(No one's pov)

Today was another one of those days. He was sitting in his bedroom, the door locked, crying on the floor while watching old videos of him and Jimin. He wished he could go back in time to fix what happened. He wanted to force Jimin to stay with him, no matter if it resulted in a fight.

Fuck it, he couldn't love anyone else. Not after what he and Jimin went through together. They went through hell to get to that point, they were made for each other.

No matter how much it messed up their family he needed to break up with Taehyung. It's pointless to stay in a relationship where they both don't feel the same way. He knew it would break Taehyung but he just can't do this.

"I'm sorry...I can't fucking do this..."

Taehyung on the other hand was busy downstairs since their son was at a sleepover and the house needed cleaned. He wasn't going to ask Jungkook to help him either because he's a good boyfriend and knows that during these episodes Jungkook won't move.

He suddenly heard the sound of something breaking against the wall and ran upstairs, worried that something happened.

"Are you ok!?"

"No, just leave me the fuck alone!"

Taehyung reached out to gently hold him. "Jungkook, I can't do that. I can't leave you alone, especially like this."

"Don't touch me!"

"What's going on with you?"

"I-I'm....breaking up with you...."

Taehyung felt like his whole world shattered at that exact moment, he thought they were doing good now. As much as he wanted to deny it, he was actually crying over this. He loved Jungkook's more than anything else.

"What...?"

"I can't get over him I fucking can't! He was the love of my life and he's gone! I want him back...." Jungkook sobbed. "I want to be with him again...."

Jungkook slowly got up and went over to the nightstand, with a dead look in his eyes. He opened the small drawer and pulled out a small box before handing it to Taehyung.

Nothing mattered now, nothing at all. He just wanted to see Jimin again, he wanted to be by his side again. He walked over to the balcony outside and hoped onto the edge, just sitting there, dangling his legs.

He couldn't hear anything other than the cars down below, not even Taehyung begging him to come back inside.

"I'm sorry Taehyung...."

He closed his eyes and waited to hit the ground. At some point he opened his eyes and saw Taehyung holding him tightly while crying into his back.

"Let me go....I want to be with him...."

"No! I'm not letting you end your life, I fucking love you so much, why would I want to let you get hurt.."

Jungkook finally broke his trance and began crying again while gripping onto Taehyung's hand tightly. Taehyung gently ran his fingers through Jungkook's hair and whispered into his ear.

A few minutes later he heard soft snores coming from Jungkook and laid him down into bed. He got up to leave the room but got held back because of the strong grip Jungkook had on his hand.

"Stay Hyungie..."

~The next morning~

Jungkook woke up in Taehyung's arms and sat up. All the memories of yesterday flooded into his mind and he wanted to apologize. He shouldn't have said that to Taehyung.

Taehyung shifted a bit and opened his eyes to see Jungkook staring up at him. He sat up and got out of bed.

"I'm sorry, I'll pack my things and leave. Once I have a place to live we'll figure something out for Yeonjun."

"No Taehyung wait..."

"What!? You want to add something to hurt me more!? Let me catch a fucking break Jungkook!"

"No....I wanted to apologize. I didn't mean what I said yesterday. I wasn't in the right mind, I'm sorry." Jungkook said.

"Let's talk downstairs I really don't want to do something stupid."

"Ok.."

Taehyung went downstairs, slamming the door behind him. Jungkook flopped down onto the floor and picked up his broken phone. Lucky for it him it was just cracked, nothing too serious. A few minutes later he went downstairs and sat next to Taehyung at the island.

"Look Jungkook, I think it would be best if you go see a therapist or hell even write a song about it to let all of your feelings out. I can't get that close to losing you again."

"O-Oh....umm...would a album work, I'm not good with therapists..."

"That is completely fine. Bring one song to me later once you finish it, ok?"

"Yea ok.."

A few hours later Jungkook came downstairs with his notebook in hand and sat on the sofa next to Taehyung who was doing work on his computer. He handed the note book over to Taehyung while awkwardly playing with his fingers.

Taehyung looked over the lyrics and could finally tell how much Jimin impacted his life. How much he needed him in his life. It made him feel sad for even thinking about breaking the two of them up.

I got my driver's license last week
Just like we always talked about
'Cause you were so excited for me
To finally be able to drive us around
But today I drove through the suburbs
Crying 'cause you were not where to be found

And you're probably with those angels
Who always made me believe
They are so elegant and pretty
What's it like to be that free?
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
'Cause how could I ever love someone else?

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you think that I'm okay now that you're gone
I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

And my now partner tired
Of hearing how much I miss you, but
I kinda feel sorry for him
'Cause he'll never know you the way that I do, yeah
Today I drove through the suburbs
And pictured I was driving home to you

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you think that I'm okay now that you're gone
I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

Red lights, stop signs
I still see your face in the white cars, front yards
Can't drive past the places we used to go to
'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
Sidewalks we crossed
I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing
Over all the noise
God, I'm so blue, know we're through
But I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you think that I'm okay now that you're gone
'Cause you said forever, now I drive with Hyung past your street
'Cause you said forever, now I drive with Hyung past your street
Yeah, you said forever, now I drive with Hyung past your street

Taehyung hugged Jungkook as tight as he could and put the notebook on the table. "Don't worry, we'll get through this together."

All the titles fit Jungkook so much that it hurt, but all he can do is try. Try to help him at any cost. Try to be there for him.

Jungkook hugged him tightly and closed his eyes. For once he felt safe and not like he needed to hide anything. It was an amazing feeling.

"Taehyung...."

"Yes?"

"I love you."

"Koo...so do I. But with the way you've been lately are you sure that's a good thing to say?"

"Yes, I'm sure. You were right, this made me feel better...I'm sorry."

"Hey, why don't we go on a little date. Yeonjun is spending the weekend at Yoongi's after all."

"Ok, I'm good with that."

"Oh and Jungkook, thank you."

"For what?" Jungkook asked.

"For existing."

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