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Shubman hadnโt left Taraโs side all night.
After she had begged him to stay, he pulled the chair closer to her bed and sat down, his watchful eyes never straying from her as she drifted off.
Tara had fallen asleep quickly, her body giving in to the exhaustion, but Shubman couldnโt close his own eyes.
Every time she stirred or murmured something in her sleep, he straightened, his heart twisting at the vulnerability etched across her features.
She looked so fragile in the soft light of the room, her tear-streaked face a stark reminder of everything sheโd been through.
He leaned back in the chair, his gaze never leaving her. How could someone break her like this? he thought bitterly, his hands curling into fists at the memory of Matt.
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When the sunlight began creeping through the curtains, Shubman noticed Tara stirring. Her lashes fluttered, and her breathing shifted, signaling that she was slowly waking up.
โTara,โ he said softly, leaning forward slightly in his chair, his voice warm but gentle.
Her eyes opened, blinking against the soft light. She turned her head toward him, her expression groggy but calm.
โYouโre still here,โ she murmured, her voice raspy and tired.
โOf course I am,โ Shubman replied, a small smile tugging at his lips. โWhat kind of knight in shining armor would I be if I bailed on you?โ
Tara huffed out a faint laugh, rolling her eyes. โYouโre no knight in shining armor, Gill. More like an overly persistent babysitter.โ
Shubman grinned, leaning back in his chair. โHey, persistent babysitters are underrated. Plus, I think I deserve some credit for staying up all night. Do you know how uncomfortable this chair is?โ
Taraโs lips twitched, almost forming a smile. โYou couldโve gone back to your room, you know. I didnโt force you to stay.โ
โTrue,โ Shubman said with a mock-serious nod. โBut then who wouldโve made sure you didnโt run off to start plotting world domination at 3 a.m.?โ
Tara let out a soft laugh, her first genuine one in what felt like forever. โWorld domination? Really?โ
โYouโre underestimating your potential, Arora,โ he teased, his tone light and playful. โIโve seen the way you take charge. Youโd be a terrifying ruler.โ
Tara shook her head, the faintest hint of color rising to her cheeks. โYouโre ridiculous, you know that?โ
โAnd yet, here I am,โ he replied, his smirk widening. โStill ridiculous, still here.โ
She looked at him then, her expression softening. There was something about his ability to make her laugh, even after everything, that made her feel... lighter.
Like maybe the weight sheโd been carrying wasnโt quite as crushing when he was around.
โThanks,โ she said quietly, her voice losing some of its rasp.
โFor what?โ he asked, tilting his head.
โFor... this,โ she replied, gesturing vaguely between them. โFor not letting me wallow. For making me laugh, even when I didnโt want to.โ
Shubmanโs grin softened into something gentler. โThatโs what friends are for, right? Besides, youโre way too cool to be a sad, brooding mess. It doesnโt suit you.โ
Tara raised an eyebrow, her lips twitching. โToo cool?โ
โObviously,โ he said with a shrug, his tone teasing but sincere. โYouโre, like, the coolest person I know. And trust me, Iโve met some pretty cool people.โ
โFlattery isnโt going to get you anywhere,โ she replied, but her voice held a hint of warmth.
โWho said I was trying to get anywhere?โ Shubman shot back, leaning forward with a playful glint in his eye. โIโm just stating facts. Youโre cool. Own it.โ
Tara shook her head again, but the smile on her face lingered this time. For the first time in days, she felt like herselfโlike she could breathe without the crushing weight of heartbreak.
After a beat, Shubman stood, stretching his arms above his head. โAlright, Iโm calling it. You need food.โ
Tara blinked, her brows furrowing. โIโm fine, reallyโโ
โNope, not negotiable,โ he interrupted, pointing at her with a mock stern expression. โYou didnโt eat last night, and I refuse to let you starve on my watch. Stay putโIโll go grab something and be back in five.โ
Tara opened her mouth to argue but stopped, realizing it was pointless. Instead, she sighed and leaned back against the pillows. โFine. But if you bring me anything weird, Iโm blaming you.โ
โNoted,โ Shubman said with a grin, walking toward the door. He paused in the doorway, glancing over his shoulder. โDonโt go plotting world domination while Iโm gone, okay?โ
Tara rolled her eyes, but her faint smile lingered even after the door clicked shut behind him.
