I'll try to make it non binary for this chapter please know that I'm not good with writing other genders other than a female so I will try my best to make non binary and male genders in this book. 🥰💗

I look at the white wall blankly feeling a tear roll down my cheek as I sat in the empty white room.

4 years ago

"Cmon y/n, we don't have all day." Hobi said as he was throwing rocks at your window. "OKAY OKAY IM COMING" they got off the bed and put their shoes on as they ran to the kitchen to get a snack and ran out the door.

"Damn you got me waiting for years I'm 59 now" Hobi giggled as he walked on the sidewalk leaving you behind. "WAIT UP JACKASS" he started to speed up his pace from speed walking to jogging and then running faster than Usain Bolt as he knew you couldn't keep up.

"Hobi *huff puff* wait, wait slow down *huff puff* you know I can't keep up with you" "You gotta be quicker than that y/n". He said turning the corner. Fuck it imma just walk.

Hobi knew what he was doing that's why he was running fast, fuck him and his skinniness. You thought turning the corner going to your destination. (A house party)

Maybe 3 or 5 hours later

Where the hell is hobi at? I should call him. you got your phone out of your pocket and called him. 'sᴏʀʀʏ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ ɪs-' this is great.very. nice. you decided to walk by yourself besides you know your way it's not like Hobi is gonna care he only care about his girlfriend not you even tho you love him to death he just isn't interested in someone like you.

About 24 more steps the party was filled with drunk people dancing and kissing eachother. *rustle rustle* you heard a rustling noise coming from the bushes. You looked around "Hello, is anybody there?" Silence. "HELLOOOO" hm probably just a cat or something. "Um hi" y/n turned around with cold sweat.

Y/n pov: "Um can I help you sir?" The short man just stared with a slight smirk but innocent. "Oh I'm nothing really you said hello to me so I wanted to say it back" this guy is weird not just any weird he just gives off a vibe. He glanced over at the house party and looked back at me with a cheesy smile. "So you're going to the party too huh?" "Yeah"

"If you want me to I can walk with you" "Um I don't know you at all and it's literally right there" he looked at me with a light angry face and then smiled "I know I just want to walk you there to be nice and stuff" "Uhh I guess so" he held his hand to touch mines while we walked in don't know what got to me but I took it.

"Ew why out of all people he chose big mcfatty to date" "Foreal she's ugly and fat look at her double chin and chubby cheeks" "embarrassing" I snatched my hand away from the random boy and walked off to find hobi and Fatou.

"Where tf do you think your going fatass" it was hobi's girlfriend great.

"I'm trying to find hobi, now if you excuse me-" Ji-eun put her hand on the wall to stop you from looking for him "uhm well EXCUSE YOU Hobi doesn't like fat bitches just skinny people like me, maybe if your overweight ass haven't put on so much weight you'll be skinny enough for him to notice you, not only that hes MY boyfriend don't go sniffing around in OUR business okay? Okay."

She swiftly turned on her heels as she sashayed returning to some random. Wow like those words really hurt me I ain't your typical y/n kinda but not really. She's messing with the wrong bitch I know that for a fact. I give up I'm going home.

"Hey you fat bitch, where tf are you going, it better not be a damn restaurant I got a couple dollars for you to go and make you a damn salad and a gym membership for a year." Oh fuck- I recognize that voice. It was more heartbreaking than Ji-euns words.

"Hobi leave me alone will ya" you said as you continued walking away to your house."HEY who are you to tell me what tf I'm going to do I'm a mother fucking grown man bitch and I don't even know you do don't fucking call me hobi you fat bitch" damn dont cry.dont.do.it.hold it. You stayed in silence as you quickened your pace as you left a heavily drunk Hoseok laughing on the sidewalk.

The next day:

🌞Hobi💕

Good morning y/n how are you
ʳᵉᵃᵈ 3:35

Don't talk to me you hurt my feelings fr this time

What did I do this time 😐

Hmmm let's see you called me fat for the 1000th time, told me that you had money for me to make me a salad and a year round membership at the gym but you were drunk so I didn't take that to the heart.

LMAOOOO YOU REALLY THOUGHT I WAS DRUNK OR SOMETHING I WAS SO FUCKING SERIOUS LOSE SOME POUNDS and plus Ji-eun told me about your crush on me. Could never. HAPPEN as you see I love skinny beautiful girls not ugly fat mistakes like you who think they can get with any guy they can.

Lmao you thought I was hurt hell no 😂 if you don't want to talk anymore and don't want to be friends just fucking say that 😭😭

Okay then consider this friendship OVER fatass.
ˢᵉᵉⁿ 3:59

I keep lying to myself I did take it to heart it hurts me that he said those things and the fact that my best friend since we were like babies is gone poof nonexistent. Don't get me wrong yes I am sad about it but it's only gonna create more problems for me the bullying is about to get more physical I'm scared for myself.

Why me god why out of all people I choose to suffer.... I'm sorry it's not your fault it's mines I should've known since day one the hints.

*Flashback*

"

How about her Hobi?" You said flipping through a magazine. "Ehhh not my type I like more slimmer girls although, she's very beautiful I would date her but it's a rare chance" you looked at him with a sad look that turned into a laughing one. "Atleast you called her beautiful" "Yeah my mom would be furious with me you know how she is with respecting people especially girls" "yeahh"

*End of flashback*

It makes me wanna cry on how STUPID I was I just wanna end it.

Why is she crying what happened did someone do this why is my precious girlfriend crying it makes me sad to just see her like this.

*Knock knock* Oh someone is knocking I was getting comfortable too nice. *knOCK KNOCK* "ALRIGHT ALRIGHT HOLD ON IM COMING" looking through the peephole I see the boy from last night. "Hello, can I help you sir?" She said sir I feel like I'm gonna get horny "Uh yeah I just wanna talk about what happened last night"

He looked so innocent but I wanna make sure I'm safe before letting a random in my house. "How can I trust you" the boy patted his jean jacket patting his pants, jumping and shaking to prove to you that he don't have anything to harm you. Aww y/n really thinks I'm gonna hurt her I could never. "Okay you can come in... First what's your name" "It's Park Jimin".

I felt like this was too long for a oneshot so I'll make a part 2 bye bye my little marshmallow bunnies 💗