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𝙀𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝘼 𝙃𝘼𝙇𝙁 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏𝙃𝙎 𝘼𝙂𝙊

2330 𝗛𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀
𝗦𝗔𝗡 𝗗𝗜𝗘𝗚𝗢, 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗔

"This feels amazing!" I moaned as Colton massaged my feet while I sat up in bed eating pickles dipped in a spicy powder

Colton just smiled in response causing me to say, "I'm going to miss you."

"Are you going to be fine here alone, Dinah?" He asked disregarding what I said with a sigh

"Yes" I replied continuing to eat

"Dinah, you know, I've put things in order in case-...I don't come back home-" He then said causing me to quickly cut his statement off early saying, "I don't want to hear this Colton."

"I just need you to know everything is yours." He said causing my eyes to water

"Why now? When you went last time you never had this conversation with me and now it just sounds like you're giving up on the thought of coming home." I said quickly wiping my eyes

"I'm not giving up...just being realistic because I know how bad it truly is over there," He said causing me to slowly pull away from him and scrunch my legs up against my chest

"Dinah, baby..." He said lowly pleading with the fact I had begun moving away from him

"You know something told me I should've stayed on birth control, but I trusted you again just to get let down once again," I said beginning to let my tears silently fall

"Come on, Dinah, please," He said causing me to shake my head stressfully

"No, because it's not just me anymore...it's a child you helped create and it sounds like you're giving up on the both of us. I'm trying to keep faith in you but the more you show this side of you the more that faith wavers." I replied

"Really? Your faith in me out of all people is wavering? What about the fact that the more I try to talk and reconcile with you and you deny me the more you remind me of Amelia and I's relationship." He then said causing me to get off of our bed and grab my car keys off of the nightstand

"Well, if that's the case maybe she actually had a reason to leave!" I retorted before beginning to make my way downstairs leaving him speechless

"Where are you going?!" Colton then asked following after me

"Away from you!" I snapped

"So I tell you how I feel as a rebuttal to the mean shit you say then I'm wrong, huh?" He said grabbing my arm

"Colton, let me go," I said sternly

I then tried to snatch away causing him to only hold tighter as he said, "No, we need to talk."

"No, when you compared me to your trashy ex you ended our conversation" I retorted continuing to pull away

"Dinah, stop, you're too upset to drive!" He said this time moving in front of me and trying to grab my keys

"Just please let me go! I can't do this with you right now!" I said beginning to cry frantically as I felt myself on the verge of having a PTSD breakdown

Noticing my change in disposition, Colton's expression softened as he tried to hand me the car keys causing me to instead turn away and quickly make my way into the downstairs guest bedroom before locking myself in.

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0100 𝗛𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀
𝗦𝗔𝗡 𝗗𝗜𝗘𝗚𝗢, 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗔

I fucked up once again. Out of every other response I could've had I compared my wife to another woman who was the complete opposite of the amazing woman she is.

I sat outside of the guest bedroom door going on the second hour listening to her cry and sniffle until she fell asleep.

I'm starting to believe maybe she needs a break from me because ever since last week I've seemed to be stressing her out and causing her to cry, and all that did was make me feel more than shitty.

I just want her to know that I love her more than anything in this world and that I'd never give up on her and our baby.

But right now everything's just shattering into a million pieces and I don't know what to do.

A/N: Everything's going crazy 😭 How do you all feel about it? And do you all think Colton and Dinah can fix this? Remember to vote, comment, share and add to your library!! Love yaaa🖤🖤🖤