she didn't have enough time.

all these possibilities had plagued her, and they continued to drag her further down to the bottom of the ocean. she spent her strength fighting against the current instead of getting to the summit.

it wasn't as bad as her senior year in highschool, but chihiro could most definitely not call herself happy in any shape or form.

what once had been diamonds to her were now flat pieces of coal, the same way her environment saw her degradation to be.

college wasn't exciting. she didn't even choose to be here, nor what she'd be doing here.

in fact, she could no longer determine whether she had been interested in her current field or not, or if it had been fed to her by the concept of maintaining her status as an all-rounder.

she wasn't expecting anything anymore, but a change could be nice.