Clay  after when you and him get in a fight about the tapes. And he knows he messed up and shouldn't have said all those things

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You close your locker and you were heading to your first period class, you spot Clay Jensen in a state you can't really read. You decide to walk up to him, there was a cut on his forehead. He looks to you with pain mixed with anger in his eyes. He had a Walkman in his hand, his mouth agape.

"You killed Jeff."
He whispered.

"I did-"

"You didn't mean too! That's like saying 'You're Ugly' and saying 'Oh I didn't mean it'. You killed my best friend and you were one of the reasons why Hannah killed herself! Why the fuck didn't you want to tell the police!"
He starts to raise his voice.

You place a palm on your chest as you try to control your breathing. When you feel pressured, you would always get anxiety attacks.

 "I didn't know what to do but I didn't want to... I didn't want to get in trouble."
You stutter as tears escaped onto your cheeks.

"You think that would be worst than someone dying! You know that stop signs are important to the road. It causes people to stop and be safe. You killed my best friend and the love of my life." He spats angrily.

"You're a monster."

That's where you couldn't take anymore shit. 

"I said I'm sorry Jensen. I listened to your tape Clay. Your tape is nothing like mine. Do you think I had bad intentions for Jeff?! I didn't! I didn't mean for him to die! I thought it would be all fine. I have to live with I killed two people. Hannah and Jeff! So yeah! I am the monster. Turn me in, it's what I deserve."
You spat at him, you then run to the bathroom to make your escape.

You drop to the floor and started to cry. You crawled over to your backpack to grab the red lipstick you always had with you. You took the cap off and started to write 'I'M SORRY' on the mirror. 

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 "[Y/N] [[Y/L/N] has just committed suicide. Her parents found her in her bathroom, dead. Right by her head was a note and an empty pill bottle. Which causes us to think that she overdosed. Her note says: 'I'm sorry. I am a monster. I deserve to be punished.' More coming up to you after these commercials." 

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I think we need a happy imagine right?