"𝓔𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝓔𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊"

Friday, April 15th, 21st, and 22nd.

Tuesday May 3rd, 2022.

(irl)

Filler/Summary of her life chapter😪

I'm sorry guys😭

Shutting her phone off, Sofia let out a breath as she had just lied to her best friend about not remembering their kiss that had meant so much to her, she didn't want things to be weird between the two, so she figured she'd lie and pretend like nothing happened for the sake of their friend group. 

She hated herself for lying, because she really likes him and she wanted to tell him, but she just got out of a relationship, and she wasn't ready to move on just yet. Though she felt guilty for leading him and herself on, in a way, and for breaking Mason's heart, she couldn't stop the moment from replaying in her head.

Sofia's lips pressing to Matt's ran throughout her mind as she got ready for bed. Sighing to herself as Sofia tried to get comfortable in her bed, twisting and turning in all types of ways, eventually letting out a loud huff and slamming her head onto her pillow and forcefully shutting her eyes, Sofia eventually drifted off into a deep sleep.

Once again, she dreamed about her kiss with Matt, except it wasn't a nice, sweet dream where they fell in love. It was a nightmare. And let's just say things took a turn.

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The next day Sofia woke up very late and tried to reach out to Mason, but he never responded, she understood why completely, but she just wanted to make sure he was doing okay. She still felt horrible, but she knew she couldn't help who she fell for.

It was out of her control.

But deep down she kind of hated it, she wished it never happened, but she knew if it didn't then she wouldn't have met five amazing people, who she loves so dearly. The triplets along with Nathan and Madi, had become some of her bestest friends, almost like family.

And now she was scared she had ruined everything.

She hadn't spoken to any of the triplet brothers, minus Matt, since their kiss. She didn't want to ignore them, but she was nervous, and she didn't know if Matt had told his brothers and if he did, it made her feel worse.

She was scared she had ruined their friendship, but she wouldn't know unless she tried to reach out to them, but she didn't.

Sofia spent her day talking to Brooklyn, how told her that 'You can help who you fall for' but Sofia argued, she knew that she could in fact help who she fell for, she could've never found Matt attractive, and she could've never gotten close to him because if she did, she would've never fell.

The two spent hours arguing about the topic, both eventually shutting up and agreeing with each other. They then began to talk about how Brooke's relationship with Chris was going, mostly because Sofia was tired of yapping about Matt.

Their relationship was going somewhere, but that somewhere wasn't very far. Brooke had gotten to know the real Chris, who acted the exact same as he did in his videos and Chris had gotten to know Brooke, but as of now, he wasn't falling as hard as she was. She was already in love with him before she even meet him and now, she was obsessively in love with him, but he didn't know yet.

Mostly because he was oblivious. It was obvious to everyone, except Chris.

After talking to Brooke, Sofia texted Khai and Nate to let them know that she was fine considering that the two had texted her at least three to five times a day to see how she was doing. She wasn't ignoring them or anyone, except for her father and siblings, but she didn't feel like talking.

She just wanted some time for herself to think. It was hard, mostly because all she could do was overthink every little thing, but she tried to mentally and emotionally prepare herself for whenever she did decide to talk to her father and siblings along with Matt.

Sofia knew she had to talk to him eventually, but she didn't know when and she didn't what'd she say to him, and she didn't know when either.

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A few days had passed, and it was now Madi's birthday, she didn't want anything big, but she did have a little party, she invited over some friends, including Sofia and the triplets. Sofia was nervous, she wasn't prepared to talk to him yet, so she figured she'd just ignore him, which was exactly what she did.

When she arrived, she said happy birthday to the shorter raven-haired girl and handed her, her gift, they talked for a little while until some other friends of Madi's came over, Madi introduced the girls, they began talking and getting to know each other, until the triplets eventually arrived.

Sofia mentally cried but kept pushing and ignored the three boys. She had nothing against the oldest and the youngest, in fact she had nothing against Matt either, but she couldn't bring herself to talk to him, especially after lying to him about not remembering their kiss.

She didn't know how he felt about the kiss, and she didn't want to, she just wanted to forget it happened and moved on, for the sake of their friendship.

As the party went on Sofia began talking to rando's just to avoid talking to the triplet brothers. Eventually Chris walked over to Sofia since he considered her his girl best friend, besides Madi. The two caught up and acted as if nothing happened and it was actually kind of... nice. 

Sofia hadn't talked to him in a while and she hadn't realized how much she missed calling and or texting him, she surprisingly even missed him sending her random TikTok's and memes at 1 in the morning.

It wasn't her favorite thing, but she did miss it.

"Dude, you haven't texted me in like... forever," Chris exclaimed as he walked over to Sofia, "Y'know a phone works both ways," Sofia pursed her lips, Chris pursed his as well before sighing, "That's true," he then pulled her into a hug, that she so desperately needed.

"So how've you been?" Sofia questioned, "Good, you?" Chris nodded, "Good," Sofia nodded in agreement, neither knew what to say, but their conversation was cut short when Nick joined them, giving Sofia a quick and short hug, hugging back Sofia felt the familiar feeling of being around them which made her want to talk to Matt, but she didn't, because she couldn't, not yet.

