Jennifer's POV

So I've met this guy.

Yeah, I'm a bad person but hey, I was willing to give my everything to Y/N. But he clearly wasn't eager to take things to the next step.

It was weird, he took me on this date where we could really be ourselves and then out of nowhere he says he doesn't want to be my boyfriend.

But currently, I was with the new guy Josh who really seems to display an interest in me. I haven't thought about anything romantic yet and we haven't gotten to that stage.

I was sat opposite to the man at this tapas restaurant. The two of us were conversing in the nice ambience.

Josh: So you and this military guy... why would he decline a girl like you!?

He says in shock and I nervously giggle, whilst blushing hard... I flop my hands in the air and shrug.

Jennifer: I honest don't know. But I don't blame him either.

Josh: I blame him. You're such an angel! He doesn't deserve you...

The man said, boosting my confidence. And as we were talking and enjoying the food, a new announcement came from a television nearby. Which caused my heart to drop.

"A-Bomb confirmed missing by popular reports. Only a few days after his outburst on live TV!"

"Rumours of the man taking his own life spark across twitter."

The words made my heart drop, and my blood went cold, my feet went numb. The utter thought of losing Y/N suddenly struck me, and I soon began to realise that he was going through his own problems. His trauma.

Suddenly, I felt a pain from my scalp making me look at Josh who looked like he took something from my hair.

Jennifer: Ouch!

Josh: Sorry there was something in your hair.

He apologises and I nod, not feeling the mood to continue the date. I sigh and get up, feeling worried about Y/N.

Jennifer: I'm really sorry, I have to go.

I said apologetically as I packed my bag, and placed everything in it. Josh nodded and looked a little sad.

Josh: Um... hit me up when you're free another time?

Jennifer: Sure, this is just really important.

I smile at him and leave the restaurant immediately, trying not to get emotional. I eventually get in my prius and head home.

While on the journey, I attempted to call Y/N numerous times and leave a message but they were all going to voicemail and delivered.

Then, I tried to call Andy. Who finally answered.

Jennifer: Hey Andy. What the hell is going on with Y/N?

Andy: Jen I really don't know. He left the house and I haven't seen him since. But I think he just needs time alone.

Jennifer: Was it because of me?

Andy: I think he regrets leaving you, and he feels like he has no one.

He said with a sigh behind the phone and I pouted a little, did he actually feel like he left me.

And now I can't see him, because I have no fucking clue where he is!

Now, I have to play the giant long waiting game.

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A day later

Y/N's POV

So for the past few days I've been at this retreat that is at a ranch, owned by a friend who is none other than Emil Blonsky.

The man was kind enough by accepting me into his little family, and I realise I'm not alone in my identity crisis.

I haven't really opened up but I've been adjusting so far, it's so much more peaceful without the flashing lights and screaming people.

Currently, I was sat in the share circle, where a bunch of very strange people were opening up to eachother. They all felt a sense of relief.

Emil was sat with us after being absent for 10 minutes, and he was giving consultation and advice to each one.

While we were listening to the guy with bush over his head, the door from the other side of the room and everyone's head darted towards the distraction.

It was a woman, a very beautiful woman in a blue blouse. Curly black hair that was tied up in a knot. And hypnotising green eyes, that were currently shocked.

Jennifer Walters.

Her eyes immediately found mine, as I was the big blue thing in the room. I smiled and gave a little wave while her expression remained unreadable.

Jennifer: Y-Y/N?

Y/N: Hiii.

Jennifer: Oh my God.

She gasped, and ran all the way to where I was sitting before I waa engulfed by her small frame in a hug.

So she wasn't mad at me?

Jennifer: Where the hell have you been?! I-I thought you were dead.

She said frantically, and I was confused. I rubbed her back while she continued to latch omto.

I looked at the others who were watching in utter confusion on what was happening. Suddenly, sobs were heard and Jennifer pulled away, revealing her teared up orbs.

Jennifer: What's going on?

She asked with hurt in her eyes, and I pursed my lips in guilt.

Emil: Actually, I think that's a great question Jen. Y/N, why don't you tell is what's been bothering you, and what you brought here?

He asked like a professional, and Jennifer got off and sat in chair beside me... I sighed heavily, realising that to cure this problem, was to address to everyone... especially the person that has been affected by it the most.

Y/N: I can't transform back to Y/N... temporarily, until I sort this crisis of mine out.

Emil: And what's this crisis?

He softly said, and I adjusted my seat, looked over to Jen before looking at the others.

Y/N: I don't want to be the A-Bomb anymore.

I mumbled, causing a rupture of gasps from everyone. Especially Man-Bull.

Man-Bull: What the hell! You can't do that! The world needs A-Bomb.

Y/N: I don't even do anything, as the A-Bomb. I'm just a big blue guy who's picture is pasted on every peice of merchandise, and I make some money out of it... I've never done anything as the A-Bomb.

I explained, looking down... I started to dig deep in my life... my heart beat softening as I was opening up.

