'How was the shooting today? ' Hobi poked me in the side. I looked at him dazedly as I rummaged through the food in front of me.

'Nothing interesting '

'Nothing interesting? ' he laughed. I couldn't pay attention to my best friend right now. My eyes searched for D. He was still sitting next to me, but it was as if he was sitting further away from me. I frowned. Then I thought about it. Why does this bother me?

'Is something wrong? ' he asked coolly. I shook my head silently. He nodded.

'But it would.' I said quietly, changing my mind. He raised his eyebrows questioningly.

'I don't think I would, but I don't care.' he said dismissively, then took a bite of his sandwich.

'Why now...? '

'SHUT UP! ' he shouted at me and slammed on the table. All eyes were on us. I put my head down. I must have been imagining things in the shooting room. In fact, I'm sure of it! I'm sleep-deprived and exhausted. I should get more sleep. That must be the problem. Ah, it's that damn mattress! It's tearing my back apart.

'Is everything okay, Yana? ' whispered Hobi in my ear.

'I'm just a little exhausted, that's all.' I replied silently. The boy just nodded in agreement. For once I was grateful to him.

After that, I had 1 month of non-stop training. Every day I started the day with RM and ended it with RT. I learned a lot from them and they helped me a lot. Sometimes I had to go in to V to treat some of our injured members who got hurt during something. It could be during training or a fight from a meeting. V and I had become quite good friends. Apart from Hobi, he was the other person very close to me, but I didn't dare tell him about my father or my past. I was afraid of what he would say. I was afraid that if he found out, he would never speak to me again. And I didn't want to lose him.

'You don't go to therapy every day anymore. What happened to you? ' said V, sucking my blood.

'Come on V! I'm going to be able to go to the exercises with you now anyway! ' I smiled at him, 'You'll see how dangerous I really am! '

'You? Don't make me laugh! You wouldn't dare hurt a bug! '

'Don't always bring that up! It was just a one-time incident! It won't happen again! ' Tae held his stomach and laughed at me, then suddenly his hand slid over my arm. I was surprised at his touch. He noticed it too.

'Um... sorry. Umm... I-I-I have to go... I'll-I'll see you later today. Bye! ' she blurted out in confusion and then ran out. What was that? Never mind, because now my best friend had replaced V, who happily stepped in to see me.

'How is my favourite little girl today?' he hugged me with a big smile on his face.

'I'm fine Hobi. To you, to what do I owe this great pleasure?' I measured him with a smile. I loved him at this time, he was like a little happiness bomb, ready to explode at any moment and cover me with sugar cubes just to make me happy!

'I have good news!' he sat down on my bed and patted the mattress next to him. I took his place and watched him curiously. 'Today I received an order to take you with me to our meeting today!' he said happily.

'Me?' I frowned.

'YES, YOU! Agust D said it would be a good experience for you before you officially become a rookie! ' I lowered my head. D ordered this... I haven't seen him since the fall except when we ate. But we didn't talk then either. We're both in our own little worlds and that was fine. Then I remembered something.

'D's not coming with us, is he?'

'What were you thinking? Do you think I'm just going to let you go unsupervised? ' Agust D himself came through my door.