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     ASTRID WOKE UP GASPING FOR AIR, her legs shooting up in the process as she stood up. She was sweating profusely and her heart was pounding with all that adrenaline rush. She wanted to get a glass of water but then the bad dream left her weak and trembling.

     With a sigh, she rubbed her tired eyes with the insides of her palms, exhaling as she brushed off her duvet, causing a sudden gust of cold, making her shiver. She started to get up from the bed, hissing as her feet met wooden floor, feeling like she just sat in a bathtub full of ice.

     She checked the time, and scowled for how late it was. Everyone was sleeping beside Yoongi. Of course, She wasn't surprised since he's working in his studio till the morning. She thought about going to him but then she wasn't sure since he works really hard and doesn't want to get distracted.

     Ignoring her thoughts, she stood up from her bed and put on a hoodie. She walked quietly, not wanting to wake up the others, and grabbed her car keys.

     Yoongi was on his phone when he heard knocking on his door. He frowned, glancing at the door. He stood up from his chair, stretched his body and lazily made his way to the door. Opening the door, he was met with Astrid's tired face, smiling softly.

     "Princess, it's late what are you doing here?" Yoongi asked with a yawn, giving her a look, making her sigh. She walked past him and went straight to his couch, hugging his kumamon pillow. His face softened and sat down next to her.

     "You okay, Ace?" he said gently and laid a hand on her back. "I'm fine, I just had a bad dream," she answered, fiddling with her hands, and looking down. Yoongi mumbled under his breath, turning her around by having a hand on her cheek.

     "Wanna talk about it?" he questioned, cupping her face in his hands. She leaned into his embrace and told him that she didn't feel like talking. He understood and kissed her forehead.

     "Can I sleep here with you." Astrid shyly asked, "I-I mean, I don't feel like sleeping alone, but it's okay if you don't want to-" she was cut off by his chuckle while she looked down, blushing.

     "Of course you can." he answered, "You don't even need to ask, you're always welcome here," she smiled and nodded, muttering a quick thank you before leaning her head into his chest.

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     ASTRID WAS CUDDLED UP ON THE COUCH, a blanket and a huge mug of green tea in her hands as she stared at the window, seeing small drips of rain trickling down. They finally had a day off after hard work from rehearsals, and Astrid wanted nothing more but to spend her days inside and relax.

     Turning off her phone, she stood up from the couch and stretched her body. She walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water. The house was quiet. She's not surprised since they've been working hard and resting was the only thing in their minds.

     A sudden pain shot her body which made her groan. Her glass fell out of her hands which made a loud creaking noise. She let out a painful grown and held her chest.

     Her breathing becomes more rapid, more shallow. She tried to tell herself that it wasn't anything serious; that it just was a panic attack and it will go away soon. But her body didn't believe that. Her breaths came in gasps and she felt like passing out. She grabbed a chair to avoid falling down.

     Without knowing, Yoongi had woken up and saw her state. He rushed to her and embraced her in his arms, rocking her back and forth. He held her close to his chest, whispering comforting things in her ear.

     "Listen to my heartbeat. Focus on that," Yoongi whispered. As she heard his heartbeat, she tried taking deep breaths again.

     "D-Don't l-leave me," Astrid croaked out, her tear-stained face made his heart drop. She holding him as he would disappear. He wiped her tears with his thumbs and kissed her forehead, "Never," He whispered softly, putting his chin on her head.

     They stayed like this for a while. No words were spoken. And they liked that. Astrid's eyes felt heavier and heavier. She closed her eyes, finally sending her to a dreamless sleep.

     Jin had woken up too, and when he saw them on the kitchen floor he became worried. "Is everything okay?" He asked Yoongi, worried eyes staring down at the pair, squatting down on their level. He put a few hair strands away from her face.

     "She had a panic attack," Yoongi answered with a sigh, stroking her hair. Jin frowned, looking at him in disbelief. "Another one?" Yoongi nodded his head, making the older member sigh. He stood up and told Yoongi to go back to sleep, wanting to take over.

     Jin picked her up, making Astrid clasping her hands around his neck,  "This girl," Jin muttered under his breath softly, shaking his head as he went to her room.