HELP WHAT

I HAD
LIKE TWO REALLY GOOD SHIFTS TODAY!!

okay so I have been doing the schedule all day, it's pretty fun, but that's besides the point.

So, I was listening to some barking meditation like dog meditation and I get like this crazy shift

So I feel all playful and I start running around my room gruffing and then I grab my octopus plushie and start AGGRESSIVELY SHAKING IT-

then I start pouncing and rolling all over my bed and I unshift, heaving and laying down-

It was weird because I haven't had a shift that crazy in a good while

Then I had a cougar/puma shift, wich wasn't as crazy and it was pretty short.

So I decided to listen to big cat meditation, (the one I always be listening to) and as soon as the cougar part came on I jerked up, and when I heard the noise again I shifted.

For some strange reason it felt like my paws were in water if that makes sense?

Like I felt my paws in WATER--

Maybe it's because I swam alot or...

I mean my main water attracted theriotype is my black Maine coon theriotype-

So -

But either way I started making terrible terrible puma growls and then unshifted eventually -

But I was thinking about it and Im gonna end this therian journal when I get to chapter 100!

(This is chapter 84 so we still got a couple left)

BUT DONT WORRY

IM NOT GOING TO JUST END MY THERIAN JOURNAL COMPLETELY

IMA MAKE A SECOND ONE WITH A NEW COVER AND EVERYTHING >:3

Also earlier today I was wondering because y'know how red timber wolfs and coyotes look the same?

I was thinking what if I'm actually a coyote and not a red timber wolf?

But I did more research and I'm most likely not

So

Anyways

Skibidididididi

I used the AI image thing on YouTube to create what I looked like and that orange cat with me and THIS LOOKS LIKE WHAT I USUALLY SEE IN MY FLASHBACKS OF MY MAINE COON THERIOTYPE

THAT ORANGE AND WHITE CAT

ARGH

ANYWAYS

ILL UPDATE LATER OR TOMMOROW BAJAIAIAIAIAIAIIA

My paws touch the pebbles of the ground,
As I feel all of my animal kin
Welling up inside of me
The rage
The fury
The fascination
The naturalization
The wind gusts on my meer human soul and I know...
Its time...
I run with the wolves..
Fly with the birds..
Hunt with the cats....
stalk with the foxes...
As I disappear into the light of dawn.