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So I'm sorry for the inactiveness, because my excuse is not school, it's laziness.

I'll just dump a ton of art sh*t I did... don't ask why there's no full colored/finished art. Bc idk either. I forgot the order for most of these so shhhhh

So months ago I made two IC characters (I'm very late) from JCWine's IC Society...

Sadistic and Masochistic!!

Gah!!! SUCH OLD ART *hides myself* But this full chapter is old art...

Anyways Masochistic is a sadistic girl since the age of 4 when she first discovered her family's torture room. Curiously she wanted to know how it worked so she got herself a guinea pig from the streets. When the tested the instruments, she wanted to hear more of the sounds of pain, more sounds of begging, and more sights of torture.

While Sadistic on the other side was abused by her family and would often be left in the attic. She didn't know how to express her fear and tried to commit suicide at age 10. Only for her to slice herself, which started becoming addicting as it felt like her escape from reality. She found beauty in the blood that felt like freedom, becoming very vain and only enjoying seeing beauty in life.

Tbh Idk how to write those emo backstories ;;

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I watched Kokoro ga Sakebitagatterunda with my sister, or The Anthem of the Heart. I loved the ending scene and Jun was the best girl. I found her actions really cute <3

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This is the kind of sh*t me and Meth draw..... I can't draw abs.

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I realized I never posted this other than on my dA status. I'm was rewatching the series ahhhhhhh such a masterpiece. And yes, I see my mistake on the anatomy, you see when you draw in a few seconds this is what you get. Thank you everyone on dA who commented about it.

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I was doodled this the night before photo day. Boy I'm thankful there's retakes.

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FIGHTING EVIL BY SCREEN LIGHT! WINNING LIFE BY HIDING FROM SUNLIGHT! ALWAYS RUNNING FROM A REAL FIGHT! SHE IS THE ONE NAMED "I'M-SO-DEAD" YUNE.

I can't do parodies... Drew this joke art when I was in my depression state for not being able to draw good art. Still in that state (i can never run away) Art block is undefeatable (what is that word) like shown in the image above. Actually, I had a ton of fun playing around with my copic brush (I was actually aiming for a watercolor look but the marker stole my heart).

Here's the settings for it if anyone's interested. Super fun to doodle with (imo).

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The process of sketch to lineart (of course the lineart is usually nicer but yeah that basically my process. 

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Probably one of my most favorite pieces until this day. A quick sketch of Made in Abyss once it finished. Wonderful series, no beautiful series. It really touched my heart. It might be a bit boring to those of younger age since it has a lot of symbolism that most 6 yr olds  don't catch. And that the fact it has a turn (like Madoka).

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When my friend asked why I like Dabi. Gurl, I was offended (until I realized my reasons were extremely bad).

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Me and my nose bleed.... I never cropped this picture so whoops

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Aka the cause of the nosebleed. I still need to work on male anatomy ;; But I only drew this because of I dream I had the night before (I drew this) where I was a famous mangaka who drew yaoi. I played (once again) with my copic marker tool, literally can't get enough of it.

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HAPPY ONE YEAR SHELTER!! Love the video and song so much. Actually I like most of Porter Robinson's music. 

I was proud of my hair shading, not so much with the eyes (they're too far apart)

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I made a new OC, don't know her name (she might even be one time use) but I loved her design. Drew her for an artbook submission (which I failed to color well).

And last but not least (since Wattpad can only contain so much pictures).

Another "I-HATE-YOU-ARTBLOCK" drawing. This time being a parody of the famous Arthur.

Wait let's see if we can add one more....

Ok, here to the present!!

The GUDAGUDA event on Fate is so much fun <3 I ship the two (lolol)!! I prefer the lineart version more tbh (too bad I forgot to save it)

Sorry for so much old art ;; I'll be posting another chapter soon (want to finish one fanart first)

I'm not very satisfied seeing how little I improved despite the long time ;; At least my anatomy has gotten better?? Honestly idk. But I' starting to get more shape in my coloring which makes me quite glad (though you can't really tell from my sketches). I still need to practice coloring ;;

Ok, byers~~~