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cold metal steel

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cjcdswriting
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I may have gone a little overboard
with the mood boards okay it's not my fault pinterest has be in a chokehold atm

𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐀 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋.
𝟏𝟏/𝟎𝟔/𝟏𝟗𝟗𝟖 state of Indiana

── ･ ｡ﾟ ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺ . ･ ──

—> 𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐈𝐄 , Lana Del Rey
—> 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐆 , Lana Del Rey
—> 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄 , Lana Del Rey
—> 𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 , Lana Del Rey
—> 𝟏𝟑 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 , Lana Del Rey
𝐒𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐜 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞: (young) Kelli Russell , Kate Hudson as Penny Lane ...

𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄 : I need a step by step guide on how to achieve this level of stylishness.

If the world ended I'd have the perfect excuse to literally become whoever I wanted and no one would be allowed to give a shit

BTW (if you think of any other face claims/ways to visualise her/music that gives her vibes throughout my story LET ME KNOW I'd be so happy to add them to this list! <33)

—> 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 , Fleetwood Mac
—> 𝐋𝐔𝐍𝐀 , Smashing Pumpkins
—> 𝐓𝐕 , Billie Eilish
—> 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐈 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑? , Billie Eilish
—> 𝐒𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐇 , Alex G
—> 𝐌𝐈𝐒 , Alex G
—> 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊 , Imogen Heap
—> 𝐒𝐘𝐌𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐀 𝐈𝐗 , Current Joys
—> 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 , Mitski
—> 𝐒𝐎 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇 , Doja Cat
—> 𝟒 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐓 , Doja Cat
—> 𝐈 𝐁𝐄𝐓 𝐎𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐃𝐎𝐆𝐒 , Mitski

If we could find a reason
a reason to change standing in
the pouring rain. —

// CIGARETTE DAYDREAMS

—> 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝟐 , Pinegrove
—> 𝐓𝐄𝐊 𝐈𝐓 , Cafuné
—> 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 , Foo Fighters
—> 𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐒 , Hole

—> 𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐄 𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐃 , GroupLove
—> 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄
𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑 , Mac Demarco

𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐌𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐥 , the walking dead :

—> 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐍𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐀𝐒𝐓 , Blood Orange
—> 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐒 , Slowdive
—> 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄/𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 , Mitski
—> 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐁𝐘𝐄 , Dream
—> 𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐓𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐓 , Phoebe Bridgers
—> 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 , Young The Giant

—> 𝐏𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇 , Ethal Cain
—> 𝐒𝐔𝐍 𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 , Ethal Cain

Guys there is so many songs I want
to add but it's taking up so much fricking
space so let's move on

{𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐋 𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒} of course <3 
(Literally any song by Alex G and
I'll die on that hill)

NOTES

Disclaimers

as some of you may know I came up with the storyline and wrote the first version of this when i was twelve..

for reference I'm fourteen now and rewriting !! (I'm not on 14 year old mourningveil writing level LMFAO but that's the dream my biggest inspiration !!)

i know my writing isn't the greatest, i just want to share my love for writing and hopefully get better.

Also I quite literally despise myself every day for naming the OC in a CARL GRIMES fanfic literally CARLA?? Like Carla i love but for some reason creativity flew out the window. I was that desperate to write a story I couldn't even think of a name

TriggerWarnings

mention of SH
description of rape / SA
foul language
intimacy
blood and gore
death, suicide and murder
depression & other
mention of mental
illness.

Recommendations

mourningveil
disturbedia
neverclear
alluringwillow
MayGarner

They are literally Wattpad royalty,
go read their stories if you
haven't already.

Category

Angst / Fluff / Slowburn
Carl Grimes fanfic <3

Credits

Carl Grimes is not my character, he's written by Scott Gimple adapted by Robert Kirkman, and (as much as i'd love to because why tf did he end up dead hello potential wastage) I do not own his character so all credits go to Scott and Robert!

Same goes with AMCs The Walking Dead.
this fic is based off of the events in twd and will be mostly cannon, (apart from some parts) but i do not own it or the storyline <3

"It only took a few days for the bombing to subsume. And when it did, i packed all my shit, stole maps from the car bonnet and told myself i'd survive longer than any other being left out there. Twelve years old, i set off into the worlds end with no one other than myself, and nothing other than an overpacked backpack and a knife."

𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 : 05/06/2024 Started writing this rewrite : 01/01/2024 (literally a year ago help me now) 𝐑𝐞𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 : 09/01/2024 Finished Writing : idk if the day will ever come

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