Guo Cheng could feel his husband slipping away by the second, in a dire attempt, he took the scissors from the floor.

I don't want you to die, so forgive me, FanXing. For what I'm about to do.

Even if you hate me, I will always love you.

With a clean cut, Guo Cheng cuts himself deeply on his palm. He drinks the blood before picking FanXing up and kissing him, which forces the blood into his body.

Guo Cheng teleports back to hell.

He disguises FanXing's scent with his own and enters his bedroom. Guo Cheng places his lover on the bed. He quickly heals FanXing's cut before staring at his beloved lovingly.

"You were merely a human being and nothing more to me when I had met you. My mission was to course you and make a place in your heart for me, but I did not realize that I would open up a space in my heart for you as well. You had become my everything. I could have never imagined my life without you, but I knew that if we had worked out, I would be holding you in my arms as you perished. I never thought it would turn out this way, though. I know you'll hate me. I know you'll never want to see me ever again. But for this one time, let me be selfish..."

Hours later, Fanxing opened his eyes to see Guo Cheng lying asleep beside him. He widens his eyes, and tears start to form in his eyes. Shaking, he backs away and looks down at his belly. There was simply nothing left of his pregnant belly. It was just his regular stomach. He looked around and noticed he was in an altogether environment. The room was red and black, and the decor was fancy, colored in gold, black, and silver. Black drapes, lights gold, door silver, massive red lushes bed with black bed sheets, and a golden chandler hanging on the ceiling.

But none of this could distract him as he was still very shaken and terrified.

I'm supposed to be dead.

He quickly gets off the bed and crumbles to the floor, breaking down in tears. Guo Cheng awakens and sees FanXing on the ground, trying to cover up his cries with his hand. FanXing looks at Guo Cheng, scared to death.

Guo Cheng felt as if a knife had been pierced through his heart. FanXing looked at him like a monster. And it hurt him deeply. He placed a silencing spell around the room so no one could hear FanXing as he cried. "FanXing." He says softly. He moves slowly off the bed, but FanXing only backs off in terror, screaming. "G-get away!" He continues sobbing, unable to accept the predicament he is in. "FanXing, please listen to me."

"No!" FanXing almost barely manages to stand up. "You lied to me. You're no human, Guo Cheng. You're a monster." He cracks out. "How am I still alive?"

"I saved you." Guo Cheng replies softly. FanXing's eyes become dark. Fueling with rage and sadness, he grabs Guo Cheng by the collar, "why did you save me? You knew I wanted to die. You knew I couldn't live in this world after discovering the truth, so why Guo Cheng? Why did you save me!" FanXing pushes Guo Cheng against the wall but is caught off guard by his strength. He then notices a mirror in the corner and sees his reflection. FanXing had changed. The tip of his fingers was sharper, and his nails were longer than how they used to be. His hair was to his shoulders, black horns on his head, and his eyes were dark blue. And all that covered him were a long-sleeved button shirt and black shorts.

After seeing himself in the mirror, he was horrified at what he had become. He screams and falls to the floor, shaking and crying. "What did you do to me!!" He sobs. Guo Cheng could feel regret slapping him like a brick.

FanXing couldn't stop himself from shaking as tears rolled down his eyes. "Kill me, Guo Cheng...."

"What?"

FanXing looks up to him, "I said, kill me."

Guo Cheng, feeling conflicted, can utter nothing.

FanXing scrambles to his feet and grabs hold of Guo Cheng's collar, "didn't you hear me? I said kill me already! I can't live like this, Guo Cheng!" FanXing's heart was filled with fury and hurt of deep betrayal. "You lied to me, you used me, and you hurt me. Was I just a thing for you? To use and throw away once you and your kind got what you wanted? Did you expect me to open my arms for you after finding out the truth? How could you bring me back?"

"I never meant to hurt you, please-"

Slap

"Save it." FanXing walks to the bed and gets under the sheet. He was in distraught. He could let nothing out but cries of despair. FanXing wailed; with each tear came the need for air. He cried and gasped while Guo Cheng could do nothing but stand there unable to do anything for his beloved.

As time passed Guo Cheng couldn't stand hearing FanXing cry. He moves slowly to FanXing and pulls him up for a hug. FanXing felt too weak to fight back as he could only sob out in pain.

To be continued