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The room felt impossibly empty the moment Shubman left. Tara leaned back against the headboard, her gaze drifting to the warm sunlight spilling through the curtains. The silence was deafening, pressing against her as her thoughts spiraledโfirst toward the memories she desperately wanted to escape.
Matt.
The man she had believed in, the one who had been her home, her safe place. She had poured her heart and soul into them, fighting for their love even when the cracks began to show. And he had shattered it all.
She squeezed her eyes shut, willing the memories to fade. She was tired of replaying them, tired of letting the pain consume her. She had cried enough over Matt. Too much, she thought bitterly.
But as her mind tried to cling to the ache of the past, another image surfaced.
Shubman.
She could still feel the warmth of his presence, the way he had stayed with her all night, quietly reassuring her with his steady calm. His voice had been gentle yet firm, pulling her out of the suffocating spiral of her emotions.
And his eyes... they hadnโt looked at her with pity, but with something deeperโsomething that made her feel like she mattered, even when she didnโt believe it herself.
Her chest tightened, but this time, it wasnโt the weight of heartbreak. It was something softer, something that made her throat catch and her pulse quicken.
No, she told herself firmly, shaking her head. Itโs not what you think.
She was just grateful, thatโs all. Grateful that Shubman had been there for her when she needed someone most. Grateful for his quiet strength, his patience, his ability to make her feel seen.
But as much as she tried to convince herself, she couldnโt stop thinking about him. The way his small smiles warmed her from the inside out. The way his voice had softened when he spoke to her, as if she was the only person in the world who mattered.
Her fingers tightened on the blanket, her heart fluttering faintly.
Stop it, Tara, she scolded herself. Youโre just vulnerable right now. Thatโs all this is.
And yet, her mind kept circling back to him. To the way his presence had made her feel a little less broken, a little less alone.
What would it be like, she wondered, to lean on someone like him? To trust him, even with the cracks in her heart?
She swallowed hard, pushing the thought away. Not now, she told herself. Not ever.
But no matter how hard she tried, the image of Shubman stayed with her, quiet and steady.
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The sound of a soft knock on the door pulled Tara from her thoughts. She didnโt need to ask who it was.
โCome in, Gill,โ she called out, her voice still laced with weariness.
The door creaked open, and there he was, balancing a tray like it was the most natural thing in the world. Shubmanโs gaze darted to her, taking in her slouched form propped against the headboard. He gave her a small, knowing smile.
โMorning,โ he said simply, stepping in and closing the door with his foot.
โYouโre becoming predictable,โ Tara quipped, a faint smirk ghosting her lips. โSecond day in a row with breakfast?โ
โSomebody has to make sure you eat,โ he shot back, setting the tray on the small table beside her bed. โAnd youโre predictable tooโskipping meals and brooding.โ
โTouchรฉ,โ she muttered, her lips twitching in reluctant amusement.
On the tray were two golden slices of toast, a bowl of neatly diced fruits, and her usual chai, the steam curling in lazy spirals. She couldnโt help but marvel at the attention to detail.
โYou didnโt have to do this,โ she said softly, though the gratefulness in her tone betrayed her words.
He glanced at her, his eyes steady. โYeah, I did. Youโd probably survive off coffee and regret if I didnโt.โ
Tara snorted, shaking her head as he handed her the plate. โAnd youโd probably survive off smug remarks and cricket stats if I didnโt remind you to tone it down.โ
Shubman settled into the chair heโd dragged beside her bed, stretching his long legs in front of him. โI think we balance each other out.โ
She paused, her fingers lightly brushing the rim of the chai cup as she looked at him. His words hung in the air, unspoken truths layered beneath the casual banter.
