so yea, for some reasons, I can't sleep last night. probably because the skin rashes that cover my two arms entirely (omg I am not even joking about this). they are so itchy and I can't stop scratching them (I applied the cream already but still itchy). that's why I got scratches that bled all over me BUT actually, the pain during the shower is cool. I kind of enjoy it

I know many people are shouting for me to see a doctor but that is part of my life, guys. I always have some sort of bad skin condition and bad health condition so I don't know what to say. warm welcome to my life I guess

ANYWAY, that is not the main point of this page. just ignore that above and no need to worry about me. because I couldn't sleep, I got a lot of random thoughts that I figured I should share. so, there we go:

- there is a festival/tradition that american and british guys celebrate/follow. they need to sacrifice something, I remember? I always think that their sacrifices are not generous enough. If I needed to sacrifice something, I would sacrifice something that would be big enough to show my sincere. I would sacrifice my choice to eat dinosaurs. for my entire life, I cannot eat them. sincere enough?

- when you get big on any social media ever, NEVER EVER forget your fans. don't be like "oh, I am big enough so I am not grateful" "I am so busy so I don't reply to their fan messages". ALWAYS reply (if not all of them, at least most of them). some fans may be stressing over writing one but finally finding the courage to do so. they may be thinking about it for a long time. don't disappoint them. they are one of the most important reasons why you are who you are now. be grateful. of course, content matters. but they showed your support or you wouldn't be having so much love. on another note, thank you guys for so much support <3 thank you guys for all the dms that I have received, telling me how much you love my work (I replied all of them) <3 thank you guys for being so lovely and being you. more works of mine are coming

- I really want to know how to draw!!!!!!!!!!! I want to draw my own cast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

- why am I still on wattpad? I still have exams

- oh my gosh, I can finally get my school tablet back :D life without my tablet is sad :(

- beastars is actually so good. a bit nsfw (cough) but oh my gosh, it is so good

- the song drama between driver's license and skin is soooooo silly and funny LMFAO. had a great laugh

- got a lot of cute couple animal wallpapers. had to hide them though because I am scared that my mum thought I changed my mind about being ace. she had been persuading me for so long LMAO

other smbs: usually venting or random chatting

my smb: 

you guys like my smb, right? they are entertaining most of the time? or is the content boring? but lmao yea I am vibing all along

I had a lot more thoughts but I FORGOT so, sadly, I can't share more