❆ Chapter 8 - Charlotte
Charlotte sat at the small desk in her childhood bedroom, staring at the unfinished painting in front of her. The image was bold but fragmented, an explosion of color swirling with restless energy. Her brushes sat in a jar of murky water, untouched for the past twenty minutes as she leaned back, her head resting against the chair. The room was quiet, save for the faint ticking of the clock on the wall.
She'd tried to lose herself in the work—to let the chaos in her mind spill onto the canvas. But no matter how much she painted, the knot of tension in her chest remained. Her laptop sat open on the desk beside her, emails from her agent in New York glaring back at her.
"Charlotte," one email read, "I've spoken to the gallery owner. They're interested in the new series, but they need a firm commitment. Can we confirm the January timeline?"
Confirm. Commit. Two words Charlotte wasn't sure she could wrap her head around right now. New York had always been her dream, but the idea of going back—to the noise, the pressure, the memories of a broken engagement—made her stomach churn. She closed the laptop with a sigh, shutting out the demands of a life she wasn't sure she wanted anymore.
"Charlotte!" her mother's voice called from downstairs, sharp and impatient.
"Yeah?" Charlotte answered, already bracing herself.
"Are you coming down for lunch, or are you too busy with your... painting?" The word 'painting' was laced with thinly veiled disdain.
"I'll be down in a minute," Charlotte called back, gritting her teeth. She swiped a hand over her face, willing herself to stay calm.
When she finally made her way downstairs, the atmosphere was thick with tension. Her mother was setting the table, and Cecily, her twin sister, sat at the counter scrolling on her phone.
"You've been cooped up in that room all morning," her mother said, her tone accusatory. "You could at least help out around the house. Cecily's been running errands all day."
Charlotte bit back a retort. "I'll help with dinner," she offered instead, trying to keep the peace.
Cecily glanced up from her phone with a smug smile. "You might want to take a break from painting, Char. Didn't you say you're trying to figure out your next move? Maybe you should focus on that instead."
Charlotte's jaw tightened. "I'll figure it out. Thanks for the advice, Cecily."
Their mother sighed dramatically, setting down a plate with more force than necessary. "You have so much potential, Charlotte. It's just frustrating to see you... floundering. Why don't you take Cecily's lead and find something more stable? Something real."
"My work is real," Charlotte said, her voice sharper than she intended. "Just because it doesn't look like Cecily's nine-to-five doesn't mean it's not valid."
Her mother's lips pressed into a thin line, and Cecily raised an eyebrow, clearly enjoying the exchange.
Charlotte's father, silent until now, looked up from his newspaper. "Enough, everyone. Can we have one meal without this?"
Charlotte pushed back her chair, her appetite gone. "Maybe I'll eat in my room," she muttered, grabbing a piece of bread from the counter before fleeing upstairs.
Back in her room, she closed the door and leaned against it, exhaling slowly. Her gaze fell on the painting again, the unfinished strokes now seeming more like a reflection of her life than an artistic choice. With a sigh, she picked up her phone, scrolling aimlessly until an idea struck her. She needed to get out, even if just for a while.
Fifteen minutes later, she was bundled up and walking into town. The crisp December air bit at her cheeks, but the movement felt good. She passed shop windows adorned with Christmas decorations, the twinkling lights a sharp contrast to the weight she carried. She let her feet guide her, and before long, she found herself standing outside Grace's bookstore.
The bell above the door jingled as she stepped inside, the warm, familiar scent of books enveloping her. Grace was behind the counter, her glasses perched on her nose as she flipped through a ledger. She looked up when she heard the bell, her face lighting up with a smile that sent a flicker of warmth through Charlotte's chest.
"Charlotte," Grace said, setting the book aside. "Hi. I didn't expect to see you today."
"Hi," Charlotte said, suddenly feeling a little self-conscious. "I hope I'm not interrupting."
"Not at all," Grace said, leaning back in her chair. "What brings you in?"
Charlotte hesitated for a moment before stepping closer to the counter. "I was actually wondering if you'd like to grab that coffee now. If you're feeling up to it, I mean."
Grace blinked, clearly caught off guard. "Oh," she said, then glanced down at her hands as if considering. When she looked back up, her smile was softer, warmer. "Yeah, I think I'd like that."
Charlotte felt her shoulders relax, the tension from the morning beginning to ebb away. "Great. There's a place a few doors down. I'll treat you this time."
Grace laughed, reaching for her coat. "Deal. Let me just lock up."
As they stepped out into the cold together, Charlotte couldn't help but feel a small spark of hope. The weight of the morning—her family's criticism, her own self-doubt—felt a little lighter. Maybe, just maybe, this was the start of something good.
The café was warm and inviting, with the scent of coffee mingling with the faint sweetness of baked goods. Grace picked a corner table by the window, her hands cradling a steaming cup of tea as she glanced at Charlotte across from her.
"So," Grace began, her voice light but curious, "how are you settling back into town?"
Charlotte took a sip of her latte, mulling over the question. "It's... a lot," she admitted. "Being back in this house, around my family—it feels like stepping into a time capsule. Everything's the same, and yet I feel completely different."
Grace tilted her head slightly. "Different how?"
Charlotte hesitated, unsure how much to share. "I think New York changed me," she said finally. "It was my dream for so long, and when I got there, it wasn't exactly what I imagined. But it was still my life. Coming back here... it's like I don't quite fit anymore."
Grace nodded, her expression thoughtful. "I get that. Sometimes I feel like I'm standing still while everyone else is moving forward. But maybe... not fitting is okay. It means you've grown."
Charlotte smiled faintly, appreciating Grace's perspective. "What about you? Have you always wanted to stay here?"
Grace shrugged, tracing the rim of her cup with her finger. "I used to think about leaving, especially when I was younger. But this town feels like home, even when it frustrates me. And the bookstore—it's my little corner of the world. It's enough most days."
"Most days?" Charlotte prompted gently.
Grace glanced away, a flicker of vulnerability crossing her face. "Sometimes it's hard, feeling like life is passing you by. But I try to focus on the things that make me happy. Like my books. And my dog." She smiled softly. "Small joys, you know?"
Charlotte's chest tightened at the quiet strength in Grace's words. "I think you're amazing, Grace," she said, the words slipping out before she could second-guess them. "The way you've built a life here—it's inspiring."
Grace's cheeks flushed, and she ducked her head. "I don't know about that, but thanks."
For a moment, they sat in comfortable silence, the sounds of the café buzzing softly around them. Charlotte felt a sense of calm she hadn't experienced in weeks, as if the storm in her mind had quieted just a little.
Finally, Grace shifted, her expression hesitant. "Charlotte... I've never really talked about this with anyone, but I think you should know."
Charlotte frowned slightly. "Know what?"
Grace took a breath, her fingers tightening around her cup. "I stay here because I'm scared to leave. Because of my chair. I have primary progressive MS. It's... unpredictable. Some days are better than others, but it's always there."
Charlotte's eyes widened slightly. "Grace, I didn't... I had no idea. I'm so sorry you're going through that."
"It's okay," Grace said, her voice steady but soft. "I don't bring it up a lot because people tend to see the chair first and me second. But I wanted you to know because... well, you're important to me."
Charlotte felt a lump rise in her throat. "Thank you for telling me," she said quietly. "And for what it's worth, I see you, Grace. Not the chair, not the MS—just you."
Grace's smile trembled slightly, and for a moment, her eyes shone with unshed tears. "That means a lot. More than I can say."
The air between them felt charged, but not with awkwardness. It was a shared understanding, a quiet connection that ran deeper than words. For the first time in a long while, Charlotte felt like she'd found something real.
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