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Do you know those buildings that as you grew up always remain untouched and abandoned? Well, untouched they were until we turned fifteen and started to destroy lots of things that came into our sight.

This place is one. It was an old factory that has been abandoned since I was born and many many years before. We just made a home out of it, kinda.

We cut the fence when we were fifteen to simply explore the forbidden area but it quickly became a place we came to escape our shitty little town.

I sit on the couch with Minho right beside me, most of the furniture here was brought from different places. Like Hyunjin's family's storage of 'old junk' which isn't really old or junk as his mom gets tired of the look of their house every other year.

Speaking of the devil, Hyunjin walks in with an unfamiliar boy beside him "Guys, this is Chan and before you talk shit he brought booze"

We all share looked at each other "Cool" Changbin says.

It was kind of a thing that we didn't allow people in our circle. Not that a lot of people wanted in, but we like to keep a big ego and imagine it's because they just think we're too cool for them when in reality we're just fucked up teenagers with bad reputations.

Chan sits down on one of the chairs and everyone grabs a beer that he happily (hopefully) supplied for us.

"So are you like some pedo who wants to hang with a bunch of degenerate teens?" Minho asks and I laugh loudly.

"Are you being dumb or do you just not pay attention to your surroundings?" I playfully say to Minho who looks at me confused. "Chan has science with you"

Minho looks at Chan and chuckles nervously "My bad, I assumed since you bought the beer"

"There's something called a fake I.D.," Changbin says.

"It's all good, you wouldn't recognize me either way since you only sleep in that class"

"Hey, I get very tired after lunch" Minho defends himself.

Chan wasn't a bad guy or maybe it was the alcohol that made us all let loose a little bit. The more I drink, the more I felt myself slump in my seat and next thing you know I was close to Minho as we laugh about how when he came out to his mom she tried her best to give him the safe sex talk in both ways because she wasn't sure if he was bottom or top.

"And what are you?" Chan asks and it wasn't something any of us asked so we all look to Minho and he chuckles lowly and glances at me for a moment.

"Why do you want to find out?"

Chan's eyes widen "Oh, um—"

"Don't do that to him, he's also happily bisexual" Hyunjin states and for some reason this made me swallow harshly as I look back and forth between him and Minho.

"Since you are now in the group, we don't allow relationships between each other" I slur a bit and Changbin laughs.

"Jisung, we never said that—were all straight friends with one bisexual"

Minho scoffs "Don't say it like it's a problem, you all love me because I keep things interesting. You never know if I'll start making out with a guy or steal the girl you've been rizzing up all night from you"

True. Annoyingly very true.

"Has that happened?" Chan asked.

"Sadly," I said, looking at Minho and he smirks.

"Is my princess jealous?"

I grimace "Hardly, but you did leave me with some girl who was very handsy while you got sucked off by the girl Hyunjin had his eyes on all night"

"Bro code was broken that night and I'm still pissed, mostly because you rated her head game 3/5 and I had higher hopes for her," Hyunjin says and everyone laughs, except for me.

I quickly tuned out the conversation as I felt more sleepy by the minute.

I don't know how much time passed or if any passed at all before I felt a hot breath on my ear "Tired?"

I look to Minho and nod, still hearing the other three go back and forth. "Very"

"I can drive you back, I didn't drink that much"

I nod and he stands up, holding out his hand for me to take and I grab it happily.

"Don't mind them, they are practically lovers" Hyunjin says and I flip him off "Platonic of course, Jisung just randomly got Maya to finally see him and she is a thousand percent obsessed"

I didn't bother adding to the conversation even when the topic was about me. I just allowed Minho to walk me out of the place.

The moonlight shone down on us and I now realize I hadn't let go of his hand but I didn't drop it as a part of me yearned for some type of contact in this moment.

Minho opens the passenger door "In you go" he says softly and I chuckle, getting and that's when our hands separate and as he closes the door I sigh lowly.

"I can't go home, my mom would be more upset with me," I say as Minho gets in, I turn to him "Can I please stay at yours?"

Minho laughs "You don't have to ask me Ji, my place is yours"

I frown and sit back as we drive away, the sound of the radio playing lightly as we sit in comfortable silence.

Getting to his house and sneaking in as quietly as we could. Once we got to his room I strip lazily out of my shirt before jumping on his bed.

I heard his laughter and I look at him "I'm so tired" I groan.

Minho shushes me "My moms sleeping, Ji"

I slap my hand over my mouth, shutting myself up and he throws a pair of shorts at me and I get up and kick off my jeans but that didn't go as planned as I fell straight on my ass. Minho bursts into a fit of laughter.

"Funny, I know, now help me you dick"

Minho walks to me and helps me up, I put on the shorts and he stares at me "Your such a big baby when you're drunk"

I sit at the edge of the bed "You love taking care of drunk me, admit it"

Minho hums "Maybe a little but not when you are overly emotional because you're an ugly crier"

I scoff "That's fucked"

Minho shakes his head "I'm kidding, I don't mind taking care of you" He says and starts to change. Starting with his shirt that he sloppily throws onto his desk chair.

I didn't realize that I'd gone quiet until he looks at me "Cat got your tongue?"

I throw myself back and stare at the ceiling, choosing to ignore his words. I hug my body and try to relieve this sudden need for physical touch.

I felt the blanket pull lightly from under me and I turn my head to see a new half-naked Minho "I would love to lay down and get just as comfy as you" He says sarcastically and I roll my eyes and scoot to the other side of the bed.

Minho and I had plenty of sleepovers and we always slept in the same bed. Some guys wouldn't even dare to do that but we didn't mind it since we have since we were young and it's never been a problem.

I lay on my back and Minho lays on his side, facing me. Something was weird, something felt awkward.

"Why are you being weird?" I turn my head and look at him. My silver-haired friend gives me a soft smirk.

"I'm not being anything but normal right now"

"That's exactly what you would say when you're being awkward"

I turn my body to him now "Happy?"

Minho laughs "I meant the vibes you're giving off are weird"

"Sorry let me just make my 'vibes' cool and sexy" I put my arm up in the air and start flexing.

"Ew" Minho says with a small laugh "Not sexy nor cool but I'll give it to you sweetheart"

I put my arm down and stare into his eyes "Don't call me that" I said softly.

"It's cute," Minho said "Just like you"  I frown and lay on my back again. I felt Minho shift beside me and I turn to see him now leaning in his arm as he looks down at me "If it bothers you, I'll stop"

I look away "It doesn't," I said lowly.

"Huh? I didn't hear you" He says sarcastically and I look at him and push him lightly, making him laugh.

It was my turn to look down at him "It doesn't bother me, happy?"

Minho smiles "Very happy"

I didn't realize our position until now. I leaned beside him and his right arm was snaked under my arm, grazing my naked side.

I swallow harshly "Don't ditch me tomorrow and just join us"

Minho's mood shifts "I'm not in the party mood Ji"

I sigh loudly "But I feel safer when you go" I admitted to him.

He looks at me softly and before I knew it, he nods "Fine"

I'm in love with this Minho.

There, I said it.

i've written Minho in many ways but this might be my favorite, idk something about him.

Also next update will be... interesting and i'm excited for everyone's reactions but also scared