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The night was merciless.
Tara lay on the bed, her knees pulled to her chest as the room seemed to close in around her. Silent sobs wracked her body, her throat raw from crying until there was nothing left.
Each tear felt like a drop of herself slipping away, leaving her emptier than before.
Her confrontation with Matt replayed in her mind, each word cutting deeper with every repetition.
The way he looked at herโnot with love, but indifference. The words โweโve grown apartโ and โstuck in the pastโ echoed in her ears, hollow and cruel.
She clutched the pillow tighter, the engagement ring no longer on her finger but still seared into her memory. She could still feel its weight, the reminder of promises now broken.
When the tears finally stopped, it wasnโt because she felt better. It was because she had no more energy to cry. Her breaths came out in shallow gasps, her body trembling as exhaustion began to take over.
The first rays of morning sunlight slipped through the curtains, brushing over her face. But Tara didnโt move. She stared blankly at the ceiling, her eyes burning and her chest aching.
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โHas anyone seen Tara today?โ Shubman asked, glancing around the breakfast lounge. His tone was casual enough, but the furrow in his brow betrayed the concern simmering just beneath the surface.
Virat, sitting at the head of the table with his coffee, looked up with mild curiosity. โTara?โ he asked, setting down his cup. โNo, not since last night. Why?โ
โShe hasnโt answered any of my texts,โ Shubman replied, his voice tightening slightly. โI knocked on her door earlier too, but... nothing.โ
โMaybe sheโs sleeping,โ Ishan offered casually, piling his plate with pancakes. โIt was a big day for her yesterday. Sheโs probably just tired.โ
Shubman shook his head, his jaw clenching. โItโs more than that. She was quiet last nightโtoo quiet. I donโt think sheโs just tired.โ
Virat leaned back in his chair, his expression shifting to something more serious. โWhat do you mean, Gill?โ
โI mean...โ Shubman hesitated, pressing his lips together as he searched for the right words. โShe didnโt seem okay. I donโt know how to explain it, but somethingโs wrong.โ
Virat studied him for a moment, his sharp gaze assessing. โYou sure youโre not just overthinking it? Sometimes people need a little space, especially after something emotional like a birthday.โ
โShe doesnโt just disappear like this,โ Shubman replied firmly, his frustration breaking through. โTaraโs the kind of person who says somethingโeven if itโs just a โleave me alone.โ But this? This silence? Itโs not her.โ
Virat set his coffee down slowly, folding his arms. โFair point. But Gill, youโre wound up tight over this. You look like you didnโt sleep either.โ
โI couldnโt,โ Shubman admitted, his voice quieter now. โI kept thinking about how she looked last night. The way she smiled, but it didnโt reach her eyes. The way she was just... sitting there by the bonfire, lost in her own world.โ
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. โIt felt wrong, and now it feels worse.โ
Viratโs brow furrowed, his expression softening. โIf your gutโs telling you something, trust it,โ he said simply.
Ishan, who had been quietly listening, finally spoke up, his earlier playfulness replaced with curiosity. โYouโre really worried about her, huh?โ
Shubman nodded, his gaze fixed on the table. โYeah, I am. I donโt know why, but... I just feel like I need to make sure sheโs okay.โ
Virat exchanged a look with Ishan before turning back to Shubman. โGo check on her,โ he said firmly. โIf youโre this worried, sitting here isnโt going to help.โ
Shubman didnโt need to be told twice. He pushed his chair back and stood, grabbing his phone as he nodded to Virat. โIโll let you know if sheโs alright.โ
โGill,โ Virat called as Shubman turned to leave.
Shubman paused, glancing back over his shoulder.
โJust be there for her,โ Virat said simply, his voice steady but kind. โSometimes thatโs all people need.โ
Shubman nodded, his chest tightening as he walked away. The weight of his concern pressed heavily on his shoulders, but he couldnโt shake the feeling that Tara needed him now more than ever.
