I don't need mister perfect.

I don't need mister rich.

I don't need mister good looking.

I don't need mister popular.

I don't mister intelligence.

I don't need mister chaos.

I don't need mister problem solver.

I don't need mister all a-rounder.

I need someone who understands me.

I need someone who I can count on.

I need who doesn't leave me after a fight because loving means not to give up on a person just because of an argument.

I need someone who is willing to stay with me in my worst and in my best moments and moods.

I need someone I feel comfortable to talk about anything that pops into my head.

I need someone to call me out, when I behaved wrong in his opinion.

I need someone who makes me smile.

I need someone who makes me grow.

I just need someone to love me for who I am.

But before I can desire someone to love me, I need to look after myself.

I need to learn who I am as a person.

I need to learn to love myself.

To feel worthy of being loved by someone else.

I need to to learn how I can help someone being the best version of themselves too.

I need to learn what I can contribute to make someone else's life better.

I need to know what ambitions and goals I have for my future.

I need to know what I want out of a relationship.

I need to know what I need to be happy.

I need to know what I want.

I know that there are going to be people who will tell me that you can discover all this things about yourself with someone else.

But this would make you being dependent on someone else and it would make someone else depending on you.

In my view this is not healthy.

Nobody should define your own value.

You shouldn't be depending on anyone else but yourself.

I am okay if other people don't agree with this.

I am okay if other people don't have the patience I have because we are all different, we all don't want the same things in life.

These are only my personal thoughts.

I am okay with waiting if this process taking longer than expected because I won't settle for less.

I am okay with waiting because I want the best outcome as possible for myself.