Chapter Twenty Three
~ Jungkook's point of view ~
I looked down at the sleeping man who's head was in my lap, I was playing with his soft brown hair. I looked up to see a very beautiful view. The sight of the beautiful and crystal clear water and the purple flower that we were laying on
" Such a baby...I can't get enough of you can I?" I asked myself as I see Taehyung's slightly snoring. I'm not sure why Taehyung wanted to drag me to this beautiful sight just for him to fall asleep in my lap. It was confusing but cute
We were supposed to be on what Taehyung called, a lake date but about thirty minutes in, he fall asleep in my lap. i brung an extra blanket and covered Taehyung with it
My back was against a tree and Taehyung's head was in my lap. It was something that I really liked and something that I knew that I was going to miss when I left this place. I'm from Busan and this camp is in Seoul so it's a few hours from my hometown and I don't even know where Taehyung is from. It kinda of weird that I still don't know
When I'm with Taehyung, I'm my happiest
From being alone to now having a boyfriend. It was new to me and still, I just still can't believe Taehyung liked me
I couldn't believe it when I found out that Taehyung, my summer camp counselor, was interested in me. I had been crushing on him for days and i didn't even know it until the moment that he kissed me when we were in the water
Now, I have this man's head in my lap and he is sleep when we were on a supposed date, ending up at this beautiful river. I had packed a picnic basket and we sat down to eat by the water. As we were talking and laughing, I realized that I had never felt so comfortable with anyone before
The sound of Taehyung's laugher, it was something that was drilled into my memory and I couldn't erase from my memory. I'd have that shit as a ringtone if I could
After we had finished eating, Taehyung laid down and put his head on my lap. I stroked his hair as he closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep, which is right now
" Lord you're so cute and hot at the same time " I chuckled out as my hands were playing with his hair, his finger too massaging his head as I could still hear the tiny little snores coming from his mouth. I couldn't believe how lucky I was to have him as my first and only boyfriend
After all of the girls and a few guys that have lusted over him, he decided to date me. That was something that I still couldn't even believe until this day
" I wish things could be like this back at home? I wish everything was this calming...no worries, no problems" I said to myself , wishing that things could be like this when i got back home but i knew it wasn't going to be beautiful like this soon...it would be the opposite
Things were going to be pure hell, i would have to deal with my narcissistic ass parents who are embarrassed to be seen with me. Going to college and getting myself into tremendous debt for a bachelor that i probably wasn't even going to use, especially with this shitty ass economy. All of it was coming soon and I didn't want it
I don't want to go home. I know that sounds crazy and I might sound that the worlds biggest drama queen but it's true. Summer camp currently is giving me the best time of my life, and I don't want it to end
Here, I'm doing great and not to mention that I have a boyfriend who I'm falling for every second of the day and I don't even think I can stay away from him. I don't want to go, not just because I'm having fun, but because I don't want to go back to my terrible parents...it's always them
They're always on my case about everything, and I can't take it anymore. They're never satisfied with anything I do, and they always find a way to make me feel like complete shit for not being the worlds biggest social butterfly
Going to college was a waste of money, according to them if you aren't going to be a Doctor or a fucking Lawyer
They don't see the value in education or the fact that I'm working hard to make something of myself. They don't see the value in something until you're on your death bed while struggling to do so. They were just terrible
At camp, I don't have to deal with any of that. I can just be myself and not worry about what anyone else thinks. I can't stay to myself and no one has a single problem with it. I've made some great friends here, and I don't want to leave them behind either. Jimin has now become my best friend
We've had such a good time together, and I know we'll stay in touch, but it won't be the same as being together every day. He is my roommate and he has always listened to me. I'm going to see that Orange haired male
It made me want to cry knowing that all of this...all of this beautiful stuff was coming to an end...I looked up at the sky, knowing all good things come to an end
I know I have to go home eventually, but I'm just not ready to face my parents yet. Maybe I can find a way to extend my stay at camp for a little while longer even though I know it might not even be possible. Fuck I'd do anything to avoid going back to that toxic ass household
I sighed as looked down at the sleeping man on my lap, feeling that he, Kim Taehyung was my happy place. He was what made me enjoy this place and even though I said to myself that I'd never enjoy this place, Taehyung made it very enjoyable and it don't know how else I'd thank him
Right now, he was my everything
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