โMaybe,โ she murmured, taking a small sip.
Shubman leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he studied her. โFeeling better today?โ
Tara hesitated. The easy answer was โyes,โ but that wasnโt the truth. โTrying,โ she said instead, her voice quieter now.
โThatโs good enough,โ he replied, his gaze steady but warm.
She took a bite of toast, suddenly aware of how comforting it felt to have him hereโnot pushing, not demanding, justโฆbeing there.
โThanks, Gill,โ she said after a moment, her tone gentler now.
He smiled, leaning back in his chair. โWhat are friends for?โ
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For a few moments, the two of them sat in silence, the soft clink of her fork the only sound in the room.
Tara focused on her plate, the warmth of the tea soothing her throat, while the light crunch of toast grounded her. She almost felt normal. Almost.
โYou donโt have to babysit me, you know,โ she said after a while, her voice steady but lacking its usual spark.
Shubman leaned back in his chair, the corner of his mouth lifting in that infuriatingly smug grin. โBabysitting? Please. Iโm supervising. A completely respectable role.โ
Her lips twitched, but she kept her expression neutral. โSupervising what, exactly?โ
โYou,โ he said simply, his tone laced with amusement. โMaking sure you eat, drink, and donโt combust from overthinking. Itโs a full-time job, honestly.โ
Tara rolled her eyes, but the smallest laugh slipped out. โYouโre ridiculous.โ
โAnd yet,โ he said, leaning forward slightly, his gaze steady on hers, โyou havenโt kicked me out yet.โ
She tried to ignore the way his words, his voice, lingered in the air longer than they should have. โThatโs because Iโm too tired to argue,โ she muttered, focusing intently on her toast.
Shubmanโs grin widened, clearly enjoying himself. โSure, letโs go with that.โ
When she glanced up, she caught the way he was watching her, his expression softer now, like he wasnโt just teasing anymore. A faint warmth crept up her neck, and before she could stop herself, she blurted, โStop staring.โ
โIโm not staring,โ he said smoothly, though his eyes didnโt leave hers. โIโm observing.โ
โThatโs the same thing,โ she shot back, her cheeks heating even more.
He shrugged, utterly unbothered. โMaybe. But I was just thinking... you look better when you smile. Itโs nice to see it again.โ
Her breath caught for half a second, and she quickly busied herself with her tea to cover the blush spreading across her face. โDonโt get used to it.โ
โToo late,โ he said with a chuckle, leaning back as if heโd just won something.
She shook her head, but her lips betrayed her with the faintest curve of a smile. For a moment, the weight pressing down on her felt a little lighter.
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After breakfast, Shubman stood, brushing crumbs off his shirt before extending his hand to her. โCome on,โ he said softly.
Tara glanced at him, her brow furrowing. โWhere?โ she asked, her voice quieter than usual, still carrying the weight of the night before.
โDownstairs,โ Shubman replied gently. โThe guys are in the lounge. Itโll be good for you to be around them.โ
Tara hesitated, her gaze dropping to her lap. โI donโt knowโฆโ She gestured vaguely to her oversized hoodie and leggings, her disheveled hair pulled into a messy bun. โIโm not exactly presentable for... whatever this is.โ
Shubman crouched slightly, meeting her eyes. โNo one cares what you look like, Tara. They care about you. But if you need to change and feel a little more yourself, Iโll wait.โ
She blinked, caught off guard by the sincerity in his tone. โYou donโt have to wait, Shubman. Iโll be fine.โ
He shook his head, his expression firm but kind. โIโm not leaving without you.โ
The words hung in the air, simple but steady, and for a moment, she didnโt know how to respond. Finally, she nodded, standing slowly. โGive me a few minutes,โ she murmured, slipping past him toward her room.