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Back in her room, Tara hadnโt moved from the bed. Her phone buzzed on the nightstand, lighting up with a message from Shubman.
Shubman: Hey, just checking in. Let me know if you need anything, okay?
She stared at the screen, her fingers twitching as if to reply. But what could she say? How could she explain the hollow ache in her chest, the way her world had come undone in the span of a single night?
The phone buzzed again.
Shubman
Tara, Iโm here if you want to talk.
The kindness in his words only made her chest tighten further. She couldnโt bring herself to replyโnot yet.
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Downstairs, Shubman sat in the hotel lounge, his leg bouncing anxiously as he stared at his phone. The untouched coffee in front of him had gone cold, but he didnโt care. His thoughts were elsewhere.
โShe still hasnโt replied?โ Ishan asked, slumping into the chair across from him with a curious glance.
โNo,โ Shubman said curtly, his tone clipped and strained.
Ishan frowned, the teasing glint in his eyes fading as he noticed the tension in Shubmanโs expression. โMaybe she just needs space? Itโs not like sheโs ignoring just you, right?โ
Shubmanโs jaw tightened, his gaze fixed on his phone. โThis isnโt like her,โ he muttered. โTara doesnโt just vanish. Even when sheโs upset, she lets people in. She doesnโt... disappear like this.โ
Ishan leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms as he studied his friend. โYouโre really worried about her, huh?โ
โOf course I am,โ Shubman snapped before exhaling heavily, dragging a hand through his hair. โYou didnโt see her last night. She was quietโtoo quiet. And the way she looked at the bonfire, like she wasnโt even there...โ He trailed off, his chest tightening.
Ishan softened, leaning forward. โYou care about her,โ he said gently.
Shubman hesitated, his lips pressing into a thin line. He didnโt answer, but the flicker of something unspoken in his eyes was enough.
โYou wonโt feel better until you check on her again,โ Ishan said with a sigh. โSo go. Do what you need to do.โ
Shubman didnโt need to be told twice. He stood abruptly, the chair scraping against the floor as he grabbed his phone and headed toward the elevator.
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When Shubman knocked on Taraโs door again, he braced himself for the same silence that had greeted him earlier. But this time, he heard itโthe faint shuffle of footsteps from the other side.
The door opened slowly, revealing Tara.
Shubmanโs heart sank at the sight of her. She looked like a shell of herself, her eyes red and swollen, her cheeks pale and blotchy.
She wore an oversized hoodie, the sleeves pulled over her hands as if she were trying to shrink into herself. Her hair was unkempt, and her shoulders slumped under an invisible weight.
โTara,โ Shubman said softly, his concern evident in his tone.
She didnโt respond, avoiding his gaze as she stepped aside, silently letting him in.
The room was dim, the curtains drawn tight. The bed was unmade, her phone lay face-down on the nightstand, and a glass of water sat untouched on the desk. The air felt heavy, oppressive.
โTara,โ Shubman tried again, his voice gentler now. โWhatโs going on? Please, talk to me.โ
Tara didnโt answer. Instead, she walked to the far side of the room and sank onto the floor next to the bed, pulling her knees to her chest. Her movements were slow, like every step took immense effort.
Shubman followed, lowering himself onto the floor beside her. He rested his arms on his knees, turning to look at her with a mixture of worry and helplessness.
โTara,โ he said again, his voice steady but filled with emotion. โPlease. Youโre scaring me.โ
For a long moment, the only sound in the room was their breathing. Taraโs gaze remained fixed on the floor, her silence thick with pain.
Finally, she spoke, her voice so soft he almost didnโt hear her. โItโs over.โ
Shubman frowned, leaning in slightly. โWhat?โ
โItโs over,โ she repeated, her voice breaking on the last word.
Shubman froze, his chest tightening as the weight of her words sank in. He didnโt need to ask what she meant. The heartbreak in her tone, the way she curled into herself like she was trying to disappearโit all pointed to the same thing.
