𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 !
𝟢𝟣𝟢，𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝗂𝗌𝗄, 𝗂'𝗆 𝗀𝗈𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗂𝗍
𝗌𝗈𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅 𝗆𝖾𝖽𝗂𝖺 𝗑 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾

𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐌 . . .

𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽 !

♥ 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒 𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝𝐲𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝟑𝟕𝟐 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌．
𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫     𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄 𝗂'𝗆 𝖼𝗈𝗈𝗄𝖾𝖽

𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬...

𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐝𝐞     knew this would happen
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒
   ⤿   𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫     hate when ur
always right
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞     okay but her eyes are so stunning
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞     i want her so bad it hurts
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒
   ⤿   𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞     you're so real for this
        𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐤𝐧𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐲     babes you ARE cooked
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒
   ⤿   𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫     😔😟😣😰
        𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒  

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞     𝗂 need some context girl
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞     no way out of this situation mate!
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒
   ⤿   𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫     oh well! i'll do it
for the plot!
        𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒
   ⤿   𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝𝐲𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧     things r gonna get
messy and im so here for it
        𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞     respectfully i'm looking at em
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞     i feel so special being on her finsta
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒
   ⤿   𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫     u are special ml 💕
        𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐦     is this cooked situation gonna lead
to a new banger from u
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒
   ⤿   𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫     shall i take that
risk and do it?
        𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞     caption is me when i'm doing a science test
𝟣𝗁𝗋 𝖺𝗀𝗈   𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒

𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬...

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 . . .

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐀𝐓 𝐎𝐍 her comfy, warm bed. Her hair tied back in a messy bun, glasses on her face and her lyric-note book before her. A pen lay beside her and her pink acoustic guitar rested on her lap.

Looking at the set-up before her only gave the pop singer a wave of nostalgia, mostly because she hadn't touched her guitar or her lyric book in over a year.

Why? Well there hasn't been anything interesting enough in her life to write about.

However, when she laid her eyes on Nicholas' chocolate brown ones, she felt like she could write a whole album based upon his personality, looks and oh my days his personality. Just him in general was album perfection.

Yes, she had a boyfriend, but he wasn't much of a muse because he was barely around. So with her feeling lonely and Nicholas being charming, her muse was right there.

However, writing a song about Nicholas was risky. That was because if she posted it, she had a feeling that people would automatically realise it was about him and not her boyfriend.

On the other hand, a part of her didn't care. Yes, she would be scared, but in life sometimes you just have to let things flow and take the risk, and that's when the idea came to her.

Risk.

Nicholas practically corrupted her own thoughts that all she thought of was him. It's as if he was the drug and she was the addict.

The girl obviously knew there would be consequences and possibly a downfall in her career for wanting someone when she was forbidden, but she didn't care because she knew that her own boyfriend was throwing himself out there to other women.

What she hated was that she didn't break up with him the first time it happened, but at that time she was afraid, scared and guilty.

People had warned her what he was like yet she went for him. Oh, how she wished she could turn back in time and run.

But, no, she didn't, because she wanted to prove to people that he could change.

Instead, she was wrong and with the brunette girl being a person who stays out of drama, she stayed silent to keep his image. She stayed silent and let him be a cruel, horrible person towards her.

However, her naive self thought he would change. After every single argument they had over the same situation, he would whisper words to her which now she realised were absolutely meaningless.

He didn't love her. He never did. All she was to him was a pretty girl to show off.

It's completely different when it comes to Nicholas. That's because he makes her feel seen. He makes her feel special.

He isn't horrible, instead he's kind. He isn't manipulative, instead he's ingenuous. Most of all, he's sweet and perfect. He's the one she wants now.

Yes, it could be bad, but she wants to find out. She wanted to jump in the deep end and let the risk engulf her. She really wanted this and she wasn't kidding.

She wished he was here in her bedroom, holding her in his arms. She had met him a week ago, but now without him everything was hopelessly boring. That's how invested she was in him.

In that moment, Lorelai realised what she needed to do. Most of all she realised that Nicholas was the risk she was willing to take.

･˚ ༘┊   𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐀𝐇 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐒 !

𝖽𝗈𝗎𝖻𝗅𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗉 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝖺 𝗐𝖺𝖿𝖿𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗒𝗉𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝖾 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒𝖾𝖽

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