Y/N: I was a squad leader, not too long ago... and I, had this group of boys to look after. Very young boys... about 20... they had so much to do... but I couldn't save them, not from the helicopter crash... It was only me left alive.

I sniffed a little, as a tear came drooping down my cheek. But my heart ushered me to continue as everyone listened attentively.

Y/N: After the crash, I hid myself from the world... and I still did, in the form of A-Bomb. Who wasn't me. But then, I met someone who appreciated Y/N, saw me past my mistakes.

Jennifer looked at me, and formed a little smile and I reciprocated.

Y/N: But I pushed that away, and went back to being the silly blue guy... I-I, could've done something... something good... help those boys live a much more meaningful life... but it's all my fault.

I broke down by the end of it, falling into a mess of tears. I got from the chair, and fell to my knees, crying loudly.

Immediately, I felt Jennifer's hand and soon everyone joining to comfort me, they rubbed my back and kept me safe.

Jen's hand went through my hair as they all spoke softly, and said kind things.

Emil: Y/N, that was not your fault at all. That was learning experience... no one deserved and it were the people who shot you down who are responsible. Don't put any of this on you. You're a great man. Capable of many things.

Y/N: I should have done something.

Jennifer: That's in the past Y/N, you did what you could but you were suffering too. You still are... life will continue to go, it will continue to pass.

They all continued to comfort me for the next few minutes, until I managed to compose myself and listen to what Emil had to say again.

He was sat opposite me and Jennifer had her hand in mine. She had no reason to, but she wanted to.

I don't deserve her.

Emil: Too much of one thing can end up creating stress; this is something that no one needs in their life. But living a life in balance can provide harmony and peace.

I nodded, and took in what he said intently.

Balance. Balance is the key.

Y/N: You know what? I wanna do some yurtin.

Jennifer: Me too!

Everyone cheered and I finally felt some strain from my shoulders taken away. It was all my self perception that led me to fail.

If I make myself better and love myself, eventually things should fall into place.

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Jennifer's POV

Now, I was more than relieved but also more knowledgeable about Y/N and how he was really feeling.

We were in this sauna thing, wearing a white tunic material as we sat and chilled. Not saying much.

Y/N: Jen I-

Jennifer: No, Y/N. It's okay. I really understand. I kinda creeped you out and scared you away.

Y/N: That's how you felt? Wow, honestly I just didn't want you to pull in a shitty life with me... cause I've got issues.

My eyes widened when he revealed that, and I felt less sad... actually more happy. I giggle and scoot closer to him.

Jennifer: Well, now we know how to solve those issues.

I said with a little smirk, and swiftly transformed to She-Hulk. To accommodate his height and be more on level with him. But also make him feel less alone.

Jennifer: You're loved, Y/N. I just want you to know that... and though life hasn't been kind, you've been kind to others.

Before I could say anything more, I was pulled in very close and suddenly my lips were upon his. I did not hesitate and moved my lips against his.

I held onto his waist and we stood up, heatedly kissing... and pouring our feelings in the makeout.

Suddenly, I felt the person infront of me get... smaller?

I separated from the kiss for air and I saw Y/N, who was shocked, looking at his and feet. He was in utter shock and happiness and then he jumped in pure joy.

Y/N: I'm back!

I laughed and brightly grinned. The clothes became oversized for him but him being happy was making me happy.

Then, I revert back to human form and hug him tightly. To congratulate him.

Once we're done in the yurt, the door is opened revealing everyone awaiting to see us post the experience and then instantly cheered seeing both of us.

Emil: How was it, Jen?

Y/N: I'm back!

Everyone: You're back!

They all cheered him, and he offered his hand out for me to grab. I did so and we walked out in style.

Happy. Hand in hand. Somewhat in content.

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We were outside and my broken down Prius, which was what led me to stay here at the retreat, was now on a tow truck.

Emil was having a few final words with Y/N, as I awaited for him. Because he wanted to come back home on the same ride.

Y/N: Thank you so much, I feel so much better, Emil.

Emil: No worries Y/N, he consistency in your person from human to hulk is vitally important so that you are in total balance at all times. Being out of balance means that your true self will start to be confused with what you pretend to be.

Y/N: Got that now.

Emil: Always feel free to come back, my fellow gamma gladiators.

Y/N: Well let's hope I don't fall into a crisis but thank you.

He smiles and I giggle at his joke, we both say goodbye to the older man before getting in the truck.

Once the truck started moving, I couldn't help but smile widely and look at the handsome man beside me.

I did have a few questions on our current status of the relationship, but I didn't want to barge in his face, especially since he just found himself.

Jennifer: Soo... what's next?

Y/N: One of us is going to call eachother on a date. And then we establish our relationship during that.

Damn. Was he reading my mind?

I couldn't help but feel my cheeks heaten up at that, and now, his confidence has me confused... does he ask me on the date or do I ask him?

Ugh. I'll have to check in with Nikki.

I nod casually and teach to hold his hand, he grabs it and squeezes it gently. I look out the window and simply enjoy nature and the cool breeze hitting my face...

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A/N: Next chapter is my favourite!

Hint: one unexpected familiar face ;)