HE IS NOTHING BUT A CURSE TO ME!!!"

These words kept echoing in Seonghwa's head making him remember the horrible memories. The water though blocked any sort of voices from around him but it didn't block these. It wasn't able enough to block them. The voices kept shouting in his ears that he is nothing but a CURSE. That he is nothing but someone who just deserves to be alone and never wish of having anybody by his side.

He actually came to the river to make a choice but everything just tells him that he doesn't deserve to make a choice in the first place. He just deserves to die, and that's all. And now he is doing just that. Maybe, after this everything will stop.

His eyes were closed and his breathing finally started becoming difficult. Smiling a bit from inside, he waited for everything to finally stop. But that's when he felt two hands around him but he just became unconscious before he could even make out what happened.

Seonghwa opened his eyes just to close them again to the bright sun rays from the glass window falling on his face. He stayed that way for a bit, then slowly opened his eyes. He could feel a weight on his stomach but it was light enough to not even be considered in the category of the word 'weight'.

He slowly looked around but was immediately shocked to see a really beautiful face sleeping beside him with eyebrows furrowed. He was shocked for a bit and then looked at his stomach to see the person's arm around him. The person actually clung to him like a koala, not ready to leave him any soon.

He didn't want to wake him either, cause though he looked bothered in his sleep, he still looked really beautiful. His eyes closed with lips a bit apart. His brown locks with slight golden highlights looked messy. But overall he still looked beautiful.

But some things still bothered him. And those things were.... How did he end up here? How long has he actually been here? Why the other beside him is sleeping with him? But as he thought about all this his head started aching. He suddenly brought his hand to his head, making a face at the pain he felt. This movement of his probably woke the other up, cause he started to stir in his sleep but didn't let go him at all.

Seonghwa held his head in his hand while watching him open his eyes and yawning a little. He looked like a baby. "Hey! You awake already?!"He heard Hongjoong say as soon as his eyes fell on him. Hongjoong got surprised to the amount, all his sleep from his eyes was blown away.

"Y-Yeah!" Seonghwa replied in a quiet voice but suddenly his headache became too much and he shut his eyes tightly. "Hey! You're alright? Wait! I'll get you something!" He heard Hongjoong say and then felt Hongjoong getting up from the bed. He then felt Hongjoong grab his hands removing then from his head.

Hongjoong helped him take some medicines and then made him drink water. After that he made him lay down comfortably and soon after a few minutes Seonghwa was asleep again. He looked for a bit at the sleeping form of Seonghwa before checking whether he had the fever still or not. Seonghwa's temperature was still a little high but still much more less than last night.

He thought, he'll better go and make some breakfast for both of them. He felt hungry since he didn't have any dinner last night and he was sure Seonghwa would be feeling the same, but just that he is not awake to express that actually.

He went down to his kitchen and started looking in his fridge for things he would need. He then started cooking while thinking about all of the things that happened yesterday.

Flashback

He heard a splash sound and he immediately turned to look where the sound came from and seeing that someone fell in the river, he ran straight towards the person,hoping he'll save them.

He ran towards where the person fell, taking off his overcoat in the process. As he reached there he jumped into the river with a deep breath not caring about the cold water. He immediately went inside the water while swimming and looking around for a body. His eyes were hurting due to water going in them, his breath was going little by little, but the body couldn't be seen.

Hongjoong came up the water, took a deep breath in and went down again. He started swimming again, and that's when he saw a body. He didn't bother to even see who it was or what the person looked like, he just went straight for it. Scooping the body by his right arm while the left tried it's best to keep swimming, he tried his best to come up the water.

Though he struggled since the body was quite heavy compared to his, along with the fact that the body was unconscious, Hongjoong managed to come up and swim to the corner. He immediately helped himself up with the body.

He set the body on the ground with his eyes closed, but when he opened his eyes, he was shocked to see who it was. It was Seonghwa. But, how could that be possible? How could Seonghwa be here and on top of that in this way?

His heart started racing faster than anything and he immediately looked around for his overcoat, he threw before. He found it nearby, running to get it, he picked it up and ran back to Seonghwa's unconscious body.

He put it on Seonghwa so that he doesn't feel cold and then tried waking him up. But, Seonghwa just laid there not moving a single bit. Hongjoong brought two of his fingers near Seonghwa's nose. Hopefully, he was breathing. That brought some relief to Hongjoong's heart.

But, he needs to bring him home, if they stay here more it can be bad for both him and Seonghwa but, especially for Seonghwa. He doesn't want Seonghwa to get a cold. He immediately looked around for someone but to his bad luck nobody was around.

He looked around more and then saw Seonghwa's bike a few metres away. He doesn't know what to do. Should he or should he not? He hasn't done this in a long time but right now he wants nothing but to get Seonghwa home.

He looked down at Seonghwa and then back up at Seonghwa's bike a few metres away. Okay, he'll do it! He took Seonghwa's arm and put it around his shoulder and then carefully stood up and tried to get Seonghwa till there.

When he reached there he tried to get Seonghwa up on the bike and then got up in front himself while still grabbing Seonghwa so that he doesn't fall. He saw the keys in and then keeping a hand back to keep Seonghwa in place he started the bike.

The bike made a roar sound and Hongjoong keeping his hand at Seonghwa's back started to get them home while Seonghwa just sat at the back unconscious with his head resting at Hongjoong's back, shivering. He was really careful while riding the bike so as to not get Seonghwa hurt.

After riding for sometime they finally reached home and Hongjoong got Seonghwa inside his house and then in his room where he lay him down on the bed. He tried waking him up again but failed. So now, he needed to first get Seonghwa out of his wet clothes and get him to wear something warmer.

But how?! Seonghwa is unconscious! He has to get him changed since he is already really cold. Okay, how will he get Seonghwa changed can be thought after he actually has some clothes for him to wear.

He went to his closet and started looking around but fastly. He looked around, after he finally found something big enough for Seonghwa to wear since his size is visibly smaller than Seonghwa. At least there was something that he could have Seonghwa wear.

He came back with the clothes and now it was time to face what he probably would have never thought off. He thought for a bit before he got an idea. He went back and then came back with a face mask. Putting the face mask on his eyes like people would do while playing the devil game, Hongjoong nervously started.

After sometime of difficulty Hongjoong got him out of the wet clothes and in much dry and warmer clothes. Then he changed his wet bedsheets putting new one and laying Seonghwa back on the bed. He put Seonghwa's clothes in the washing machine so that till tomorrow morning they'll be washed and better to wear again.

He went back and checked on Seonghwa, he was cold still. Though Seonghwa was unconscious it was evident that he was freezing from the way his lips were pale and he shivered a bit. Hongjoong brought another blanket but Seonghwa just didn't feel any better.

What should he do now?! He can't let him get a fever! That's when Hongjoong got in the bed along with Seonghwa. He read somewhere that body heat can help in such cases and he'll just try that if he doesn't have any choice right now.

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Okay, so here is the next picture I made and really sorry again for it's really badly made.
But, I wish you enjoy the update still and have
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

(The drawing belongs to me but the real picture doesn't. Credits to the owners of this lovely picture!)

Note:
Just to let the ones know who don't have any idea about what are these. I love drawing and painting and so this is actually something I did for fun as well as this was my first time trying this style of drawing cause I usually paint instead of sketching.

Sorry again!!