As she closed the door behind her, Tara leaned against it, exhaling deeply. The mirror across the room caught her eye, and she walked over, staring at her reflection.
Her face looked pale, her eyes slightly puffy from the night before. She reached for a fresh outfitโa soft sweater and jeansโsomething simple but less like sheโd spent the night crying.
When she emerged a short while later, her hair brushed and her face freshened, Shubman was still waiting by the door. His gaze flicked over her briefly, but he didnโt say anything, just gave a small, approving nod.
โYou didnโt have to wait,โ she said, adjusting her sweater self-consciously.
โI told you,โ he replied with a small smile, opening the door for her. โIโm not leaving without you.โ
Tara followed him down the hallway, her steps hesitant but steady. โYouโre really stubborn, you know that?โ
โPart of my charm,โ he said lightly, glancing over his shoulder. Then, more softly, โYou ready?โ
She nodded slowly, her chest still heavy but her heart feeling just a little less fragile. โReady.โ
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The lounge was alive with chatter and laughter when Tara and Shubman walked in. The energy in the room was infectious, even if Tara wasnโt quite ready to admit it.
โTara!โ Ishan called out, waving both arms dramatically as if sheโd been missing for months. โLook who finally decided to grace us with her presence!โ
Tara raised an eyebrow, but a faint smile tugged at her lips. โDonโt act like youโve been pining for me.โ
โOh, but I have!โ Ishan said, clutching his chest like a lovesick hero. โMy days have been dark without your sarcasm to light them.โ
โSheโs barely here, and I already want her to leave,โ Hardik teased, grinning as he reached over to ruffle her hair. โBut seriously, good to see you up and about.โ
Tara batted his hand away, fixing her hair. โDo you always have to be this annoying?โ
โAnnoying is his middle name,โ Shubman chimed in as he dropped onto a couch nearby, looking far too pleased with himself.
โDonโt think youโre exempt from that title,โ Tara shot back, narrowing her eyes at him.
โTouchรฉ,โ Shubman replied with a smirk, throwing his arm over the back of the couch like he owned the place.
โAlright, alright,โ Virat interrupted, raising his coffee cup in a mock toast. โLetโs give the lady a moment to breathe. Tara, how are you feeling?โ
Tara hesitated, glancing around at the sea of familiar faces. The warmth in their gazes felt genuine, and for the first time, she didnโt feel the need to deflect. โBetter,โ she admitted, her voice steady.
โGood,โ Virat said, his tone reassuring. โBut just remember, youโve got us. Weโre a family, and that includes you now.โ
โExactly!โ Rohit chimed in, leaning forward with a grin. โAnd being family means youโre stuck with all of us, including our quirks.โ He gestured toward Ishan, who was making faces at Shubman. โEspecially this guy.โ
โI am a delight,โ Ishan protested, pretending to look offended.
โYouโre an overgrown toddler,โ Hardik corrected, tossing a pillow at him.
โAnd youโre a grumpy old man,โ Ishan retorted, ducking the pillow and throwing one back.
The room erupted into laughter as the pillow hit Hardik square in the chest. Tara found herself laughing along, the sound surprising even her.
โSee?โ Shubman said, leaning toward her slightly. โTold you itโd help.โ
She shook her head but couldnโt suppress her smile. โYouโre impossible.โ
โDonโt forget charming,โ he added with a wink.
โOh, please,โ she muttered, rolling her eyes. But the warmth spreading through her chest told her she didnโt entirely disagree.
โSo, Tara,โ Ishan called out again, now lounging dramatically across the arm of a chair. โWhatโs your most embarrassing story about Shubman? We need dirt.โ
Shubman groaned. โDonโt encourage her, Ishan.โ
โOh, I have plenty,โ Tara said, smirking at Shubman. โBut youโll have to earn them.โ
โGame night,โ Rohit declared suddenly, clapping his hands together. โLoser spills secrets. Taraโs on my team.โ
โYouโre assuming Iโm bad at games,โ Tara countered, raising an eyebrow.