โTara,โ he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. โIโm so sorry.โ
Taraโs shoulders trembled as she buried her face in her arms, her quiet sobs breaking the silence.
โI gave him everything,โ she whispered, her voice muffled by her arms. โEvery single thing. And it still wasnโt enough.โ
Shubmanโs hands clenched into fists, anger bubbling beneath his calm exterior. He imagined Mattโs face, the cold indifference Tara had described, and his blood boiled. The thought of someone treating her like she was disposable made his stomach churn.
But he forced the anger down, focusing on Tara.
โIt wasnโt your fault,โ he said firmly, his tone steady. โHeโs the one who didnโt deserve you, Tara. Heโs the one who couldnโt see how incredible you are.โ
Tara lifted her head slightly, her tear-streaked face filled with anguish. โBut why does it hurt so much?โ
โBecause you cared,โ Shubman replied softly, leaning closer. โAnd thatโs not a bad thing. It means you gave it your all. But that doesnโt mean you deserved this. You didnโt.โ
Her tears spilled over again, and she pressed her hands to her face, her sobs growing louder. Shubman hesitated for a moment before leaning forward and pulling her into his arms.
The hug wasnโt tentative or hesitantโit was firm and grounding, like he was holding her together when she couldnโt do it herself.
Tara stiffened at first, unused to the sudden closeness, but then she melted into him, her head resting against his shoulder as her fingers clung to the fabric of his shirt.
Shubman closed his eyes, his chin brushing the top of her head. โIโve got you,โ he murmured, his voice low and soothing. โYouโre not alone, Tara. Iโm here.โ
She cried against him, her body shaking as she let herself fall apart in the safety of his embrace. Shubman tightened his hold, his chest aching with every broken sob that escaped her.
โIโll take care of him,โ he muttered under his breath, the anger slipping through despite himself. โI swear, if I ever see himโโ
Tara didnโt hear him, her sobs muffling his words. But the fury in his eyes was undeniable, a quiet promise to himself that Matt would never get away with what heโd done.
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When her tears finally subsided, Shubman gently pulled away, his hands resting on her shoulders. โTara,โ he said softly, his gaze searching hers. โYou havenโt eaten all day. Let me get you something.โ
She shook her head weakly, her voice barely above a whisper. โI canโt.โ
โYou can,โ Shubman said firmly but gently. โJust a little, okay? Trust me.โ
Shubman returned to her room a few minutes later, balancing a tray carefully in his hands.
He had gone down to the hotel kitchen himself, speaking softly to the staff to prepare something light and comfortingโdal, rice, and yogurt, along with a small bowl of soup.
It wasnโt much, but it was warm, and he hoped it would help her feel a little better.
When he stepped inside, Tara was still sitting on the bed, her back against the pillows, her head resting against the wall. Her eyes were half-closed, and she looked so frail in the dim light that Shubman felt a fresh pang of worry.
โTara,โ he said gently, setting the tray down on the small table by the bed. โI know you donโt feel like eating, but you need to. Just a little, okay?โ
She opened her eyes slowly, blinking at him with a distant expression. โIโm not hungry,โ she murmured, her voice hoarse and barely audible.
โI know,โ Shubman said softly, his tone patient but firm. โBut you havenโt eaten anything all day. Youโre too weak, Tara. Just a few bites, for me?โ
Tara glanced at the tray, her brow furrowing slightly as if even the thought of eating was exhausting. โI canโt,โ she said again, shaking her head weakly.
โYou can,โ Shubman replied gently, pulling the tray closer. He sat down beside her on the bed, picking up the spoon. โIโll make it easy for you. You donโt have to do anythingโjust trust me.โ
Tara hesitated, her gaze flickering between him and the food. Her cheeks flushed faintly, a small spark of her usual pride surfacing. โI can feed myself, Shubman,โ she said, though her voice lacked conviction.
