❝ 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥. 𝘪'𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪'𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 .❞

— 𝐋𝐄𝐗𝐈  𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋

𝐁𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐒

•°. *࿐𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯

ੈ✩‧₊˚ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 of not knowing what comes next, but the fear of leaving the things we do know. pain, anguish, heartbreak, hope, love... it all becomes a comfortable place for us. it's like choosing to stay in a burning house because it's home to you. so we hold onto this life we have.

lexington stillwell has found this to be true, having been born to a family that was destined to turn to ash. being raised by her older sister, lexi had spent most her teen years wandering the halls of vought and sparked an unlikely friendship with a certain blonde supe. the two had gotten along well despite madelyn instructing her sister to get as close to john she could. that was before lexi witnessed the sheer devastation and tragedy that he couldn't escape that lead him to be destructive. he was a ticking bomb and she didn't want to be around when he exploded.

breaking away from the life her sister had laid out for her was most likely the best thing she ever did for herself. building her own family with friends she loved and trusted while starting up her own beauty salon. it was a successful endeavor and lexi was now living her best life... until the disappearance of her fiancé. people don't just go missing, she knows that and without any hardcore evidence, many tell her to just let it go, that men get cold feet... but lexington stillwell has her suspicions.

she wasn't about to let this go.

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳   𝐋𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐎𝐍 "𝐋𝐄𝐗𝐈" 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋

𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢, 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘

❛ ━━･❪ 🥀 ❫ ･━━ ❜

natural , imagine dragons

❝ i've given up on believing the best in people. better to expect nothing than to get let down. ❞ ✧ ೃ༄ 

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳   𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐘𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋

𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢, 𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐇 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐄

❛ ━━･❪ 🥂 ❫ ･━━ ❜

everybody wants to rule the world , lorde

❝ you're my little sister, why would I ever lie to you?  ❞ ✧ ೃ༄

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳   𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐌 "𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐘" 𝐁𝐔𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑

𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢, 𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐋 𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐍

❛ ━━･❪ 🗡 ❫ ･━━ ❜

monster, skillet 

❝ don't tell me you went right back to the blonde cunt who started all this-❞ ✧ ೃ༄

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 "𝐉𝐎𝐇𝐍"

𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢, 𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐑

❛ ━━･❪ 🩸 ❫ ･━━ ❜

control , halsey

❝ oh, lexi, we have had quite the time together... don't fuck that up. ❞ ✧ ೃ༄

𝐥𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 . . . . . . . . . . . 𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐫

𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐚 𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐨𝐠𝐨𝐮 . . . . . . . . . . . 𝐥𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐰𝐬𝐨𝐧

𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐞 𝐦𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭 . . . . . . . . . . .  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐞𝐯𝐞

𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐢𝐝 . . . . . . . . . . . 𝐡𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐝 . . . . . . . . . . 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩

𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐲 . . . . . . . . . . 𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐣𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲

𝐣𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐞 𝐭. 𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 . . . . . . . . . .  𝐚-𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧

𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐮𝐤𝐮𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚 . . . . . . . . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐤𝐨 𝐦𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐨

𝐥𝐚𝐳 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐨 . . . . . . . . . . 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐤

𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐞 . . . . . . . . . . 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐞

𝐣𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐬 . . . . . . . . . . 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐲

+ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬

𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒

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✦ 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬

✦ 𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 — 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗  𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗  𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚝

✦ 𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐰𝐨 — 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗  𝚒𝚗  𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚎

✦ 𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 — 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝  𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖  𝚝𝚑𝚎  𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝

𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐑 |:|  I do not own the boys franchise or any of the plots and characters involved. however, lexington stillwell is mine along with her story and any other plots and characters not shown on film or comics. 

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 |:|  sexual assault , PTSD , intense violence , addiction , eating disorder , abuse , kidnapping ,  drugs , torture ... more to be possibly added ... if any of these themes can trigger you and put you in a bad place, please do not continue on... your mental health matters <33

𝐃𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 |:|   a special shot out to GV200_GV900 for getting me started on this and giving me ideas to incorporate. you're an angel.  cavalrylads , evanbuckleys , emttcore , JayThePlayer , darklingslight . I love y'all  <33

𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐒 |:| any and all are accepted! unless stated otherwise, all other graphics are made by yours truly. 

𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 |:|  what a ride this will be! please understand that I have only been in the boys fandom for a short time and so I'm still learning things as I go so if you see anything that doesn't make sense or seems out of place, please pm me! I will always take constructive criticism <3 I have been planning this out since I saw the second season and then i saw the third season and whoa... yeah,  so it's been in the making for awhile now, hehe. originally I was going to make this a billy butcher fic but, well, I think you all will see where it goes soon enough. 

I hope you all are ready for all the dark twists and turns this plot will take us... you were warned.