โDonโt worry,โ Shubman said, his grin widening. โIโll carry us to victory.โ
โWeโre doomed,โ Tara muttered, but her laugh betrayed her words.
For the first time in days, the ache in her chest felt lighter, replaced by the chaos and warmth of something sheโd missed more than she realized: belonging.
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As the game night wound down, the chatter in the lounge softened into low murmurs, and one by one, the players began to drift off. Tara sat cross-legged on the couch, a blanket draped over her shoulders, sipping on a cup of warm water.
Rohit, Virat, and Bumrah exchanged a glance before making their way over to her. Tara noticed them approaching and gave them a small, curious smile. โWhatโs this? A secret captainโs meeting?โ
โNot quite,โ Virat said, sitting down on the armrest next to her. โWeโve been meaning to talk to you.โ
Rohit took the chair opposite her, his usual easygoing demeanor replaced with a rare seriousness. Bumrah remained standing, his arms crossed over his chest, his expression unreadable but focused.
โOkayโฆโ Tara said hesitantly, setting her cup down on the table. โWhatโs going on?โ
Rohit leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. โItโs about Matt,โ he said carefully.
Her stomach twisted, and she instantly looked down, fiddling with the edge of the blanket. โWhat about him?โ
Viratโs voice was gentle but firm. โWeโve all noticed youโve beenโฆ different lately. And we figured itโs got something to do with him.โ
Tara hesitated, her heart pounding. Part of her wanted to brush it off, to keep everything bottled up, but the concern in their eyes made her pause. Slowly, she nodded. โHeโMatt and Iโwe broke up.โ
The words hung heavy in the air.
โWhat happened?โ Rohit asked quietly.
Tara exhaled shakily, her hands tightening around the blanket. โHe cheated on me,โ she said, her voice barely above a whisper. โIt wasnโt just a mistake or a one-time thing. It wasโฆ more than that. And when I found out, he tried to twist it, like it wasnโt as bad as it was.โ
Bumrahโs jaw tightened, his calm demeanor cracking just slightly. โHe did what?โ
Viratโs expression darkened, his usually sharp eyes flashing with anger. โThat bastard. After all these years, he did that to you?โ
โIโm so sorry, Tara,โ Rohit said, his tone filled with both sympathy and restrained fury. โYou didnโt deserve that.โ
โItโs fine,โ she said quickly, though her voice wavered. โI mean, itโs not fine, butโฆ Iโm dealing with it.โ
โDealing with it?โ Bumrah repeated, his voice low. โYou shouldnโt have had to deal with it at all. The man had everything, and he threw it away for what?โ
โItโs his loss,โ Virat said firmly. โAnd trust me, if I see him again, heโs going to regret ever hurting you.โ
Tara blinked, her heart swelling at their fierce protectiveness. โYou guys donโt have toโโ
โWe do,โ Rohit interrupted. โYouโre part of this family now, Tara. And we donโt let anyone mess with our own.โ
โExactly,โ Bumrah added. โIf he thinks he can get away with treating you like that, heโs dead wrong.โ
Taraโs eyes stung, but this time it wasnโt from sadness. It was from the overwhelming warmth of knowing she wasnโt alone. โThank you,โ she murmured, her voice cracking slightly.
โDonโt thank us,โ Virat said, his expression softening as he reached over to give her hand a reassuring squeeze. โJust promise us one thing.โ
โWhat?โ
โDonโt ever let someone like him make you doubt your worth again,โ Rohit said. โYouโre stronger than that.โ
Tara nodded, swallowing the lump in her throat. โI promise.โ
As the three of them exchanged firm nods, Shubman appeared in the doorway, glancing between them with a raised eyebrow. โWhatโs going on here? Another game?โ
โJust some important family business,โ Virat said, his tone lighter now.
Shubman gave Tara a questioning look, and she smiled, small but genuine. For the first time in days, she felt like maybeโjust maybeโshe was going to be okay.
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