Shubman gave her a small, understanding smile. โI know you can,โ he said, his voice warm. โBut right now, you donโt have to. Let me take care of you, Tara. Please.โ
Her lips parted slightly, as if she wanted to protest again, but she couldnโt bring herself to argue. Finally, she gave him a tiny nod, her exhaustion overtaking her pride.
โOkay,โ she whispered.
Shubmanโs smile softened as he carefully scooped a small portion of dal and rice onto the spoon. He blew on it lightly to cool it down, then brought it to her lips.
Tara hesitated for a moment before opening her mouth, letting him feed her. She chewed slowly, her gaze fixed on the tray as if avoiding his eyes would make the moment less vulnerable.
โGood?โ Shubman asked gently, his tone encouraging.
She nodded faintly, swallowing the bite. โItโs fine,โ she murmured, her voice barely audible.
He scooped another bite, repeating the process with the same care and patience. Between bites, he offered her sips of water, holding the glass steady as she drank. Her movements were slow and uncoordinated, but she didnโt pull away from his help.
As the minutes passed, Taraโs expression began to shift. The faintest hint of color returned to her cheeks, and her breathing grew steadier. Shubman noticed the subtle change, his heart lifting slightly at the sight.
โJust a little more,โ he said softly, scooping another bite. โYouโre doing great.โ
Tara glanced at him then, her tired eyes narrowing slightly. โYou sound like a coach,โ she muttered, her voice tinged with faint exasperation.
Shubman chuckled, the sound low and warm. โIf thatโs what it takes to get you to eat, I donโt mind,โ he replied, his smile widening.
For the first time in what felt like forever, Tara let out a soft, almost inaudible laugh. It was brief, but it was there, and it was enough to make Shubmanโs chest swell with relief.
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As he continued feeding her, Shubman couldnโt help but notice the way her fingers brushed against the blanket, trembling faintly with every small movement. He could see the toll the past day had taken on herโnot just physically, but emotionally.
But there was something else, too.
In her vulnerability, in the quiet moments where she let him care for her, Shubman felt something stir inside him. It wasnโt pity or mere concernโit was something deeper, something he didnโt fully understand yet.
Every glance, every soft word she murmured, every fleeting smileโit all made him want to shield her from the world. To make sure she never felt this broken again.
โTara,โ he said softly, his voice breaking the quiet.
She looked up at him, her expression questioning.
โYouโre stronger than you think,โ he said, his tone firm but kind. โI know it doesnโt feel like it right now, but you are. And whatever happens, Iโm here. Iโll always be here.โ
Taraโs lips parted slightly, her gaze flickering with unspoken emotions. She looked like she wanted to say something, but the words didnโt come. Instead, she gave him the faintest nod, her eyes shining with unshed tears.
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Once sheโd eaten enough, Shubman set the tray aside and helped her lie back down. Taraโs body felt heavier now, the exhaustion pulling her under again. He adjusted the blanket around her, tucking the edges in gently as she watched him with half-lidded eyes.
โThank you,โ she whispered, her voice so soft he almost missed it.
Shubman paused, his hand resting lightly on the edge of the blanket. โYou donโt have to thank me, Tara,โ he said quietly. โJust... try to rest, okay?โ
She nodded weakly, her eyelids fluttering shut as she sank deeper into the bed. For a moment, Shubman just stood there, watching her, his heart heavy with a mix of emotions he couldnโt name.
As he turned to leave, her voice stopped him.
โDonโt go,โ she murmured, her tone trembling. โPlease. Stay.โ
Shubman froze, glancing back at her. She looked so small, so fragile beneath the blankets, and the vulnerability in her voice was enough to make his chest tighten.
โIโll stay,โ he said softly, pulling the chair closer to her bed and sitting down.
As Tara drifted off, Shubman stayed where he was, his gaze fixed on her sleeping face. And for the first time that night, he allowed himself to acknowledge the truth that had been growing inside him for weeks:
He cared for her deeplyโmore than he should, more than he was ready to admit.
But for now, that didnโt matter. All that mattered was that she wasnโt alone.
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