

'How could you love someone like me?' I asked, to which PD laughed.

'You're the only way!' " 

I laughed and shook my head at the memory. I was seriously going crazy with all this shit.

'Still, to love me? NONSENSE!  ' I hit the bag harder and harder. I was sorting and sorting and sorting. Yana loves me? Could she love me? A person so full of darkness and hatred? Who thinks only of himself? Who can kill anyone without batting an eye if he wants to? No, not a man like that...

My hand stopped in mid-air. His words flashed through my mind. 

"D, it's not your fault. Not in either case. "

'Of course Yana! ' I laughed again and started punching the bag. 'It's all my fault! ' I started to sort the leather faster and faster. Out of nowhere I saw the image of Yana sitting on my lap. A welling shiver ran through my body. I began to feel her touch on my skin. Then her lips when they were on mine... Fuck! I need to find him as soon as possible! I want to feel her again! I want...

'Sir, we found something.' Jake came into the room. I snapped my head at him, but my phone crackled at the same time. At that moment I jumped over and picked it up and unlocked it. I got a message from J-Hope. I opened it immediately. Yana's sleeping face appeared on my screen, which I involuntarily lingered on. She has a beautiful face. And her eyes are even more beautiful, but now they were peacefully closed, although when she was next to me... Next to me... yes. I want to feel her close to me again. I want to hold her in my arms and pull her close and kiss her.

But the message didn't stop there. Then came the black soup. I scrolled down. Below the picture was a few lines of text. My stomach tightened. I felt nauseous. My hand started to shake.

The message said:

"If you do not hurry, she will pay with her life. The clock is ticking Yoongi. It never waits, and neither do I."

Simple, concise and fatal. Just like me.