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𝙎𝙄𝙓 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏𝙃𝙎 𝘼𝙂𝙊

1245 𝗛𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀
𝗦𝗔𝗡 𝗗𝗜𝗘𝗚𝗢, 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗔

"Honestly, our tours together were too fun and every time I'm back with you guys it reminds me of just how much fun we had," I said beginning to laugh as me and Ross talked about our previous ventures

The guys had gone to pick up some of the baby furniture I had purchased for me and were supposed to be coming right back, but knowing them...they definitely were getting food too; which meant they were going to feed their favorite little sister as well.

And they better, because they somehow talked me into letting them take Sky and Max with them. But since I had been trying to rest when I wasn't trying to get things together for my babies, they hadn't been getting the extra playtime and walks in so I let them go get a bit of exercise.

"Especially us...I mean we used to stay up all night watching every chick-flick known to man and then this perfect-haired, blue-eyed man STOLE my best friend" Ross replied causing me to laugh

"Colton thought you had a crush on me for the longest time I am not even going to hold you on that one" I then said while laughing

"Yeah..." Ross replied with a smile while looking down

"Can I tell you something and we keep it between us...please?" Ross asked his tone being serious for the first time in a while which had halted me slightly as a result

"Of course" I replied as he began fidgeting with his fingers before looking me in the eyes

"For the longest time I knew this but never had the heart to tell anyone, because I thought I may be judged or treated differently for it...but I- I'm bisexual" He admitted after breaking our eye contact

I then gently placed my hand on his cheek and smiled while saying, "I know"

"What?" He asked with his tone and facial expression laced with confusion

"You do know my little brother, Theo, is gay too right?" I said beginning to laugh lowly

"Yeah, but-" He began to state before I cut him off saying, "But, no guy, even my own husband will watch Drag Race and Bad Girls Club with me all night."

Ross then gasped and said, "What?! Not even when Stasi almost killed Shelly in that office?!"

"He'll be interested for like ten minutes and then fall asleep" I answered while shrugging my shoulders with a smile

"But...you knew? And never told him although Andrews thought I was trying to make a move on you?" Ross asked

"Wasn't my place," I replied simply

"You're literally the best," He said while smiling causing me to smile big as I boasted saying, "Well, I'm glad you know!"

Ross then rolled his eyes playfully before bringing back a bit of his more serious demeanor asking, "How should I tell the guys?"

"Just tell them" I rebutted beginning to laugh once again

"You guys are a group of men who hug each other all the time and tell each other you love and miss one another you will be fine! It's just your mind overthinking it" I concluded hopeful that give him all the motivation to come out to the guys who'd be along with me some of his biggest supporters

"You have a point..." He then said beginning to laugh

"I know...but, we are here on this planet not to be in hiding from who we are but to bloom as God sculpted us to be" I replied before he hugged me

"I love you, sis" Ross rebutted as I hugged him back saying, "Love you too, silly"

The front door then slammed shut causing me and Ross to break apart and see Colton.

"Hello to you too bro," Ross said with a smile as Colton walked over to us with that look in his eye and a furious expression

"Get out of my house..." He then said to Ross causing me to shake my head 'No' as I quickly rebutted, "No, he is here helping me with the nursery along with the rest of the guys!"

"What's up with you, man?" Ross asked now concerned

"What's up with me?! What's up with you being here hugged up and alone with my wife?" Colton retorted before shoving Ross causing me to quickly block my husband's raging path

"Hey!" I snapped causing his anger to quickly be directed at me

"Really Dinah?! I knew I shouldn't have fucking trusted you! One of my best friends, really?!" He yelled causing me to stand there and take it

"Hey, man, don't talk to her like that" Ross quickly said standing up for me causing Colton to turn in his direction and begin walking toward him before I once again blocked his path

"You need to calm down!" I sternly voiced

"No, don't fucking touch me! While I'm at work, these are the games you play?" He rebutted while towering over me

"Colton, you don't even know what you're talking about!" I replied trying to walk away causing him to grab me and pull me back toward him while saying, "I know exactly what the hell I am talking about!"

"Colton!" Ross then said grabbing his hand causing Colton to punch him in the face

Ross then staggered back clearly not expecting him to do that. I then grabbed his arm which only resulted in him pushing me down just as the guys came through the front door -laughing per usual until they quickly assessed the situation- and rushed over as they began fighting.

Banks, Max, and Sky then quickly made their way over to me as I sat in disbelief at the fact that the now-unknown man I had married had pushed his pregnant wife to the floor.

