Dedicated to everyone who wished me
Happy covocation
yesterday.
💕💕💕
Thank you

~Chloe~

It was short and quick, the burial of both Mr Aleshiloye and Mr babajide. In my usual self , I would have something poetic and encouraging to say but for a situation like this, there were no words. I was blank, numb and for once i wished there was a way i could remind myself. A way to remind myself to forget that two very important people just left my life as i listened to the song remind me to forget by kygo and miguel. i really wish i  could go some where, get away from this scene but there is nothing i can do, no matter how hard i tired this was my home and one way or the other this are my people.

i had cried, drank and even danced but nothing was working, i was just as numb and as rigid as a root could be stuck to the ground. it had only ben 8 days but it felt like it had been 5hours since they burial happened and they  left this world, heaven? hell? i cant really tell where either of them belonged. But if i were to be judging by there selfishness with an undertone ulterior motives which few times are to the favour of i and my sister. I think they have a short at heaven, but then again God works in misterious ways so its not 100% guaranteed. Besides man proposes and God disposes i learnt that from Sunday school even if i never learnt anything.

well after all said and done i am glad i and zoe we were able to meet out biological father before he went 6 feet under. regardless of the fact that he was a shitty human being and he made our lives more shittyer we still loved him, and the little time he spent on earth with us. I don't know about zoe but i know i loved him regardless of who he was or what he had done .He was even kind enough to have left the sum of 1millon dollars in our names, it still wasn't enough to change the fact that he was dead but at least he didn't leave us stranded or begging for scraps

Molly, Samuel, Zoe, Antonio, Mrs Aleshiloye ,Mrs Babajide and Mariam, Nafeesats little sister we were all seated in the living room mourning the loss of this two great people . we were all deeply hurt by there un timely departure. even Nathaniel, the father of zoe's child, Serenity's father. He was also present here in this very living room with me, with us. in as much as i wanted to beat him up to a pulp i couldn't, for some strange reason i was feeling sympathy not for Nathaniel but for serenity. I didn't want her growing up without knowing about her father the sooner she learns of how shitty her biological father is the sooner she would learn not to be like him. despite the silent mourning and the heaviness in my heart i couldn't ignore the urge to ask

" why are you here Nathaniel ?"

"rule number six--"

"dont. i am well aware what rule no sixteen says. why are you here is what i asked"

Rule #16: When your bestie needs you there, you need to be there for your bestie.

That was what rule number 16 says and i was well aware of that, the only problem is Nathaniel wasn't my bestfriend and from the way things were looking there was no way i could hate him or make him my enemy either . He was serenity's father for pit sake so whether i liked it or not i had to accommodate him reminding myself i was doing this for my nieces and not for him, to a point that was understandable. The bigger problem here now was Molly and Antonio, does rule no 16 apply to them as well, after what they did the last time.

Rule #16: When your bestie needs you there, you need to be there for your bestie.

Rule no 16 guarantees that my friends that is , Molly and Antonio in including Nathaniel could and should be there for me when i need them the most. they were supposed to be like my second family if my real family failed to be there for me when i need them the most, or like this instance they are unable to. it was traumatizing knowing this three people were just filing up the roles of a bestfriend but deep down they were not my bestfriends, they were doing this for an ulterior motive they were going to benefit from. Yes they came to join me in mourning for the loss of my father but i knew they would rather be anywhere else but her , i could see  the discomfort in their eyes.

" you are right, i have no reason to be here at all. but i thought you should know, i should confessed that i was the one sending those riddles to you because i knew you hated it, plus your father Mr Aleshiloye asked me too"

" okay , good to know "

Was the best response i could come up with, what was i supposed to say, scold him ? argue with him ? hmph i haven't had the energy to eat the food that was infront of me for the part 30 mins is now arguing i will have strength for. i highly doubt that besides i was still mourning the loss of my dad . both biological and my foster father.

"Chloe eat your food. Staring at it wouldn't make it disappear."

" I wish you will disappear. Honestly speaking you still haven't told me why You are here, yea I get you wanting to tell me about the stupid riddles you've been sending but still. That's not a cogent enough reason—"

"Chloe eat your food please. I'll be out of your hair In no time."

I sigh finally picking up the spoon to eat. Not because Nathaniel asked me too but because I was hungry. I managed to finish my food sluggishly  but the minute I did I felt like throwing up because the food was damn too cold. I took forever in getting up and heading to the kitchen sink, hence why my whole puck was on the tiled floor of the dinning room.

Molly I sighed heading for the kitchen to get something to clean my mess,while I went to the first aid kit in the house. After taking some aspirin I went up to  my room to eat some snacks and get soon sleep I was hoping that at least when I wake up it will be the Dawn of a new day and realize the death of my Fathers was just a nightmare.

A/N
Another heart break 🌚🌚🌚
I hope you guys are really enjoying this story so far.  (Lol not  because of the heart part obviously.)  I have been getting really good reviews that have been encouraging me to update more. So I just wanted to say thank you, to all who have been supportive, encouraging and enjoying this  story.

Good news in the house!!!!!

Yes oooo B.SC is officially in the bag for your favorite talented writer☺️🎉🍾🎉☺️ my convocation was yesterday tho 18th of January 2022. From the class of 2020, COVID -19 sup but we still run am and did signed out 2021, now here we are 2022 Convocation ceremony. Do am if easy 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😮‍💨🥴😩🥴😮‍💨🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

To now put icing in the cake 🎂🎂🎂🎂
Your favorite book A twin with a Difference has officially smashed 8k reads. It was a convocation gift you all presented to me yesterday my wattpad family. And, I really appreciated it guys thanks a bunch 🎉☺️🎉

Thank you all for the love and support yesterday.
❤️🎂❤️