(No one's pov)

Jungkook woke up and saw no one was with him. He got up and made his way to the kitchen and found a note on the counter from Jimin.

'I made something for you. Don't worry about classes my mom let you take the rest of the week off. I'll be back after school is done. I love you❤
                                           -Jimin'

Jungkook sighed and took out the food and heated it up. He never really liked staying home alone, but it's better than dealing with him. Jungkook put the food down on the table and turned on the tv. Boring day, just great.

Jimin had just gotten into class when everyone Jungkook was close with came over to him asking what was wrong. He explained that he isn't the person to tell them and sat down. It was going to be a long day.

The teacher walked in and silenced everyone. Everyone was quiet while she took attendance for the class. She called out everyone's name and they all answered.

"Jeon Jungkook?"

"He's out Lia. He's sick."

"Ok, can you come get his work after class?"

"Of course."

Jimin was glaring at Taehyung the entire time. Something was different than what he expected though, after all of the break ups Jimin has seen him go through this was only one where he looked visibly upset. Maybe that wasn't even the reason but it was still odd. At some point in the class Taehyung just left and hid in the bathroom.

He punched the mirror and watched the blood pour down his hand. One day, one goddamn day and he already regrets everything. He has never been this worried about someone's well being, but the fact that he isn't here the day after hurts. He needs to know that Jungkook is ok. Sure Jimin sent that picture yesterday but what about now?

"Hey...it's ok. I'm right here, you're safe..."

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry."

"Kookie...what are you sorry for?"

Jungkook took a few minutes to calm down then looked up at Taehyung while wiping tears from his eyes.

"It's nothing. It's nothing. I'm fine, yep fine..."

Taehyung held Jungkook's wrist. "Love, something is wrong and I want to help. Let me look, just in case."

He gently pulled up Jungkook's sleeve and was horrified with what he saw. There were several thin lines with scabs forming on them. Taehyung dropped to his knees, still holding Jungkook's arm. He didn't know why Jungkook was doing this, but he knew he had to stop it. He loves-wait no he doesn't love Jungkook, he is just a pleasure pawn....but he does care about him.

"Dammit..!"

He took out his phone and went through, sent a apology text and deleted each ex's phone number after blocking them. He got to Irene's contract and took a deep breath before doing the same. He only kept Jungkook's contact and his other friends. He looked through their conversation and all those stupid feelings were coming back again.

TaeTae❤
I'm sorry Kook..
Sending....
Error

Bun🐰❤ has blocked you

Taehyung sighed and put his phone away. He shouldn't be surprised, Jungkook has every right to hate him right now. He got up off the bathroom floor and talked to himself in the mirror to calm himself down, but it didn't work.

All he could think about was Jungkook.

"Tae, look!"

"I see baby, it's beautiful."

Taehyung hugged Jungkook from behind and kissed his cheek while Jungkook pointed at the fish.

"Umm.....are the two of you bestfriends or family maybe?"

"Yes because friends and family kiss like that, definitely."

"How disrespectful! Learn to respect your elders!"

"You know what I find 'disrespectful'? A person trying to intrude on our personal affairs. You don't know us. Now if you want to put that respect to some use, then just leave and let us enjoy our date."

"The nerve of young people!"

Taehyung fell back against the wall and gripped his head with tears running down his cheeks.

"Excuse me, have you seen-Kookie?"

"Huh?"

"Oh my god you're ok.

Without thinking Taehyung hugged him as tight as he could. Words couldn't describe how worried he was about him.

"What are you..."

"I was so worried. Don't do that again."

"But Irene...."

"She's just a jealous ex, nothing more."

"Ok, I'm so-"

"No, stop. Don't apologize, let's just go."

Taehyung took a deep breath and got up. He held out a hand for Jungkook who blinked at him.

All those memories, how could he betray him like this.

Taehyung's heart stopped when he got closer though. He saw a random guy sucking on Jungkook's neck and Jungkook looking like he was enjoying it. He pulled Jungkook into his arms and kept him there.

"What the hell man, I was going to get some ass tonight!"

"Well pick someone who DOESN'T have a boyfriend."

"Why'd you do thaat."

Taehyung held him in place and shook him lightly. "I should be asking you the same thing. What the fuck were you thinking!?"

"Don't act like you don't do the same thing!"

"Kook you're drunk, you don't know what you're talking about."

"I dooo, I saw you with that guyy."

"*sigh* hopefully you are the type to forget what happened the day before."

Taehyung kept yelling for it to stop as he was running out of the building.

"What the hell is your deal Taehyung!?"

"Nothing. I'm fine."

"No, something is wrong. You aren't like this."

Taehyung shoved him back harshly.  "Dammit Jungkook just shut up! Why don't you ever just leave me the fuck alone!?"

"What...do you.."

"Don't you get it?! I don't want you, I never did. All I wanted from you was a good fuck. That's all you are to me, just a person I could get in bed with."

"Taehyung..."

"Just fucking go, looks like I have to EVERYTHING myself! We are over, say anything and I will tell EVERYONE that the reason we split up was you cheating!"

"CHEATING!? YOU THINK I COULD EVER CHEAT?! I thought you trusted me Taehyung, I knew about the shit you did with the exes but I stayed with you anyways because I thought we could work it out. I thought you actually loved me...but you're nothing but a fucking monster who uses people for his own fucking gain!"

"Says the one who let his best friend mark him!"

"Dammit Taehyung just shut up...congratulations you no longer have me weighing you down. Go fuck around as much as you want, I don't care anymore..."

"Better than being stuck here with you."

"I hope you get a fucking STD."

"And I hope that everyone fucking leaves you. After all who will love someone like you."

He still remembers the look in Jungkook's eyes. The look of absolute betrayal and hurt. To be honest he didn't know why he went that far, he could have just said that he didn't love him anymore. Taehyung wiped the tears from his eyes and tried to gulp down the urge to cry.

"Why did you give me all of your trust.. Why did you fall for me, you could have anyone why me!?"

Taehyung threw everything around his house before falling down on his knees, sobbing loudly.

"Why...why did you make me fall inlove with you...how were you able to break down those walls..."

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