"Are you okay?!" I heard Banks' voice echo

I felt the touch from my dogs who were trying to love me in the unloving situation I was currently in.

But, I was numb.

I was hurt.

Hell, I was beyond hurt.

I was finally broken by the same man who made every promise in the book to me.

Tears slid down my eyes as I cried silently with sudden memories from the moment I first fell in love with Colton to when he first smiled in my direction flashed through my mind.

"Dinah..." I heard Floyd call lowly over the yells as he picked me up and sat me up on the couch

"Are you okay?" Banks asked again as he kneeled in front of me as I just continued to watch my husband act insanely

Banks then looked back at the guys who were struggling since neither of them were holding back and said, "Let me go help them...I'll be right back"

I had finally brought myself out of my daze the moment guys finally got them apart and then looked in their direction seeing Colton and Clay shared black eyes as well as a few cuts on each other's faces along with redness.

"Fuck you, Colton! I took a bullet for you! So your wife would have her husband she's been worrying about the past five months who doesn't give a fuck about anyone other than himself! I took that bullet so your kids would have and know their Father; and you think I would sleep with YOUR WIFE, a woman I've treated like a sister since before you could even get past your own insecurities to talk to her! Dinah chose your dumbass and honestly, I wish Floyd hadn't paid attention to your feelings and backed off from the fact that he wanted to get to know Dinah in the ways you were blessed to...maybe then she would've been with someone who knew how to love and treat her!" Ross angrily ranted before escaping the grasp of the Franks and walking out the front door

"Get the fuck out! All of you!" Colton then angrily shouted as he began pushing his brothers away from him

"Kyle...can you please help me get some of my things please?" I finally spoke while wiping my eyes

This was the last straw; His anger had resulted in him being physical and I wasn't going to deal with it or allow myself or my babies to be victims of it.

"Yeah." He replied simply before Colton tried to angrily come my way before quickly being grabbed and thrown against the wall by Boone

"You need to calm your ass down. You can try and fight us all you want but you will not try and bully Dinah around" Jim seethed

"I will fucking kill one of you guys if you guys touch me again! I am not playing with any of you, let me go talk to my wife!" Colton said furiously

I just stopped in my tracks and quickly walked over to where he stood and said, "I can't be around you anymore Colton! I'm almost four months pregnant and you're stressing me the fuck out! You've been draining me since the day you completely mentally checked out...and I cried for you to get help just for you to give me a bunch of BS about it."

"You told me you wished you never married me! Do you know how much it hurt me to hear from one of the people I love most in the world?! How many times I've been lied to by you? How many times I have cried myself to sleep about you?!" I said beginning to hit his chest as he stood there and took it as tears poured from my eyes

Boone then gently stopped me from hitting him just as I slapped him with tears blurring my iris' as I said with my voice full of sorrow, "And you hate the fact you married me?! The woman who was all and more she could've been for you? Well, you can take this back, because it doesn't mean a damn thing to us both then, right?"

I then slid my wedding ring off and handed it to him as he began to cry and say lowly, "Dinah, please"

"No, Colton, the Lord is my witness when I say you can break my heart all you want, but you will not break my spirit and as a child of God I can't allow it as I've been" I croaked with my voice slightly breaking before wiping my eyes

"Please, don't leave." Colton wept

"I love you, Colton; But, I love me as well as the miracles growing within me...and though, I didn't lose you physically in that war I lost you mentally & emotionally and little do you know you're losing me the more you don't try to get help. I've waited for you like God waits for all of his children and now I must let go of you simply because I am not God. Whether that means temporarily or permanently is completely up to you. But, you have problems you need to get sorted out before we can be together." I finally concluded

"Baby, wait please!" Colton then said trying to follow me upstairs before the guys blocked his path to me

"I'm not going to hurt her! Please, just let me talk to her!" I heard Colton sob lowly

It hurt to walk away. It hurt so damn much because I love that man with every bone and breath in my body. But, I could be a fool no longer about the true danger he was putting me and the babies in.

And with tears falling from my eyes once again I went upstairs beginning to pack my stuff along with some of Sky and Max's things, because at this point I don't know whether he'd try and hurt them.

A/N: Hey lovelies!! I haven't proofread yet sooo not too much lmao😂🖤 How are you guys feeling? Dinah and Colton are separating :( Remember to vote, comment, share, and add to your library!! Love yaaa🖤🖤🖤