The day continued with conversations with Nick and Chris along with Madi's friends, she had ignored Matt the whole day and had excused herself to the bathroom when spotting him at least twenty times and Sofia wasn't the type to use the bathroom at least more than three to four times a day, five to seven if she was on her period, but that was beside the point.

Afterwards everyone sang happy birthday to Madi and ate cake while she opened presents. Sofia had boughten the girl some of her favorite things, such as her favorite perfume, lotion, some hoodies and sweatpants along with a bunch of her favorite snacks and a card telling Madi how happy Sofia was that the two had met.

Although the two short girls hadn't talked as much because Brooke was usually hogging her when they hung out, but Sofia had loved her like a sister and she couldn't wait to get to know her mom, without Brooke hogging her, hopefully.

"Aww, Sofia, I love it. Thank you." Madi smiled from where she stood in front of her friends, Sofia nodded and sent the girl a smile back as Madi began opening the rest of her gifts. Soon after Matt tried to talk to Sofia again, but Madi saw and quickly dragged her the opposite way, "You're a lifesaver," Sofia muttered as she began helping Madi her gifts to her room.

Madi smiled in response, "What's going on between you two?" Madi questioned, "Well he asked if I remembered our kiss and I said no." Sofia explained causing Madi to give her a look, but Sofia quickly added on, "Because I didn't want it to be weird." Sofia defended with a shout as they reached her room.

Madi gave her a weird look, wondering why she was yelling to which Sofia quickly apologized, "So you lied to him?" Madi questioned with a questioning look as the two girls placed the gifts on Madi's bed. "That depends on how you define lying." Sofia quoted, Madi rolled her eyes with a scoff, "Are you seriously quoting teen wolf?"

"Sorry, I couldn't help it. But seriously, I just didn't want things to be weird, so I lied," Sofia told the girl, "You guys are so awkward, I could feel the tension the whole time." Madi told her with a deadpanned expression, "I know," Sofia whined.

"Maybe I should just go," Sofia suggested with a huff as she plopped down onto Madi's bed, "Parties basically over anyways," Madi shrugged, Sofia sighed as she thought about it for a second. "Yeah, I'm gonna head out, I'll see you soon and I'll text you later." Sofia told her with a nod.

Standing to her feet, Sofia pulled Madi into a hug, "If you ever wanna talk, just call me, okay?" Madi softly spoke into the hug, Sofia nodded with a smile, "Yeah, I will. Happy Birthday, Madi." Sofia softly spoke as well before exiting the room.

She began saying her goodbyes to Madi's friends and the triplets including Matt. She was quick with her goodbye, she hugged the three of them at the same time not wanting to have to hug Matt alone, she didn't want to spark up any feelings.

After the party Sofia drove home and began getting ready for bed, she brushed her teeth, changed out of her clothes after her shower and into her pajamas. Sofia had a big day tomorrow, she planned to go home.

And when I say home I mean New York, not Boston.

LA was her home and New York was her third home, Boston being her fourth. Her original home was Athena, but even though she was gone Sofia still considered her, her home, but she wasn't feeling the same way she once did.

As of now Sofia's was New York, then LA, then Boston, Athena was nowhere in the rankings.

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The next day Sofia spent her day finishing up packing her clean clothes and then making her way to the airport, her flight was at four o'clock and it was currently three o'clock, which meant that when she arrived it would be three o'clock. (I think the time zones are a little confusing lol).

She stopped at Starbucks and ordered herself some coffee along with some breakfast after about forty-five minutes of going through security. Sofia figured she'd spend some more time by herself before going back to Boston to question her dad.

And that was exactly what she did, she spent almost two weeks in New York all by herself before making her way back down to Boston where she could question her dad.

During those two weeks Sofia went over everything that had happened the past month and tried her best to get over it, but she knew it would be harder to get over something so big, in fact she knew she wouldn't get over it for a while, but she tried her best to just move on.

One of the reasons why Sofia went back to New York was because she didn't want to have to see Matt again, it was already awkward, the whole party was awkward and Sofia didn't want to go through that again, so she left, she needed her space, and clearly so did Mason.

Mason's post on his Instagram story caught Sofia's attention, he was back in the UK visiting family. Sofia smiled at his post knowing he was somewhat okay, she still felt horrible, but from the looks of it Mason was living his best life.

She planned to do the same, but first she needed answers. So, after spending almost two weeks in New York, Sofia figured it was time to go home and question her father, even if she was stilled pissed at him and her siblings.

Audrina Speaks!!

OH MY GOD I FINALLY UPDATED WHAT THE HELL?!

When I tell you I had NO motivation to write this for like 2-3 weeks because I knew it'd be boring asf

I'm SO SORRY if it was, I know it was. Be honest

was it boring? yes.

I'll try to make the next one more interesting, I swear. 

I'm gonna try to make the next one longer and have it come out sooner especially because last time I updated was like May 4th and it's May 21st, guys that's crazyyyy.

I'M SO, SO SORRY

But I hope you guys liked this boring piece of shit.

I love you all so, so much and I'll see you in the next one.

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please ignore any mistakes and or misspellings, sorry again yall