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𝙎𝙄𝙓 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏𝙃𝙎 𝘼𝙂𝙊
𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 - 𝙧𝙞𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖

0355 𝗛𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀
𝗦𝗔𝗡 𝗗𝗜𝗘𝗚𝗢, 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗔

I immediately felt my heart shatter more than I could have thought possible as warm water poured over my body as I sat curled up in the corner of the shower.

My tears just streamed along with the flow of the warm water down the drain as I continued weeping to myself hoping somehow all of the pain would diminish.

And the more I cried I found myself hating everything about my husband.

I hated the fact I trusted Colton. I hated the fact I shared my body with him. I hated the fact I had spent the past six years of my life with him. I hated the fact I let myself be stupid enough to continue going along with his lies hoping that there wouldn't be another after the last. I hated the fact I was married to a man I truly didn't know. I hated the fact that I married him entirely.

Most importantly, I hated the fact I was still undeniably and unutterably in love with him.

And he didn't care.

He didn't care that he lifted me up all these years just to break me in my most vulnerable moments.

Colton left me on the bridge we built and burned it all to the ground.

The worst part was I was the one left feeling stupid. I had healed his heart just for him to take advantage of mine.

Now I was alone and afraid for the first time in years and to top it all off I was pregnant with two babies and crumbling into pieces because I was no longer able to be strong and hold on even for them as much as I unsuccessfully tried.

𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙔𝙀𝘼𝙍 𝘼𝙂𝙊

"I told you this wasn't a good idea!" I said while giggling watching Colton struggle to wash Max and Sky at the same time

"Well, It'd be a hell of a lot easier if you helped!" He said sarcastically as he turned back to look at me for a swift second as I continued laughing watching him struggle

"No! I told your lazy ass it was a one-at-a-time job. But, noo, you won't listen to me." I teased causing him to roll his eyes just as Sky jumped out of the tub beginning to run him around in circles in our bathroom

I would open the door so she could run out of the bathroom but then I'd have to clean it, so this was good enough for me right now.

"Come on! My big strong Navy Seal can't catch a puppy?!" I said before cackling watching Sky continue running him through our bathroom

Ignoring me he continued trying to catch her as she continued soaking the floor with water.

I then began to pet Max as he crawled out of the bathtub and sat next to me putting his head in my lap causing me to rub his wet head gently.

"See what happens when Dad doesn't listen to me?!" I asked Max as we watched them both before he fell causing me to fall out laughing

I then slid to the floor from the ache building in my stomach as I continued to crack up at the situation with tears running down my face.

Sky then stopped running and walked to where he laid and began licking his face causing me to laugh harder.

"This dog makes me want to give her away again..." He muttered as she climbed onto his chest and laid down

"You wanted a child, right? There's your child!" I then said while doing my best impression of Rasputia in that one scene from Norbit as I leaned to the side continuing to laugh

And hearing Colton begin to laugh at my recent comment only made it worse.

"I can't breathe, holy shit!" I cried as I laid on the bathroom floor seeing Colton had finally gotten up and had Sky in his arms

"Alright, you want to laugh at me struggling with your dog?!" Colton asked resulting in me lifting a weak thumbs up

He then smiled and sat Sky on me just as she began shaking the excess water from her coat soaking me and my clothes causing me to squeal as the cold water hit my skin.

"I'm going to kill you!" I yelled playfully causing him to laugh as I got up and pushed him back to the floor as he laughed

I then grabbed the bucket of soap and water we were using for Sky and Max and dumped it on him before running away knowing he was definitely going to make me pay for that one.

"Dinah!" He called loudly as I ran down the stairs to hide which was no good since he was already right behind me

"Wait, Colton, I'm sorry!" I yelped with a smile as I tried not to laugh seeing his hair was soaked along with his shirt and sweats which were clinging to his body

Trying to run the opposite way did nothing but quickly land me in his wet arms squealing and squirming to get loose.

"Baby, please!" I said while laughing before he threw me carefully onto the couch

I then began slightly biting my finger watching as he began removing the wet shirt he wore that was clinging to him and showcasing his defined abdomen and chest which was beyond sexy.

But, just as he threw it to the floor I tried to get up and run away from him again causing me to run full speed into him and him to grab my waist to keep me from falling as I laughed while holding onto his bicep to help steady my body.

"I got you...I'm sorry" He then said with a soft expression feeling bad for me running into him

"I'm fine, shut up!" I rebutted

When accidents like this happened during our horseplay he always felt so bad if I got a minor boo-boo or he felt like he hurt me even though more than half of the time I'd initiate it. So, I'd always tell him to shut up after because running smack into his chest was kind of fun, especially when I'm having these adrenaline rushes.

"You could never hurt me! It's like running into a hard trampoline." I then said as I gently tapped his jaw as he looked me in the eyes as if he could stay in this zone with me forever

I then smiled as he ignored my statement and stared at me lovingly causing me to gently wrap my arms around him while leaning my head against his chest just as he wrapped his strong arms around my body.

"I love you, Dinah..." He said warmly causing me to smile

"I love you too, Colton..." I replied before kissing his shoulder

𝙉𝙊𝙒

Lying in bed I found the thunderstorm drowning out my cries along with the pillow I wept on in the dark.

Sky and Max were laid on the other side of me crying every now and then from hearing my cries which broke my heart even more as I cried myself to sleep.

I felt so used and taken advantage of, yet, I still wanted to be in his arms because that's where I felt the safest even after everything.

A/N: I'm sorry. I know, I know. What are you guys thinking?! How are you guys feeling about Colton and Dinah?! Remember to vote, comment, share, follow me, and add to your library!! Love yaaa🖤🖤🖤